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Pretty Boy

Summary: Oowada helps Ishimaru realize he’s more than his scars.

Pairing: Oowada Mondo/Ishimaru Kiyotaka (Ishimondo/Pompadorks)

Type: Semi-heavy Angst - Hurt/Comfort 

Warning(s): Self-harm topic/scars, description of slight nudity (SFW/No genitalia mentioned/Taking a bath together), Transgender (FtM) Oowada headcanon (Transitioned) and Transgender (MtF) Lundenberg Celestia headcanon (Transitioned)

Word count: 977

Ishimaru felt weird. He felt too exposed. He didn’t like that.

Him and Oowada were taking a bath together, a bubble bath that Oowada insisted on. Thinking of it, it was probably to give Oowada more privacy seeing how he wasn’t biologically a male which made things a bit uncomfortable on his end. Though that never bothered Ishimaru, he loved Oowada the way he is, no matter how poorly Oowada may view himself. Ishimaru struggles with that too so he can’t blame Oowada for feeling the way he does, especially in something Ishimaru has little knowledge in besides his twin sister Celestia. But right now he wasn’t focused on that, seeing how Oowada looked calm. Though that would quickly change.

Ishimaru felt exposed without his usual coverage for his scars on his wrists and lower stomach. As well as his waist. They were self-inflicted, unfortunately. Ishimaru went through a dark time in middle school, bad enough to where he wishes to not speak about it ever. Not even his family knows the full extent of it. He just sat there, tense, wanting to leave though he didn’t want to leave Oowada. He felt conflicted so he just stayed but kept away from Oowada.

Soon enough Ishimaru just curled into a ball, holding his knees to his bare chest and wrapping his arms around his legs. He didn’t have a good grip on his legs since they were wet from the bath, he tried the best he could. He felt awkward and Oowada picked up on that. “Doll, youse okay? Ya’ look uncomfortable.” Oowada spook up, causing Ishimaru to snap out of his thoughts and look at Oowada, his eyes obviously watery. He felt bad for ruining what was supposed to be a romantic and intimate time between the new couple. “Oh! I-I’m fine. Just..cold?” Obvious lie, Ishimaru loved the cold, just go to his room. “Doll..you like the cold.” Oowada pointed out. Ishimaru just let out an ‘Ah’ before looking down at the water. “...Ishimaru what's wrong?” Ishimaru just shook his head. “Ishi…a-am I making you uncomfortable? I know it’s weird..” Oowada was interrupted. “No no..n-not at all. It’s just..” Ishimaru raised his hands a bit, just enough to make the scars on his wrists visible. Oowada stayed quiet before letting out an ‘Oh!’, probably just understanding why Ishimaru is so tense. He’s never shown Oowada his scars before, though he’s talked about it. Ishimaru just nodded in response before lowering his hands into the water again. Oowada is conflicted now too; he doesn’t know how to comfort people well. He gets nervous and whenever he gets nervous, he yells and that’s not something Oowada wants to do with the state Ishimaru is in currently. He takes a minute to think, staring at Ishimaru before speaking up again. “Y-you know…I don’t find you disgusting because of those scars right?..” Ishimaru perked up a little, those words catching his attention. “Even with those scars, you’re still my pretty boy…you’ll always be attractive to me, with or without those scars, Doll.” It didn’t take long till Oowda heard sniffles from the raven hair boy, followed by a soft ‘really?’ Oowada did dislike how poorly Ishimaru viewed himself, there would be times that Ishimaru would allow Oowada to do things that made him obviously uncomfortable just because Ishimaru didn’t want to make him upset by saying no. It pissed off Oowada but of course he didn’t yell at Ishimaru; he knew Ishimaru always seeked approval from others and hated people being mad at him, he had to deal with people hating him his whole life, only getting praise from selected teachers and family. He was deprived of basic human affection for his last name. So he and Ishimaru established boundaries and reassured that this would make him happier and not mad at him.

Oowada happily nodded, “Yes Doll, I love you no matter what.” and Ishimaru just started bawling his eyes out. Oowada sighed before moving over to the boy and cuddling him which resulted in Ishimaru clinging to Oowada. Oowada smiled and swayed side to side as the boy calmed down slowly. After a while, Ishimaru was completely relaxed against Oowada, almost asleep from what Oowada could see. He didn’t mind if Ishimaru fell asleep on him but probably not in the bath. “Come on Doll..lets get out and we’ll cuddle together.” Ishimaru nodded and they both slowly made their way out of the tub, wrapping towels around their waists.

