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ok so I’m having some Thoughts re: my activity (or lack there of) in the fandom rn

1d and the boys will always be a source of joy for me. connecting w their music and the side of myself that feels seen in this little community can be really healing and I never want to lose touch w that completely. that being said, I’m in a weird place w my relationship to sexuality and gender and I feel like I need to expose myself to less media that’s centred around cis men, and find more that allows me to see more expressions of queerness that are focused around gender expression and sapphic attraction, and also more diverse body representation. it can feel really isolating to live in a fat body where there isn’t much community in person that centres that and then to also not expose myself to the more abundant online community that not only looks more like me but is also working toward our collective liberation in that regard. so, at least for a little while, I think what I need to do is take a break from this space and curate an experience that meets me where I’m at so I can navigate this weird transitory phase I’m in a little bit easier.

tldr: to help my own journey I need to take a break here and focus on other things.

BUT !!! I will always love all of u with my whole ass heart and I will always be grateful for the community I’ve found here. I won’t be gone forever, but I expect to come back a little bit different and hopefully with a more solid internal foundation etc etc

thank u to every single one of my lovely mutuals, I love u so much. you can still message me whenever, add me on tiktok or instagram (both are @ gaybirdwizard) and I’ll still be around and maybe post little updates when it feels right.

until then take care of yourselves and do what makes you happy!!! ilysm ❤️❤️❤️

#seriously I cannot emphasize enough how much y’all mean to me #y’all were here for me when I was at my most depressed and I’ll never ever forget that or the people i’ve met along the way #participating in this fandom has also helped me with getting back into making art and that’s HUGE fr #so ty again <3 so much love for all of u #rowyn rambles #take care

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miss u 🥰

ivanaaaa my love i miss u too!! sending many hugs and forehead kisses to u rn ❤️❤️❤️

#hope you’ve been doing well!! i’ll shoot u a dm later updating u on stuff esp re: my trip to ontario!! #things have just been 😵‍💫 but also fine??? idek #either way ily #ivana ❤️ #asks

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you can click on this button once daily to help palestine and support other causes in the middle east for free. it takes literally 5 seconds and could help save lives so please take the time to click and share this link.

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Then and now

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It’s really unfortunate that medical professionals are taught to just assume that if it’s inconvenient for them to administer treatment or a test to a fat person that it’s the fat person’s fault. No consideration is given to the possibility that it’s because of inadequate equipment or institutionalized fatphobia resulting in a lack of innovation in techniques and technologies to accommodate patients.

I had to get an x-ray for my back recently and on the report it said “results inconclusive due to patient body habitus” which is medical speak for patient is too fat for our x-ray machine to create a clear image. Imagine if this report had been written to say, results inconclusive due to insufficient or incorrect imaging technology.

Imagine a medical system that cares enough about fat people and providing them with adequate treatment that it seeks out real solutions instead of just telling people to lose weight.

Which everyone who bothers to look into it knows is not a real solution at all.

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Louis on stage for his press conference at Tecate Pa’l Norte - 30/3

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There is nothing I have to say about this drawing, just. 🥵

#this is crazy good #go off op #fan art

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... on the campus of UC Davis in California, USA.

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he just started a new minecraft world

#SCREAMING #i love this fjrjksdsksl

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06/26/18 (Photography by Hélène Marie Pambrun)

#obscene #so gorgeous #h

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#this is the louis that lives in my head forever

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you can click on this button once daily to help palestine and support other causes in the middle east for free. it takes literally 5 seconds and could help save lives so please take the time to click and share this link.

#don’t forget to click on the other links too! #if you click the logo in the top left it’ll take you to a bunch of links to other causes to donate to via clicks

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blog rec?

@louisarmpits @sunkissedlouis @killmymind @srldesigns6277 @mynightsoutofsight @enchantedlandcoffee @tommos @holdingontoheadache @thechavier @medicinelarrie @voulezloux @statementlou @cloudslou @delicatepointofview @adoreinbloom @pop-punklouis @finexbright @tanktop-lou @louisgayvodka @louisgrayhairs @uwulouis @redpantslouis @worldsofdreamers @tomlinsins @whatifai @wlwtomlinson @ms-softgoods @hl-obsessed @28goldens @harrylights @nauticallyrics @ayalabida @trolou @letsmakesomeonehappytoday @lets-laughagain @itsnotreal @theirloveisgross @lovelikealandslide @savebylou @airportlouis @walkinginsunflowers @loveofmylouis @heartshaped-lou @braverytattoos @loveheartslouis @stonerosestank @1ouis @goldcrumble @letmeadorelouis @amsterdamlouie

sorry if i missed anyone, i can only tag 50 people, but i love you all <3

#ilyyy #💜 #mentions

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@/dr_rajhasn on IG has a tent in Gaza where he provides free medical care to children who are displaced. Here is his gofundme, please donate and spread if you can’t!!