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This little poem is a reflection on arguments, disagreements, anger and pain. Their nature as transient, and the sort of profound nature of how that transience leads to a clean slate of pure creation. The poem comes full circle, from the dispute, to the beginning of new being. 

My latest print series ‘An Interesting Book’ is available from the website aninterestingbook.com

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Bish say that again but louder 🙂

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I am really convinced that this is how their arguments go.

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Mid day showers

Feel like paradise

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depression tips™

shower. not a bath, a shower. use water as hot or cold as u like. u dont even need to wash. just get in under the water and let it run over you for a while. sit on the floor if you gotta.

moisturize everything. use whatever lotion u like. unscented? dollar store lotion? fancy ass 48 hour lotion that makes u smell like a field of wildflowers? use whatever you want, and use it all over. 

put on clean, comfortable clothes. 

put on ur favorite underwear. cute black lacy panties? those ridiculous boxers u bought last christmas with candy cane hearts on the butt? put em on.

drink cold water. use ice. if u want, add some mint or lemon for an extra boost.

clean something. doesn’t have to be anything big. organize one drawer of ur desk. wash five dirty dishes. do a load of laundry. scrub the bathroom sink. 

blast music. listen to something upbeat and dancey and loud, something that’s got lots of energy. sing to it, dance to it, even if you suck at both.

make food. don’t just grab a granola bar to munch. take the time and make food. even if it’s ramen. add something special to it, like a hard boiled egg or some veggies. prepare food, it tastes way better, and you’ll feel like you accomplished something. 

make something. write a short story or a poem, draw a picture, color a picture, fold origami, crochet or knit, sculpt something out of clay, anything artistic. even if you don’t think you’re good at it.

go outside. take a walk. sit in the grass. look at the clouds. smell flowers. put your hands in the dirt and feel the soil against your skin.

call someone. call a loved one, a friend, a family member, call a chat service if you have no one else to call. talk to a stranger on the street. have a conversation and listen to someone’s voice. if you can’t, text or email or whatever, just have some social interaction with another person. even if you don’t say much, listen to them.

cuddle your pets if you have them/can cuddle them. take pictures of them. talk to them. tell them how u feel, about your favorite movie, a new game coming out.

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Is it bad I want to be pregnant ? I want a little version of me to love correctly ? Kiss, Hug & wipe their tears ? hold them and twirl them in the air to see the perfect smile ? Is that so bad ? 🥺

#god i wish that was me #wishful thoughts #late period #babyfever

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the heat that sinks in your body when the person you love begins to …………………………………

#heartbreak #in a relationship #with a #aquarius #he/him #im a she/her #she/her #she/sensitive. #sadgirl #anger problems #temperament #bad temper #abandoned #breakup #dnd

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Don't talk about weight loss and diets to your daughter, don't talk about weight loss and diets around your daughter, don't comment on your daughter's weight, don't tell her she has to weigh herself every once in a while, don't ruin your daughter's relationship with food, don't make her feel bad about the way she looks. I'm sorry if diet culture fucked you up but please try to break the cycle instead of perpetuating it. Thanks.

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“how can you be intimate with someone if you’re aromantic??”

sharing secrets, trusting them with your life, telling them about that stupid thing you did when you were 14 and haven’t told anyone else since, being there for them any time day or night, talking til three in the morning, letting yourself cry around them, sharing grief, sharing joy, getting excited about the things they’re excited about just because you love to see them so happy about something

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A Short animation

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Oh you’re too tight? You don’t think it’ll fit? Come here Princess let’s test that theory, shall we?

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Am I the only one whose internet addiction started with my parents not letting me fucking go anywhere

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you are not betraying anyone by not doing what you do not want to do.