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My cats 💙

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I love them 💙

My cats 💙

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My cats 💙

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Me watching someone break every bone in their body and get smushed: 😆👍

Me watching someone step on an itty bitty nail: 🤮😭

#final destination #it's the small things that get me every time 😆

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Anyone live in Orofino Idaho? I'm lonely as fuck I need friends

And yes I know it's dangerous to tell people where I live because they might find me or whatever, I don't care anymore. I'm lonely and I want to see another human being that isn't my transphobic asshole father.

#Orofino Idaho #need friends

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No sleep for the therapist friend.... even though I have work in the morning and I'm already exhausted and stressed from my own problems I now have to listen to my friend complain about a person I've already told her she should just block.. multiple times....woohoo!

#i'm so fucking tired #vent

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I forgot about this post but I have another thing to add 😃

-"The vaccine is supposed to make it 100% impossible to get the disease" (are condoms supposed to make it 100% impossible to have a kid? NO YOU FUCKING IDIOT)(Sorry I really hate talking to my dad he thinks he knows everything)

Things I've heard my antivax trumpie family say that makes me hope one of them will get covid:

-"The vaccine doesn't decrease your chances of spreading it"

-"I don't want you to get the vaccine because I care about you"

-"Trump wants to help the LGBT community"

-"Kids shouldn't be forced to learn about gender identity and pronouns because they're too young to understand" mixed with "Kids shouldn't worry about *those things* (gender and sexuality), they should just be kids"

-(Adding onto the above point) giving the boy toddler dinosaurs, cars, and blue toys, and giving the girl toddler unicorns, kitties, and pink sparkly toys. Yes they both like the things they get but they also like other things that aren't associated with their gender and they don't get those things except from the cool lesbian aunts

-"I think it's great that you want to move out and explore being an adult on your own" *actively tries to convince me to stay and questions my plans*

And I'm sure I'll think of more to add to the list so I'm gonna tag this with something so I can find it later

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Crying cause I finally got an interview for a job, after a year of applying and getting no responses

#😭😁

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*Lex singing about dying*

YouTube ad: KIT KAT

#starkid

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Well as my niece would say, I'm ripping

I have a sunburn 👍

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I feel like such a hypocrite when I tell my friends they should love their bodies as they are because I hate my body so how can I tell them to be happy when I can't force myself to do the same?

#vent

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I feel like I died long ago and now the "me" that everyone knows is just a mannequin, people dress "me" up however they want and that's who I become for them

#tw derealization #tw depersonalization #apparently I wrote some stuff in one of my journals earlier? #I think I need a hug

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My apology problem is so bad I just apologized to myself, alone in my room, 4 times, within 2 minutes..

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I did it... finally

I woke up this morning with the desire to see Chorn as She-Ra but I still have a really hard time drawing people so would anyone want to draw Chorn as She-Ra for me??? I would be forever grateful

#Chorn #starkid #she ra #digital art

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One of my favorite duos is pointy serious dumbass and soft/round goofball dumbass

👌😌

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*Sits in a specific position because my laptop needs to charge but I'm also using it*

*Laptop finally charged enough to unplug*

*Stretches* OW MY KNEES

I'm only 19 (but my mind is older ayyy)(I'm sorry) why am I like this

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Eating a piece of bread on a normal day: delicious 👌

Eating a piece of bread after a panic attack: oh my god this is the best thing ever 😍