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babygirl I can feel guilty in ways you can't even imagine

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Reposting

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2008 / 2021

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No but describing Shauna as being in love with Jackie isn’t enough. It’s not I love you so much as. I love you. I hate you. I’m in love with you. I’m fucking your boyfriend just so I can pretend to be you. You’re the best friend I ever had. I want to be you. I want to be with you. You’ve consumed my entire personality. I ate your ear. I’m jealous of you. I live the life you were supposed to live and I hate it. I need to be close to you at all times. I wish I could escape your ghost. You’re forever frozen at your most beautiful and tragic. You’re my saint. We can’t face our feelings for each other. I wanted you to sleep outside. I played dress up with your corpse. We all thought you were pathetic. We were all jealous of you. We needed you. You made me into your perfect best friend. I’m going to eat you. I’m consuming you as an act of grief and worship. I love you. I hate you. I’ll spend the rest of my life haunted by you. I don’t know where you end and I begin.

#CRAZY

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I’m taking L’s you did not even know existed

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shauna is starting to look more like lottie in my WIP & i'm not sure where to go from here

#my art #yellowjackets #jackieshauna #jackieshauna art #shauna shipman #yellowjackets art #fan art #jackie taylor #jackie x shauna #it's not over yet! #but i'll need a break from this painting #travis is actually so hard to paint #so is shauna #obviously #in all her beauty

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trauma and love -- memories mashed together

#yellowjackets #yellowjackets art #jackieshauna art #my art #shauna shipman #jackie taylor #they're in love! #shauna is actually never the same #tragedy ! #just some concept art #I might make this into a painting #jackieshauna #fanart #wlw #jackie x shauna #jackieshauna fanart #illustration #sophie nelisse #yj fic

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meeee

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“In contrast, the fruit of the spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, generosity, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control.”

Galatians 5:22 & 23

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imagine you’re shauna shipman and you’re homoerotically obsessed with your best friend in a time where being gay would lead to complete social ostracization and you have no models about living a happy, gay life. so you repress it, you do horrible things because you’re obsessed with her and no have healthy outlet for it, she ends up dead because of you and you eat her. flash forward twenty years and you can buy pride merch at joann’s fabrics. your openly gay classmate is a state senator. being gay is no longer unthinkable in suburbia – but the things you did to repress it are. so what now? you just repress it forever?

#I gasped

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Ppl who had time for romance in high school we are so different. i was busy fighting for my life in my head

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This is my euphoria

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Derry Girls really said that life is not a linier series of events and the worst parts of your life can and will co-exist with the best parts and there is no telling if and when those will be. So you just have to try and make the best of every situation as it comes to you.

And they were right.

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