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I don't want anyone. I want my head to get obliterated by a shotgun

#real tho

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had myself a sweet little mental breakdown last night. problem is special someone found out! oh well not like i don't have one twice a freaking week <3

anyways love y'all

#do i want to die rn #idk but it seems cute #just chilling in a pool of my guts sounds pretty

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US SUICIDE PREVENTION HOTLINE IS CHANGING ITS NUMBER

Taking effect July 2022, the US Suicide Prevention Hotline will change from 800-273-8255 to the three digit code of 988. Especially with families and communities reeling from back to back tragedies, it is super important to share this information!

Repeat: Starting July 2022, the US Suicide Prevention Hotline will be 988

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yeah so i gave it some thought and decided not to...

<3

sike! imma do it! fr

thinking about giving my eating disorder control again lmfao

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the feminine urge to turn this blog into a gore blog

#gore aesthetic #gore blog #imma do it

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thinking about giving my eating disorder control again lmfao

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oh hi, it's me again XD anyways this is my plan to reach my goal weight (extra points if i reach my ultimate goal weight) god i hope wednesday is easy and my mom doesn't force me to eat dinner-

but yeah, i'm pretty happy with it!

#tw ed #eating disoder things

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imagine fasting, right and feeling good about doing so but everytime someone mentions food you want some knowing full well you'd wanna cut your stomach open afterwards... god having an ED and self control are fucking annoying-

#tw ed #tw swearing #tw sh #tw ed talk

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hot take: apparently fasting for more than 40 hours makes me feel sick and i won't be able to get out of bed... so yeah now I'm gathering a list of safe foods that are under 500cals so wish me luck

#tw ed

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heyy this is my Twitter acc. i post relatively the same things there as here but if you wanna check it out, go for it!

#tw ed #tw sh #just in case #♡♡♡

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babes I'm home and honestly this is the true standing [anti]social media site. i love this place... fuck everything else!

#unrelated

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i made this for myself so i know what my limits are. I'm praying it works (i have to have dinner or my parents will get concerned) so wish me luck!!!

#tw ed #thinspi #tw ana mention #anorecya #ana

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anyways i kinda relapsed with sh recently ahah but i still wanna get over my fear of throwing up... i hate food so much but it tastes nice and peope keep fuckin offering it and saying 'no' seems rude and i don't wanna seem rude... aghhhhhhhHHHHHHHHH

#tw self harm #tw eating stuff #tw ed #tw food #tw sh

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i haven't cut in five days despite wanting to so i guess that's good?..

also does anyone have a way of getting over a fear of throwing up? coz i want to so bad but i'm somewhat terrified

#tw self harm #tw ed #tw throwing up

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manifesting being a skinny pretty boy:

i am going to get lighter. i will get lighter. i have to get lighter. i need to get lighter

i need to get thinner. i have to get thinner. i will get thinner. i am going to het thinner

i am not going to eat. i will not eat. i need to stop eating.

i hate food. i will go for a long walk every second day with an empty stomach.

#tw ed #tw food #tw eating stuff #ftm ana

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my weight record (for future reference)

starting: 65.5kg

now: 64.8kg

goal weight: 59.0kg

ultimate goal weight: 55.0kg