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So.. to new beginnings?

A new blog, a new opportunity. I guess I should introduce myself, I’m Michaella, I’m 18 years old, I left school a couple months ago and I don’t know what to do with myself. When I was little I had anxiety, more than most kids but not enough that it became a problem. This all changed when I got into secondary school though. With new pressure, new responsibilities, more people than I’d ever met in my life and the constant struggles that comes with being a perfectionist, to say it was difficult would be an understatement. Nonetheless, I pushed through and despite the worst year of my life, finished my Leaving Cert with better results than I expected and now I’m here, writing a blog to distract from the hustle and bustle of everyday life.

School wasn’t all doom and gloom though I have to say! In the first week of secondary school I made friends that I hope to have for life, and during our time together we’ve gone through a lot, our group expanded and shrank again but I think we’re better for it. A year or so ago, this gorgeous, tall, kind, confident and funny guy joined the school. It seemed clear that I’d never have the chance to talk to him, he was way to pretty for me to form sentences in front of and he was my first proper crush I think. He was one of those guys you just assumed was wayyyyy out of your league and was definitely going to join the popular group. But, against all the odds, he came to my group, my little, nerdy, movie obsessed group. We talked, we laughed, and (I might be biased but..) with the cutest love story I’ve ever known, along with the worst pick up lines in history, we’re together. 

I’m not 100% sure what this blog is going to be yet, so I’m open to suggestions and if there’s anything you ant me to discuss please let me know! 

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