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Why do I keep seeing this symbol everywere, I’m loving it

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to the men that were used by a broken women i’m sorry. to the men that were faithful to a women that wounded them emotionally i’m sorry. to the men that have been sexually abused by the women they love and trusted i’m sorry. to the men that have been physically abused and mentally abused, i’m so sorry. you deserved better and you aren’t less of a man. i hope you find peace.

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“A romantic, rather cloying story”.

In the Spanish language, Mexican Spanish Slang to be exact. We commonly use the word “empagalado”. It’s literal translation is Cloy.

I am Cloy. I am Sisyphus.

I am happy for the highs I’ve been at in life. I am sad for the lows that I continue to have. I’m over all grateful, but I’m also over all sicken.

Life is cloying. To much of something good, turns too to bad. Excess of happiness, leads to bigger crashes. To much pleasure, leads to much pain. Life is about chasing highs, and getting hurt while doing it. Only I am tired of getting hurt. And highs keep soaring towards the sky.

I am sicken and disgusted by life it’s self.

#alone #depression #tired #over thinker

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Pendulum

My life is a Pendulum.

My mind is a weight hung by existence, on to life, in a fixed point in time.

My life’s feels like it can swing freely back and forth. Sometimes it feels like I can be the very mechanism that regulates my own fait.

But in reality, I have this bad tendency oscillate between each extreme.

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David Bellier

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Willow in Winter Francis Edgar Dodd  circa 1925-1928

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Vincent van Gogh, The Complete Letters (“The sadness will last forever”)

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My “otopharynx lithobates yellow blaze zimbawe rock”, or Zrock Cichlid is a sad again. Funny thing, these little guys got fought in one of my filters, not entirely sure if the mama is holding more.

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And the new season starts late again 😂 Still have two more beds and a couple large wooden pots to play with😁 unfortunately all these plants are store bought. My aquaponic and hydroponic plants aren’t ready to go outside yet 🌱 #pepper #tomatoes #bed #garden #vegitable #gmo #fuckit

#tomatoes #pepper #gmo #vegitable #bed #garden #fuckit

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$6,500,000/9 br/8100 sq ft

Montague, MI

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What a miserable work out

The worst kind of work out days are the days where you have ZERO motivation to go to the gym. And by some miracle you actually end up going, and staying the full hour. It wasn’t my best workout, I spent half the time flipping through songs on Spotify and going half the speed I wanted, but hey. I made it through.

(In a sarcastic voice) yay!

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If my eyes could show my soul, everyone would cry when they saw me smile.

Kurt Cobain (via help-n-quotes)

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TRN House, Trnava, Slovakia by JRKVC Architects

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