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I ask him, if he could change one thing about me what would it be.

He said: Your self confidence. Your physically fine, but you think otherwise. Mentally to believe your just as good or better than others.

I thought to myself “Honey, if my self confidence was were you wanted it to be, I would have left your ass a long a time ago”

But I replied, thank you, I’m working on it.

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I wish it were as easy…

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Not ok.

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I will get over him right ? 😖

#stupidinlove #movingon

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The truth of reality

He isn’t thinking about you. He doesn’t dream about you and he doesn’t care where you are. He doesn’t check your social media like you do his. And I know you want more than anything to believe that. To believe he actually had feelings for you. That he stayed up at night wondering if you were thinking about him too. But the truth is, he’s sleeping soundly next to someone who isn’t you.  

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Just Smile :)

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Love Hurts, But I’ll Be Alright

Love hurts, but hey ill be alright, right? Thats what they all say and I pretend that they are right, but damn I wish I believed it. The hiding my emotions in my head is getting harder.  I see your face and I get angry and just want to scream why couldn’t you choose me? Why did you make me fall in love with your sweet words, but thats all It was, words, no action. All I wanted was to feel loved, like im the one, and you feel the same way, like we were meant to be and  you made me think I was giving that to you, but not enough to choose me. 2 long years of Roller coster love passed by. I love you, dont go, we can make this work turned into I know what im doing if you dont believe me than just leave, those are the words you uttered to me with those soft sweet lips. So why couldn’t I just leave when you was holding the door open for me. Love and hope boy I tell you, those are some little fuckers. I gave you all my hope and love. I knew one day you would be mine, I know one day all these lonely nights and headaches from crying would be worth it. You made me believe that!  but no one is blaming you, I know you love me, just not enough to choose me.! But dont worry, everyone else felt the same way too. So yes, love does hurt, but hey ill be alright!

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Literally talking to myself! I need followers

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