After a while, they had both found their way into bed. Oowada was just in his tiger striped boxers while Ishimaru was in black shorts and a white tank top. Owada was lying on top of Ishimaru as usual; it helped Ishimaru sleep better and keep him from falling off the bed. 

Oowada was enjoying hearing Ishimaru’s heartbeat, it always calmed him hearing the other boy relaxed in his presence. Though Oowada soon got an idea. He propped himself up before kissing the Ishimaur’s neck. This caused Ishimaru to squeal a bit which made Oowada chuckle. After a bit, Oowada pulled Ishimaru’s shirt up after asking and kissed the boy's chest, slowly trailing down to his lower stomach. He felt Ishimaru tense up as he got lower but that soon faded as Oowada started kissing Ishimaru’s scars. He heard those familiar sniffles and rubbed soothing circles on his waist, whispering sweet things to Ishimaru between kisses. Ultimately this didn’t stop the boy from bawling again but it helped him feel better about himself which was Oowada’s goal. Oowada made his way back up to Ishimaru’s face and kissed away his tears. They stayed here until Ishimaru fell asleep. Oowada smiled and laid back on top of Ishimaru. He closed his eyes and wrapped his arms around Ishimaru.

“Goodnight, Doll.” And with that Oowada fell asleep.

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Thank you

Summary: A text from his partner, Togami Byakuya, makes Kuwata feel better.

Pairing: Togami Byakuya/Kuwata Leon (Leogami)

Type: Heavy Angst - Hurt/Comfort 

Warning(s): Mentions of incest (Kuwata’s cousin), Mental/Psychological abuse, and Depressive episode

Word count: 1265

‘Everything feels like shit’ Kuwata thought to himself. He felt like doing nothing today, just wasting the day away in his bed - everything felt slow and bland to him, he was probably drained from having to deal with his cousin yesterday, Kanon Nakajima, who for some reason was in love with him. She made him feel so dirty and sick just by being near her and he had to be there all day yesterday. He swore he was having panic attacks left and right, and what's worse of all he wasn’t able to bring his boyfriend so he had to deal with Kanon being all over him all day. He just wants to lay in bed and stare at his ceiling.

As soon as he was going back to sleep his phone buzzed. Slowly he reached up and looked at the notification; ‘Message from Amore mio bellissimo’ (My Beautiful Love in Italian). It was Togami. A small smile appeared on his face as he clicked on the notification, entering his pin and reading the message.

Amore mio bellissimo: Come over. I didn’t get to see you at all yesterday and I miss you.

Kuwata just smiled more. Togami made him feel better, a lot better, whenever he was sad.

PunkedOut: Yeah of course. Amore mio bellissimo: Good. I’ll send Pennyworth over to get you. PunkedOut: Sighs alr > Read

Kuwata sighed and slowly sat up. Despite being excited to see his lover, just getting out of bed seemed like a struggle for him today. Kuwata groaned and rubbed his eyes before moving a hand up and ruffling his hair. Slowly but surely Kuwata got out of bed and wobbled a bit - had he’d been laying down for that long? He sighed and walked to his dresser and got changed into a low cut and loose tank top, baggy sweatpants and put on some converse. Everything was moving slow and felt almost unreal to him so he wasn’t going to worry about dressing himself up today. He grabbed his phone and jacket before leaving his room and heading to the front patio of his house, waiting for that blasted butler to appear. Kuwata didn’t like Pennyworth and it was obvious Pennyworth felt the same about Kuwata so being stuck in that car…well limo with him for a good 20 minutes sucked.

It felt like forever before a Limo pulled up. Kuwata walked to the limo and got in after Pennyworth had opened. Suddenly he felt someone snuggled up to him and jumped a bit before realizing it was Togami. Kuwata didn’t like how it felt because of Kanon being all over him yesterday but it being Togami than her was way better.

“Is everything alright?” Togami asked as he laid his head against Kuwata’s. Kuwata hummed and replied, “Yeah..why?” Togami fixed how he was sitting as Pennyworth started driving before laying his head back down. “You are not dressed up like usual and you’re jumpy.” Kuwata sighed. He was bad at hiding things from Togami. “Just stuff happened at the party yesterday..” Togami’s demeanor changed after hearing that. Kuwata had informed Togami that this was a family reunion and his mind went straight to one thing. “Kanon?” Kuwata flitched at the name. Guess Togami guessed correctly, per usual. “Did she do anything? Hurt you, touch you anywhere?” ” Togami started looking around Kuwata, grabbing his face and moving it to check each side of his face before his eyes darted around Kuwata’s body. “I-I’m fine Togami. Just..I don’t know how to explain.” Togami looked at Kuwata then rubbed his head. Kuwata hummed and leaned against Togami. “I feel…sick being around her? And she was all over me yesterday. I couldn’t catch a break.” Kuwata spoke more. Togami hummed in acknowledgement. He felt the same about their classmate, Toko Fukawa, so he understands but it being a family member probably makes this more hard on him. Unfortunately, Togami is bad at comforting others, even with Kuwata, sympathizing is something Togami struggles with. So all he does is just keep rubbing Kuwata’s head before leaning down and kissing Kuwata’s face. “I’m…sorry that’s happening.” Kuwata smiled, appreciating Togami trying. He cuddled Togami closely, humming.

