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“Why did you follow this person ? uwu”

I’ve been here for fourteen years, do you think I remember? I don’t know who any of these people are anymore. I don’t know why they’re on my dash. I allow them to stay because they haven’t pissed me off enough to unfollow them yet. “Why did you follow this person?” I’m not sure I ever did. They’re just part of my ecosystem now.

#yeah petty much

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how lucky we are to live in a world where tiramisu exists

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Here's to the people who weren't abused by their parents, but whose parents sucked anyways. Here's to people whose parents fucked up raising you out of ignorance and not malice. Here's to the kids whose parents didn't know what to do with you so they did nothing at all. Here's to people whose parents are getting better and growing as people but still hurt you. Here's to every mean comment that wouldn't have been so bad if it hadn't come from your mom; here's to awkward family dinners because you're all trying to forget;

here's to you, survivor of a thousand 'not as bad as it could have been' hurts. I see you. You aren't alone.

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#both my first and last name get misspelled #Last name: I just roll with it cause it's French and it's got that silent 's' in there. So I'm used to it #Honestly it'd probably be a little worse if my great grandfather decided to keep the 's' at the end when they came to the US #First Name: It's *very* funny when my first name is misspelled cause it's *incredibly* common. Like Top 5 Girl's name of my gen common #You wouldn't think you could misspell it but occasionally you get a real *wild* one

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#fandom #Honestly if this one drops below 90 to Taylor something has gone horrifically wrong #The Swifities are such an obnoxious blight of a fandom online #Like aside from the fact that I think she's *incredibly* overexposed and could benefit from just going away for a bit #I'm kinda meh on the woman herself but god the fandom

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As somebody who has very little exposure to Irish naming conventions and pronunciation, it still kinda feels like I'm being pranked whenever I see how Oisin's name is spelled and pronounced.

#Dimension 20 #D20 #Fantasy High #fhjy #The Rat Grinders

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The undercurrent of "Yeah, that tracks for a bunch of 14-15 year olds" in Kipperlily's file and the history of the Rat Grinders, man.

#Dimension 20 #D20 spoilers #fhjy spoilers #fhjy #Kipperlily being jealous of Riz because of his Tragic Backstory? Absolutely the kind of deranged bullshit I'd expect from a 14 year old #Reuben voting to change the party name cause he knows it'd piss Kipperlily off? Peak 15 year old boy behavior #This was truly a bunch of teenage shitheads

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I might be potentially forgetting something but I love that the Bad Kids have done more drugs with adults than their peers.

#Dimension 20 #D20 #Fantasy High #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #they did Fantasy Coke with Bill Seacaster and they're currently smoking weed with the Rogue teacher

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Why in the world is attending graduation a requirement for starting their senior year?

#Dimension 20 #D20 spoilers #fhjy #fhjy spoilers #what a wacky ass requirement #I mean other than Plot Reasons

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i just found out tumblr was storing over three GIGABYTES of cookies on my device without me knowing and that's why it's been running so fucking slow recently... incredible. anyways everyone go clear your fucking cookies. don't let this website run a goddamn video game's worth of disc space in the background for no good reason.

#tumblr #I wonder if that's why Tumblr's been so fucky lately

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"YOU CANT BUZZ IN NOT KNOWING THE CORRECT ANSWER THIS ISNT FUCKING UM ACTUALLY" Siobhan says, standing next to two um actually hosts

#Dropout #Game Changer

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#Dropout #Game Changer #Mike Trapp

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reblog for bigger sample size

#polls #fanfic #archive of our own #AO3

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paying a little visit to a beloved mutual's blog after not seeing them on the dash for a while as if i'm dropping by their cottage with some biscuits and jams in a wicker basket

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Of COURSE Orym doesn't feel like he can talk to the Hells about what he's feeling. Set aside the sense that he's been told over and over that he's the "normal one" the "good one" the "strong one" by the group, but he's also obviously so angry, and he doesn't trust them right now. Every single one of them has repeatedly shown, over and over, that they aren't safe for him to express his feelings to ABOUT THE TOPIC OF THE RUBY VANGAURD. Imogen is obvious, it's her mother, her connection to Ruidus and everything happening is clear, and actually I think Imogen is the one that's been closest to breaking through to him. Fearne is learning about her biological father, leaning into her power, and is also highly connected to Ruidus and the Vanguard. Sure she's his closest longest friend in the Hells but she's also not safe to truly be vulnerable to right now, about this topic (side tangent, I also think Ferne is the person Orym feels the most need to protect and be strong for, but that's not even the topic of this post). Laudnia is obviously to close to Imogen, and has sort of chosen a side of "I don't care what harm the vanguard does, if Imogen wants to support them I will support them" and isn't willing to listen to anything outside of that paradigm. Ashton is hurting so much, and filled with so much of his own pain and feelings that life isn't fair and Orym has seen his reaction to this type of pain is to be destructive and mistrustful and self-destructive, he's not a strong shoulder to lean on right now. I do think that if FCG hadn't just died Orym might be more willing to trust Ashton, but Ashton is also the one who always says that Orym is the strong good one, and even though he's always followed that up with "but you don't need to be alone in that" I don't think Orym trusts that. Chet is the obvious hole in my logic of "Orym doesn't actually trust the Hells right now" logic, since there's no clear ties to the vanguard or being "on the opposite side" as it were, except that Chet has never shut down the "maybe the vanguard has a point" conversation either.

It's FASCINATING that people just want Orym to talk to the others, but are also mad every time Orym brings up his dead family to the others. Now, I don't think that these are often the same people saying these things, but like, it is interesting that those are the two main gripes about Orym right now.

Orym doesn't actually trust the Hells with his emotions because he's spent the last few months LISTENING TO THEM ARGUE ABOUT THE MORAL VIABILITY OF A CULT THAT MURDERED HIS LOVED ONES. He straight up doesn't trust them with his emotional vulnerability and I think that's a BEUATIFUL character choice from Liam. Like, the tension of loving the Hells and wanting to support them and for them to be happy, but also understanding that he might end up on the other side of this conflict from them is so JUICY! Like, YES! Liam! You didn't get your villain arc in C2, set yourself up for the possibility of sitting across from your whole party again, but this time because you have a clear moral line you aren't willing to cross, and be intractable about it. Explore the grey area between trust and love, and what happens when those two concepts don't line up! How beautiful is this little halfling filled with love that he wants to support his friends EVEN WHEN HE CAN'T TRUST THEM!! It's chilling and sweet and painful, and god I love that little guy with all of my heart.

Also props to Liam for always being willing to lean into conflict, and bring the audience along! I think that's why he's often such a flash point for fandom bullshit, because he's so willing to lean into conflict within the table, and so willing to be the one showing the impact of conflict and emotion. He's always willing to go there and I LOVE IT.

#Critical Role #Orym

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how does one even go about explaining this to anyone??!?

#Dropout #Game Changer #gonna have this song stuck in my head