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before 2.1 ruins my dreams

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small notice!!🦋

hi my cinnamon rolls😭😭🥀 updates would be halted since i have so many things i have to do & such, since i am now in college and it was pretty hectic,, asjdhbfcksdkfhd--- i just and still wanna say sorry for any inconvenience if ever (*i know there are some; like the update of my ff ;v;).... that's all for now ueueueueue ;'D

#henkouramblings #i_can't_with_nursing_anymore!!! #very drained #1st year in college #😭😭😭🤏 #i am dying... like literally #🕊🕊

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cutee~ T^T)9✨

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your honor i love them

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happy birthday to a special bard 

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gamer grill

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😩😩

xiao rkgk

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FIVE SHELLS FOR YOU.

(means ILYSM)

★ zhongchi, short fluff & angst drabble, wc; 365, one major character death, mlm, husbands, bittersweet ending, ...

a/n: y'all have this first,, will do really post the fics i'm working on very soon promise😭😭 (*there's also a kazuscara ver of this👀) still busy kdjhfcskdvfgf--- and also for better experience while reading this you can try listening to this song to add more feels hueheuheu.

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⇢ Sitting in a field of dandelions and forget-me-nots'. The radiant beam of someone was forever jumbled. Forever blurred in his mind. Zhongli cannot fathom how or even why he forgot his husband's delicate and impactful features that make anyone who laid eyes upon him flatter in awe, the same as him but different... It was pure adoration.

⇢ Now that he is visiting the grave, the pang in his chest and the churn in his stomach are not telling him good news. But he still continued to go.

⇢ "...Hi, my love," he smiled. "I brought you some shells that I picked up last week." Zhongli choked on his suppressed-almost-about-to-cry voice. "It kind of reminded me of your blue-ocean-like eye color... and also you, so... here." He placed five of them shells in his husband's tomb.

⇢ Zhongli sat there in peace and quiet, relishing the tantalizing serenity of the fresh breeze stroking across his soft golden-brown locks and cheeks. Zhongli drowns in his reminiscences of his beloved, his other half, as if his late husband, Childe, no, Ajax, whom he adheres to, is still there, giving him a back-embrace and humming a sweet tune in his ears.

⇢ And now, bitterness was seeping into his system. Remembering now the days they've spent together; when he was still there... those memories with him, that he treasured oh so dearly.

⇢ Zhongli, now crying in his lonesomeness and grief, spoke, "I'm sorry, so sorry, my love. I didn't mean to ruin our lovely mood today, hehe." He tried to wipe his tears away, but they just kept on flowing.

⇢ "Dear, I know this is quite late of me to say but, these five shells that I was and always gave you means... I love you so much, and not only that, I adore you just like how you adore my smile—that you keep on telling me it's pretty." Zhongli hesitated a bit but urged himself to speak again, "I adore and love you as a whole, just the way you are being true to yourself and not hesitating to any hardships, that's what makes me love you more... Ajax, my sun." He then bawled his tear stained eyes again painfully.

FIN.

s/n: sorry for the grammars if you ever see any errors my dear cinnamons TvT)~

©️henkoukazue DON’T PLAGIARIZE, MODIFY, REPOST, OR TRANSLATE ANY OF MY WORKS.  exclusively only to read on Tumblr. thank you.

#henkoukazuefics #genshin impact #genshin fanfic #genshin angst #genshin fluff #zhongchi fanfic #zhongli angst #childe angst #zhongchi #tartaglia #childe #zhongli #rex lapis #i was bored Xd #JUST WROTE IT WHILE MY CHEM TEACHER IS DISCUSSING LMAOO #inspiration just hit the heck outta my mind😆😭 #hope my 2 dearest besties forgive me abt this HASHHASHAH

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😭😭💕ackkk---

He’s officially turning 1 today!!!! 🎂🎂 Happy birthday little mouche 💜💜

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yuhh~✨✨ (sorry for the much inactivity tho ;'>> )

Reblog if you write fic and people can inbox you random-ass questions about your stories, itemized number lists be damned.

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ICYMI, there was fear that companies were scraping public AO3 fics to train their AI without the consent of AO3 or its users. That fear has been confirmed.

AO3 has written about what they’re doing (and what they’re not able to do), and they recommend restricting your work to AO3 registered users only. [Instructions here]

This gross misuse of the archive by techbros is why I’ve locked down my fics for the foreseeable future. I recommend the rest of you do the same.

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..............sweeties~ ( ◡//‿//◡ *)💕

Cynonari playing Genius Invokation TCG,,,

#cynari

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Y'AAAAALLLL!!!! THE KAVEH HANGOUT WTFF😭😭😭😭😭😭 I LOVE HIM I LOVE THEM I- I-- WAAAAAHHHHH THE HELL KAVEEEEH WHYYY BAKIT KA NMN GANYAN HYV MASAKIT SA PUSO BAHSHASHAHSHA😆😭😭😭

#genshin impact #genshin #kaveh genshin #kaveh hangout event #spoilers kinda??? #yoooowww #AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA #😭😭 #henkouramblings

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Ellooo!! i really like your writing, and also plss do take your time we are willing to wait for your future fic updates. Take care too💜💜

uwaaa tysmm T^T)//🖤 idk who you are dear anon but i will take care of myself dfjgvkjdfhgvkfg--- this is sooo sweet even tho it's so short AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA mah heart kinda ::melt melt:: thank you!!! hope you are doing fine too & take care dear🖤🖤

#a cinnamon spotted <:0 #hsdgcfsdgfhfd--- #my cinnamon you're too sweet lemme just ::nom nom:: #WAAAAAAA A CUTIEE😭😭 #henkouramblings

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upadaatees folks!! i am currently making 7 fics at a time and now i have 13 in the drafts.... TvT)~ i might not be posting any until this month or early june,, i'll be in a semi-hiatus for now but i will definitely come back w/ more angst........................... no i meant fluff yeaa ::sweating profusely:: aaaa~nd that is all for now babushh!!🖤🦋

will be updating the 12 fics i'm working on very soon,, school just being a bish rn😭😭 i can't with the excessive activities and assignments!!! man. how i wish to have 1-2 yrs of break bfr transitioning to college :'DD

s/n: i can't even play genshin anymore smh waaah and bbg hasn't come home ongg AAAAAAARRGHH

#henkouramblings #updates yieee #CAN'T JUST PHYSICS NOT BE A SUBJECT ANYMORE?? #hi hi hiii my dearest cinnamons!! #semi hiatus #i want to rest 1 to 2 yrs pleeesss #i don't want to go yet #....... in college :'>