After a bit, they had arrived at Togami’s Manor he got to live at after winning the Togami name. Pennyworth stopped the limo and got out, opening the door for the couple before they got out. Kuwata started walking before getting picked up by Togami.”Wha- Hey!” Togami ignored Kuwata and kept walking, heading up to his room.

…

After a while, they’ve just been cuddling in bed. Togami had to do some work but thankfully it wasn’t a lot. Kuwata wasn’t used to Togami being so nice I suppose; even with Togami being affectionate, he kept some distance with his remarks. But with Kuwata’s shitty state of mind, he didn’t feel like talking back or going against Togami’s “orders” so they really didn’t fight like usual. It felt nice. Togami definitely appreciated it. It felt nice having Kuwata listen to him without him talking back - that’s probably why Togami felt extra nice today as well.

“How are you feeling?” Togamo spoke up after a while of silence. “Better..” Kuwata was all up on Togami, not showing any signs of wanting to let go. Togami smiled and lifted Kuwata’s face before kissing all around it, earning a groan from Kuwata. Togami loved how easy it was to please the redhead. He continued this, going down to his neck before Togami shuddered from a hand rubbing his thigh. He laid his head against Kuwata with a sigh as said person kept rubbing his leg. Togami loved how Kuwata's rough hands felt against his soft skin, and felt even better when Kuwata massaged him. God he’s good with his hands. Kuwata kept pleasing the blonde, even though he should be the one receiving most of the affection today, but he enjoys seeing Togami in this state - no one but him could see Togami like this, let alone touch him the way Kuwata does, He took pride in that and wanted to be all over Togami any chance he gets. He put his hand under the thigh he was just rubbing and lifted Togami’s leg so it would be laying on him, before returning to rubbing said leg again. “Mhn..Such a good boy..” Togami groaned. This made Kuwata’s face go red, he loved Togami’s praises. Though his red face earned a tired chuckle from Togami, “You like that don’t you?” All Kuwata could do was nod, he didn’t trust his words which just made Togami chuckle more.

As much as Togami wanted to egg this on, he was feeling tired and he could tell Kuwata was too from his hand moving slower while rubbing his thigh. “Let’s take a nap, Mon Chéri.” Togami spoke while kissing the man's face again. “M’kay..” He definitely was tired. Togami moved Kuwata’s head to rest against his chest before cuddling him again. He heard a hum come from Kuwata and his grip tightened around him which made him smile. As much as he likes being taken care of, he can’t help but admit he loves to take care of Kuwata more - seeing him happy made him happy. “Goodnight, Ma très chère.” Togami placed one last kiss on Kuwata’s forehead before leaning his head against Kuwata. “G’night..” Kuwata murmured before Togami could hear his breathing even out. Togami smiled and closed his eyes, happy he could make Kuwata feel better.

Though he’ll make sure to have a word with Kanon for this.

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Troubled Love

Summary: Togami has been distant lately and Kuwata isn't very happy about it

Pairing: Togami Byakuya/Kuwata Leon (Leogami)

Type: Hurt/Comfort 

Warning(s): None

Word count: 1332

Kuwata was lying in his bed, thinking what he could have done wrong. It's been bothering him. What's been bothering him? The fact that Togami Byakuya, his boyfriend, has been ignoring and distancing himself from him for the past couple of weeks. He thinks back to before Togami started acting like that - What could have he done wrong? He didn't do anything bad to his knowledge but Togami thinks differently and just Kuwata laughing at something Togami said, he’d be getting punched. 

‘Maybe I should ask him’ Kuwata thought to himself before grabbing his phone and opening up their conversation:

@PunkedOut: Hey babe, you good?

Nothing…

@PunkedOut:Hello?? Did something happen?

Still nothing but Togami leaving him to read.

This started to piss Kuwata off. It's been 2 weeks. He just wanted to talk to his boyfriend - was it family related? Kuwata knew Togami's father hated him with all his guts, hell so did Pennyworth. He just sighed and rubs his temple before getting up and walking out of his dorm. Where was he going? Well to Togami of course. He wasn't going to take this anymore and wanted to know why he was being ignored.

