fullmetalemo

[fullmetalemo]

if anyone finds out when this permanent feeling of fear goes away please let me know

[fullmetalemo]

[fullmetalemo]

If it keeps you from killing yourself it's not stupid. This applies to anything btw.

[fullmetalemo]

shooting myself in the back of the head so my suicide looks suspicious and i waste everyones time

[fullmetalemo]

i think astarion would become hysterical after realising (even he understand that he gained some weight bc he was eating enough ones in a two hundred years)

#bg3 astarion #astarion #he is dramatic don’t judge #chubby astarion

[fullmetalemo]

2024

DO IT SCARED

FUCK IT WE BALL

REMEMBER THAT PEOPLE CARE ABOUT YOU

MAKE THE CHOICE TO END HARMFUL PATTERNS

LOVE WITH YOUR WHOLE HEART

[fullmetalemo]

little sketch of little star

#sketch #astarion #drawing #bg3 astarion

[fullmetalemo]

well

#astarion #c.ai #it was a tough year you CANT judge me #character ai

[fullmetalemo]

may your 2024 be vampiric and homoerotic

[fullmetalemo]

sewed my astarion plushie new clothes and decided to draw the actual stari in this outfit

#bg3 astarion #astarion #astarion plushie #sketch #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 #bg3 headcanons

[fullmetalemo]

[fullmetalemo]

maybe i should draw more plus size/chubby characters and people to help get over my c-ptsd

i just...well. don't think i deserve to live because i am bigger than average person around me and seeing pieces of media with plump characters makes my heart softer and i feel....represented? accepted? even loved? idk

[fullmetalemo]

thinking about post-game chubby astarion (since we are his leaking blood bag and no one is abusing him he probably will gain some weight as a sign of healing)

#bg3 #bg3 tav #astarion #bg3 astarion #baldur's gate 3 #sketch #i am totally normal about this #headcanon

[fullmetalemo]

I care about you.

[fullmetalemo]

Me about my own Tumblr blog:

[fullmetalemo]

just a weird self portrait

#drawing #sketch #artist #neon colors #self portrait #portrait

[fullmetalemo]

“I just want to sleep while the world burns” omg Serbia my boy same