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New look at PEDRO PASCAL in The Last Of Us Season 2

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hiii, so i haven't forgotten entirely about my stories i promise, but things have been crazy and i haven't really had the energy to write recently i'm going through a stump of like writers block sort of, i want these stories to be good and something worth reading and enjoying and right now they're not something i'm enjoying, i hope to have them out soon but i'm not going to guarantee anything. i hope when it comes out it'll be something i like and was worth taking time to do, until then it'll just be a little bit longer <3

#fic: spinning webs #i'm sorry #they're not even really planned out i'm just going with it

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there is more photos holy fuck. i actually can't do this omfg please

#pedro pascal #hes so fucking pretty dude #i'm screaming and crying

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Pedro Pascal + Glasses

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Miller brothers + Text Posts

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i'm not well rn actually, idk how to even begin processing this holy fuck.

#pedro pascal #the materialists #i can't do this #its over for me #holy fuckkk

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Dakota Johnson and Pedro Pascal on the set of ‘Materialists’ today in NYC

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i honestly can't give an update on my stories because they're taking so much longer than i wish they were, i have ideas for them and also have none altogether and finding time to actually write is really hard. i hope to have them out here soon but i don't want to make any promises i can't keep :(

#fic: spinning webs #i'm sorry #i keep changing them istfgg

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i need him biblically.

i need him in a way that is concerning to feminism.

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i do find tommy's :( realization that he's a communist extra funny after we have joel saying he's a joiner by nature with the implication that tommy just doesn't think things through

joel FULLY expected to get to say a "told you so" and he DID

man MANIFESTED getting to dunk on his little brother with something he didn't think through

like you KNOW joel was so pleased to be able to point out that his brother was a communist now

the satisfaction got lost in everything that came after, but as an eldest myself??? i know that felt SO satisfying

like

the framing of this KILLS ME

tommy having to reckon with something he just HASN'T THOUGHT ABOUT FOR MONTHS while joel is just "uh huh. you see what happens when you don't listen to me? you become a communist. bet you'll listen next time, won't ya?"

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happy may 4th to those who celebrate!! and my the force (4th) be with you <33

#star wars #star wars day #may fourth #i literally love this franchise so much

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Some writers: *meticulously plan out every plot point and the tone and meanings before they start writing*

Me:

#my plot is a skeleton and i throw words at it to see what sticks #this is so real #i just write whatever comes to mind at the time and hope it's good

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goodnight everyone (:

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This man def loves his women bigger

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I'm not ignoring my WIPs. they're ripening in my mental cellar

#real

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i just rewatched the first twenty or so minute of tlou a couple days ago and something hit me. when the soldier finds joel and sarah, the first thing joel says is “my daughter’s hurt. her ankle.” he doesn’t say she twisted her ankle or broke it or that they had a car accident. no. he says she’s hurt. right after the soldier shot the infected running after them.

joel’s words are the ones the soldier repeats to his superior. the ones that leads whoever it is to give the order to shoot them both. so i guess what i’m saying is that in a way—

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i do fucking LOVE what a complex person we get in the joel on outbreak day.

like when tommy still hesitates even though he has the gun when mrs. adler is running at them, joel DOESN'T. he is clearly surprised. he is clearly wondering what in the FUCK is going on.

but he also IMMEDIATELY eliminates a threat to his family.

AND THEN HE THROWS HIS WEAPON AWAY AND GOES TO CHECK ON HIS DAUGHTER.

like the way joel IMMEDIATELY cups sarah's face and APOLOGIZES. we have just seen EXACTLY how brutal joel can get, but his IMMEDIATE concern is "baby, i'm sorry" bc he knows he just scared sarah. and his whole "but we're gonna be brave" HURTS ME SO BAD. GOD HE'S SUCH A FATHER.

and like. they are in a RUSH. they are trying to GET OUT. and he still pauses long enough to yell at their neighbor to get back inside and lock the doors. his family is still his priority, but he still obviously CARES. he didn't have to stop. he didn't have to say anything. but joel IS inherently a protector.

it's just that his family will always get his protection first.

i also fucking ADORE how much we see tommy defer to joel. like they have a ZOMBIE running at them, and tommy is still asking joel what they're gonna do here. and tommy goes to stop to help the family and clearly doesn't like the idea of not stopping, BUT HE DOES. and AGAIN we have joel trying to look out for sarah emotionally as well as physically with the immediate "someone else'll stop." like the tone of his voice isn't him reassuring himself for his own decisions. he doesn't regret that choice. he is saying that ONLY for sarah. also the way he is CONTINUALLY tucking her face down against his shoulder. even in this madness, he has the presence of mind to try and shield her from this.

so in this like. TEN MINUTE OR LESS STRETCH we have already established: 1. joel can get brutal with what seems like very little internal conflict if he feels he has to 2. joel is also a VERY attentive and gentle father even in fucking CHAOS 3. joel is the one who makes the calls in the family

#oh i'm crying??? #i love him so much #you don't understand #the last of us