Kuwata walked up to Togami's door and started banging his fist against it. “Togami! Open the fucking door!” Kuwata kept banging on his door before it swung up. There stood Togami, a pissed expression on his face. “Do you mind? I'm in the middle of working-”

“Working, my ass!” Kuwata cut off Togami. “That's all you keep saying when I wanna see ya’! I don't know what I did but you ignoring me ain't gonna make shit be magically better!” Togami scoffed at this. He went to close the door before Kuwata pushed it back open, causing Togami to stumble back a bit. “What the fuck is your deal!” Kuwata shouted again. “You expect me to want to talk to you when you've almost pushed me over? Not only that but to barge into my room without an invitation as well? Maybe this is why I don't feel like associating myself with you. I need a break from whatever...this is.” Togami pointed at Kuwata in the last part. Kuwata just frowned - This? That's all he can say to me? This? Kuwata would have stormed off and cursed out Togami but that's what he's wanting to avoid, being separated. 

“Aren't you an amazing boyfriend.” Kuwata rolled his eyes. “But that doesn't answer what I just asked. Why the hell are you avoiding me? What did I do?” Kuwata almost wanted to start pleading - this hurt him. He loved Togami with all this heart, and to be ignored and barely be thought of after just having to be separated for a whole month not to long ago was fucking hell. He craves attention and physical affection but Togami didn't seem to care anymore. “Why should I tell you?” Togami stated. “Because I'm your damn boyfriend! I want to know when something is wrong or you feel upset or mistreated so I can help! I love you dammit!” Kuwata crossed his arms, keeping his breathing steady.

“....” Togami didn't have anything to say and just stared at Kuwata - he stared back. They stood there staring each other down till Togami caved and sighed. “My father.” Kuwata grumbled at that. “Explain?”

“....As you know, my father doesn't like you. He doesn't like this relationship. And he definitely doesn't like that I refuse to have relations with any women he tried to court me with.” Togami continued. “So he's been trying to limit my time around you. As much as he can to ‘get me out of this little phase’ thinking you’re the reason for keeping me from getting with a woman which is correct, but also, he can’t seem to accept that I have no attraction towards females whatsoever. He thought that month-long separation would do the trick but obviously that didn't work. Quite sad someone like him would think that would work.”

Kuwata listened to Togami ramble, waiting for him to get to the point. “Anyways. Like I said, he's been trying to separate us - as much as possible so he's been telling me to…essentially just ‘forget you’ by avoiding you at all cost. But you know I wouldn't listen to just that, I snuck you into my house during a social event - which you better feel lucky about. Though as to why I am when I said I wouldn't; my Father….is a very extreme man. He'll do anything to get his way and that worries me when it comes to you. I do not wish to get you hurt.” That brings a small smile to Kuwata but it quickly fades.

“So…what are we going to do?” Kuwata asked. He was worried about their relationship, would they have to break up and never talk again? Would Togami have to get with other people while he just stands by and does nothing? It hurt him thinking of that. Togami seemed to pick up on that as he started rubbing Kuwata’s head, running his fingers through his dyed hair, the roots of his hair stayed his natural hair color. Kuwata wasn’t good at hiding his emotions and it was painfully obvious to Togami, he could read him like a book. Besides that, Togami smiled slightly as he saw the red-head melt by his touch - that never failed to please Togami. “I’ll think of something. I’m not letting anything happen to you, or us.” Togami swore on that in his head, but of course he did not give Kuwata the satisfaction of hearing that. Though it seems like Kuwata probably didn’t even pick up what Togami said since he has just completely melted against Togami’s hand from just head rubs - in Togami’s eyes, he was a dog; not only because he was his bitch but when he rubs or scratches that right spot he just melts and clings to him like there’s no tomorrow. “Kuwata?” A quiet hum came from Kuwata. “Did you even hear what I had just explained?” Kuwata let out a soft ‘mhm’ in response. Unbelievable. Togami removed his hand which caused Kuwata to almost fall over. “What the fuck!?” Kuwata exclaimed, which amused Togami, earning a chuckle. “Temper temper. You should learn to speak to me with better manners if you want to keep this.”

Kuwata rolled his eyes before going to Togami, hugging him. Togami hummed and returned what he thought would be a normal hug but Kuwata quickly lifted Togami off the ground and threw him over his shoulder. “Put me down this instant, you hooligan!” Togami shouted, hitting Kuwata’s back. Kuwata let out a few ‘ow’s’ before laying Togami in bed and getting in after and cuddling him. “You expect this to make me forgive you over that asinine decision.” Togami scoffed and closed his eyes, only for them to open again as he felt Kuwata start kissing his neck. Togami went to say something but seeing how they’ve both been deprived of these moments, Togami stayed quiet for once and leaned his head back with a hum - allowing the red-head to continue. And with that, Kuwata happily continued, kissing all around his neck while rubbing his leg which earned a shudder from Togami. 

They stayed in that intimate moment, taking turns to appreciate the other, till Kuwata fell asleep while receiving more of those heavenly head rubs. Togami couldn’t help but take a picture of the sleeping figure before unfortunately leaving the bed to get dressed in comfortable clothing and returning. He got Kuwata comfortable the best he could; taking off his jewelry, belt, jacket, and of course his shirt. He liked the view he got of Kuwata’s toned body. He placed his glasses on the bedside table before laying down and cuddled Kuwata, sighing happily. He knew his actions would cause consequences but he knew he’d keep Kuwata as safe as he could.

And with that, Togami fell asleep in Kuwata embrace.

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Body Appreciation (Swapped)

Summary: Owada starts feeling insecure about himself and his surgery scars. But his boyfriend, Ishimaru, helps him clear those thoughts.

Paring: Ishimaru Kiyotaka x Oowada Mondo

Type: Comfort

Content Warnings: Trans (FtM) Owada headcanon, fluff and angst, body dysphoria, MLM

Owada was staring at himself in the mirror after just getting out of the shower. He was in his signature black sweatpants but was topless, revealing some scars he has obtained over his years of gang fights and an incident he isn't too fond of remembering. Though 2 scars stood out from the rest and they were just under his pecs; his top surgery scars. He got them not too long ago, maybe say 7-8 months ago he was finally eligible to get the surgery and thus went through with it. It made him feel a lot better with his self image finally not having breasts but that still didn't stop thoughts from popping in from time to time, just like right now. Owada kept staring at himself, feeling unsure about his scars; yeah they looked badass but each scar has a memory and those scars will always remind him of what he used to be which didn't help. Maybe flexing would help? Owada always took pride in his masculine appearance, especially his muscles he worked hard for. So Owada started flexing his muscles to himself in the mirror to make him feel better but to no avail. He just sighed and flipped his arms to the side while walking back to his bed, flopping on that as well face first.

Ishimaru, his partner, was sitting and reading a book next to where Owada flopped down. He was wearing his nightwear as well; just some shorts and that blasted diamond shirt Owadas brother, Daiya, gifted him which didn’t fit quite right and slid off a shoulder slightly. He looked over at Owada and gave a concerned face. "Hey Mondo…what's wrong bro?" Ishimaru spoke, closing his book after marking his place and setting it down. Owada lifted his face and looked at his boyfriend for a second before setting his face back down. "Nothin'...'s stupid anyway.." Owada's words were muffled as he responded to him.

"Don't say that! Your emotions matter a lot, Mondo! So please, tell me what's wrong? If you are comfortable sharing, of course." Ishimaru exclaimed. He didn't like Owada hiding his emotions; he knew he went most of his life masking them due to insecurities. Owada let out a huff and sat up, looking at Ishimaru. Owada was hesitant, as already stated, he was terrible at speaking about his emotions; he always felt vulnerable talking about them and with being a gang leader, being vulnerable is the last thing to do and especially around people you don't know well. But Owada knew Ishimaru well, he was someone he knew he could trust just like his own blood, someone who’s been there for him and didn’t just see him as a terrifying gang leader…hell, Ishimaru scares him!

"It's just fuckin'...what's da' word? Body dysphoria yeah yeah…dat'.." Owada spoke quietly, crossing his arms in a defensive way to show that he's obviously not all for talking about this. Ishimaru frowned, moving closer to Owada, "Why's that, Hun?" Ishimaru spoke gently, trying to not accidentally provoke Owada since his tone in the past has accidentally triggered some unwanted emotion. Owada became flustered and embarrassed, not because of Ishimaru's tone but because of him using a nickname; Owada has never been good at expressing affection, always yelling out of anger just habit, but he had an even harder time receiving it. No matter what, it always embarrassed the hell out of him whenever affection was brought into the conversation. "Ishimaru, again with da' pet-name?...Yer makin' us sound like an 80 year old couple man." Owada spoke with a red face, not making eye contact with Ishimaru. "I thought you liked it?" Ishimaru chuckled. He thought it was cute that Owada could still get this easily embarrassed by a simple word but again, Ishimaru easily cries at the slightest amount of affection himself so he can't talk much.

Owada glared at him with a 'you know what I mean' look which just caused Ishimaru to chuckle again. "Alright alright…but you still haven't answered my question Mondo; What's with body dysphoria? You seemed fine a minute ago flexing in the mirror?" Owada sighed, shrugging before responding to Ishimaru, "I don't know…just don't like how the surgery scars remind me of who I used ta' be…." Ishimaru nodded, remembering how Owada always said scars carry memories so it made sense Owada would feel like that looking at that. Before Ishimaru could speak, Owada started talking again. "I just…feel like I'm failin' as a man…I-I mean, I wear all this makeup and keep my hair long…plus my dumbass can't even look at my scars. What dude can't look at a scar!" Owada started tearing up. He always felt like he failed at being a man, especially after what happened with him and his older brother…he ran away like a coward from him just in fear of having to face his older brother for months. He felt like a total failure. "I can't do shit! It's fuckin' stupid! I feel weak all da' damn time! I-I bet my gang views me the same…especially after that incident happened…" Owada just broke down at this point, a side Ishimaru rarely seen. Ishimaru frowned at Owada, he felt sad knowing Owada was upset at something, especially something that was out of his control. Ishimaru put a hand on Owada’s shoulder and began to speak,

“Hey, listen…you aren’t any of those things Mondo.” Ishimaru gave Owada’s shoulder a reassuring squeeze but to also get Owada’s attention which worked. “You must be crazy to think that because all I see is a handsome, strong man when I look at you. You shouldn’t let anything make you feel any different about yourself.” Ishimaru smiled at Owada, not expecting anything big to come from Owada but in the next second he found himself being hugged tightly by him with Owadas head nuzzled right in the crook of his neck. It happened so fast that Ishimaru didn’t even process it at first until Owada started speaking again, “T-thanks man…I’m glad I have someone like you…” Owada sniffled, hugging Ishimaru closer. Ishimaru smiled wider and hugged Owada back; he was happy to make Owada feel better about himself, even if it was only a little, Owada seemed to be better than what he was. “You’re welcome Mondo..” Ishimaru spoke, nuzzling Owada. After a few minutes of them just hugging, one of them decides to speak up, “How about we start resting? It’s late anyways since you take forever to get ready for anything Owada-” Ishimaru jokes, pulling away from the hug and poking Owadas forehead in a playful manner. Owada sniffles one more time before wiping his eyes and chuckling softly; Ishimaru always knew how to cheer him up, just one of the things Owada absolutely adored about him. Hell even just being with him makes his day 10x better and it was quite obvious too with how much he smiled around him which led to non-stop teasing from his brother, Daiya and a close gang member they consider a younger brother, Takemichi. Owada reached out a ruffled Ishimaru's hair, “Sounds like a good idea, Ishi.”

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Ishimaru Kiyotaka Headcanons! (Reposted)

Triggering content will be discussed such as self harming and poor eating habits n' habits in general.

-AroAce/Pansexual

-TransMale

-Freckles!!

-Longer hair than his canon hairstyle. God they did him dirty.

↑(It's not too long, maybe jawline length.)

-Non-Despair, Maizono was Ishimaru's first friend.

-Knows how to cook and is very good at it! He usually cooks for him and his father a lot in order to make sure Takaaki eats well

-Was horribly bullied and attacked in middle school

-Because of the scandal of his grandfather, the only other place he knew was school because of a lot of people publicly shamed the Ishimaru family, making his family not be able to go many places near their home town

-Has scars

↑(Mainly on his torso and arms!)

-Got his ears pierced but rarely wears earrings

-Has insomnia due to very bad sleep habits from staying up on multiple occasions to finish work

Trigger warning ahead!!

-He has SH scars from his time in middle and growing up in general, his father helped him get through it but he tends to do it now when it gets too much for him, Owada helps out too by showing him replacement ways that won't leave permanent scars on Ishimaru, he's doing much much better now

↑ (based off beta Ishimaru where he did cut himself after Owada's death, though it was neat so I wanted to imply that to him since I thought that was a missed opportunity for the DR creator and his original death as well.)

-Ishimaru is very ironic/hypocritical person because he'll tell people to eat 3 meals a day and get your 8 hours of sleep when he doesn't even do that

↑ (He'll constantly skip meals and stay up but he tries to get on a better schedule; Owada helps since he noticed how poorly his body actually is during the endurance battle between them when Ishimaru passed out.)

-Ishimaru's least favorite love language is gifts of appreciation and touch due to the fact that that's all has been given his life, awards after awards to the point they've gotten meaningless and it's just another thing that takes up space and that every time he's been touch he's ended up hurt so he tends to not wanna be touched.

- Quality time and words of affirmation are his top favorite love languages. He loves hearing kind and affectionate words from another people, especially when a person acknowledges Kiyotaka from being his own person or telling him he's needed here. He's been always compared to his grandfather or other people that he feels like he isn't seen as a person or himself and would be better off being somewhere else to hearing those words really helps him. Also just being around people always brightens Ishimarus day, especially people he cared about. And of course he cries whenever receiving these, who wouldn't?

-Ishimaru doesn't like being touched by anyone without permission, he freaks out when someone randomly touches him. His father is the only exception, sometimes Owada but even he's on a thin line.

-The first time Owada ever saw Ishimaru mad, his first instinct was to hug him since when he, himself, gets mad he tends to break stuff. This resulted in one of the few times Ishimaru punched someone since he thought he was being held down for no reason, and he has repeatedly apologized to Owada and helped him. Now Owada knows to just talk to him instead of hugging him.

-very, VERY, reckless sleeper, he never wakes up in the same place he fell asleep in. He could fall asleep on his bed and wake up on the other end of the room.

-Kiyondo Ishida is a part of him and the roots of Ishimaru's hair will turn white only when he's mad and his eyes will have a faint aura around it.

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-He's sensitive to sunlight due to the sheer fact he's so pale and he burns very easily.

↑(Even wearing layers of sunscreen, he'll still be burnt as hell! Might as well be a vampire at this point.)

-Whenever he is rarely given compliments it's mainly about his eyes, people comment about how much it pops out

-Isn't ticklish anywhere

↑(Takaaki hates this since he can't get payback at Ishimaru when he tickles him.)

-Hates eating in front of him due to his horrible eating habits when he eats

-Ishimaru fell in love with Owada when they went out once. Ishimaru was ranting about something and glanced over to Owada, expecting him to be looking at his phone or drink but Owada was looking at Ishimaru, listening. When Ishimaru realized that it shocked him but he soon became red because no one has genuinely listened to him talk/rant so seeing Owada listening to him is what started his spiral of developing a crush on Owada.

-Terrible kisser, help this man

-Very expressive through text, often using a lot of exclamation points and faces/emojis such as ":]]" , ":DD" and so on.

-HATES when people spend money on him, will refuse the item until the person gives up or Ishimaru caves in.

-Ouma is Ishimaru's "school kid." Ishimaru takes care of Ouma and helps him with anything but still despises Ouma's actions and behavior but puts up with it since he can't say much since he's literally dating a gang leader that's been to jail before.

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Fluff: Body Appreciation (Ishimondo): Ishimaru starts feeling insecure about his body and Owada helps him realize he's more than just that. Body Appreciation (Swapped) : Owada starts feeling insecure about himself and his surgery scars. But his boyfriend, Ishimaru, helps him clear those thoughts.

Angst: Troubled Loved (Leogami): Togami has been distant lately and Kuwata isn't very happy about it Thank you (Leogami): A text from his partner, Togami Byakuya, makes Kuwata feel better. Pretty Boy (Ishimondo): Oowada helps Ishimaru realize he’s more than his scars.

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Extra: Ishimaru Kiyotaka Headcanons.

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Body Appreciation

Summary: Ishimaru starts feeling insecure about his body and Owada helps him realize he's more than just that.

Paring: Ishimaru Kiyotaka x Oowada Mondo

Content Warnings: Trans (FtM) Ishimaru headcanon, body dysphoria, fluff, TransMale without top surgery (he has tits basically)

Words: 1k

Ishimaru was spending the night over Owadas house; his boyfriend. It took some convincing from his older brother; Izuru and his father since they aren't exactly fond of his boyfriend but he managed to.

Ishimaru was in the middle of getting cha ged when he became self conscious about him, specifically about his breast. Ishimaru was a TransMale yet he hadn't gotten top surgery yet to remove his breasts so he was always insecure when changing in front of others, even if he was close to them like he was with Owada and knee about it.

Ishimaru glanced over his shoulder to see his boyfriend relaxing on the bed, already in his PJs which was just his tiger striped boxer that never fails to make Ishimaru roll his eyes at.

"Hey Mondo?" Ishimaru spoke softly but loud enough to catch Owadas attention.

"Yeah? What's up, doll face?" Owada turned off his phone and sat up to face Ishimaru completely, curious about his question.

"Could you step out for a minute while I change? I'm sorry if i-" Ishimaru was cut off by the sound of the door closing. Ishimaru looked around to see that Owada had already left before he could finish his sentence. While Ishimaru did, of course, find it rude that Owada left before he could finish, he also found it sweet that Owada didn't even question it and left right away.

Ishimaru smiled and went back to changing.

-Outside Owadas room-

Owada was now leaning against the wall next to his door, scrolling through his phone again before getting the 'okay' to return.

"Where's yer lil boyfrien', Mon?" Daiya spoke, breaking Owadas attention on his phone. Owada looked up to see Daiya and Takemichi on the couch, watching some sort of drama show that Owada could be less interested in. "Not like ya' ta be seen without em'." Daiya chuckled, which caused Takemichi to let one out as well.

Owadas face flushed up and he looked back down at his phone. "He asked me ta step out while he changes." Takemichi smirked. "Sounds like a simp ta me, ay Dai'?" Owada looked up at Takemichi and glared at him. "You watch that fuckin mouth, Michi!" Owada lashed out which resulted in Daiya putting his hands up. "Woah woah woah. Calm yer ass down, you actin' like ya haven't been teased before, lil bro." Owada rolled his eyes and looked away. "Whateva'..just being respectful s' all." Owada blushed again and huffed. Daiya and Takemichi glanced at each other and smirked.

Couple of minutes passed and Owada started getting worried about why Ishimaru was taking so long so he knocked on his door and spoke to the other male.

"Hey, Ishi! You alright?" Owada spoke. After a second, Ishimaru responded. "Ah yes! Sorry, lost track of time I suppose? You…you can come in!"

Owada smiled and slowly opened the door just in case Ishimaru changed his mind. After the door was open mid-way, Owada peeked his head through to see Ishimaru sitting in the bed with his PJs on which was just his undergarments and a tank top but his legs were curled up to his chest, covering it. Owada took that as something was wrong and walked in, making sure to close the door behind him so Daiya and Takemichi don't have something else to tease him about.

"Doll face, what's wrong?" Owada walked over to the bed and sat next to Ishimaru, placing a hand on his back to rub.

"It's nothing, I'm probably being over dramatic as always." Ishimaru sighed, not making eye contact with Owada. Owada expressed sadness at Ishimaru's statement and pulled Ishimaru closed. "No no..your feelin's matter doll, tell me wassup.." Owada hugged Ishimaru gently and kissed his jawline softly which earned a chuckle out of Ishimaru.

"It's just..I don't know, body dysphoria.. feeling insecure about my body..mainly with my breasts." Ishimaru sighed out, glancing down at his covered chest. Owada looked back at Ishimaru and kissed his jawline again before speaking. "Lay down with me, doll."

"Huh?" Ishimaru questioned. "Lay down with me, come on." Owada repeated as he laid down, waiting for Ishimaru to join him.

Ishimaru hesitated before laying down on his side next to Owada, still covering his chest with his hands/arms now. Owada moved closer to Ishimaru and made him move his arms out of the way before hugging Ishimaru close.

"W-what are you doing?" Ishimaru asked, embarrassed by Owada's actions. Owada did not respond to Ishimaru, instead kissing Ishimaru's now exposed chest gently, not wanting to startle Ishimaru which failed.

"Owada stop that-!" Ishimaru was cut off by Owada speaking. "You know yer handsome with or without dat binder right? Just cause yer a guy with tit's doesn't make ya any less of a man. Jeez half of da' time I forget yer trans cause all I see is the beautiful man in front of me, hell probably da manliest man I've eva' seen in my book." Owada ended his sentence by placing another kiss on Ishimaru's chest. And with that, it didn't take long til Owada heard Ishimaru sniffling.

"M-mondo..you're too sweet..I don't deserve you.." Ishimaru spoke through tears, wrapping his arms around Owada's neck and laying his head on top of Owada's head. Owada chuckled, "I should be sayin' da same thing. And Ishimaru, you deserve everythin'..yer way too special ta me." Owada nuzzled Ishimaru's neck and kissed that to which earned him another chuckle from Ishimaru.

"Thank you..I can't explain how grateful I am to have you." Ishimaru kissed the top of Owada's head and smiled. Owada hugged Ishimaru closer as a result of that and gave Ishimaru more kisses along his neck and jawline which caused Ishimaru to start laughing.

"M-mondo! Stop! You know what happened last time you got passionate!" Ishimaru chuckled out. "Oh don't remind me..Dai still won't let dat go! It's been 3 weeks already." Owada laid his head against Ishimaru's chest and sighed. "Ya feel better?" Owada asked. "I do..thank you." Ishimaru leaned down and kissed the top of Owada's head. "Good." Owada smiled.

Owada hugged Ishimaru closer and whispered Ishimaru something while drifting off. "G'night…love ya doll face.." and with that Owada drifted off to sleep.

Ishimaru chuckled and closed his eyes, slowly drifting to sleep as well.

"Love you too, Mondo."

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