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there's no way dean didn't keep sam's bloody shirt and jacket from cold oak folded together in the most secret pocket of his duffle bag, à la brokeback mountain. i mean, there's just no way. like, he knows he's going to the crossroads, he knows sam's coming back; the lingering threat of a spiritual tether is just Not A Concern ™ for him.

anyways, more dean wriggling his hand into his partially unzipped bag to feel the hard crust of sam's bloody flannel years later.

#he's vile i love him #i need him to be more vile #<- creep dean my beloved #samdean

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if sam had a cunt dean would be using it as his own personal stim toy

#like theyre on a long car ride and still got a good few miles until they get where they need to be #and deans bored outta his mind so he reaches over to unbutton/unzip sams pants and puts his hands inside #and he keeps his fingers inside sam even after sams blown his load. dean keeps playing with him and overstimulating poor sam #<- this is canon btw #samdean

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dean with a country accent OH MY GODDDDD im normal im normal…. dean with a country accent babying sam OHHHH…….. dean with a country accent calling sam baby girl OHHHHH WOW ok…. Ok… ok…. Ok…. UMM yeah…

#ohhh my god YEAH #samdean

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remember when jared said sam’s happiest moment was when dean picked him up from stanford and they were together again…hahahaha yeah that’s fine i’m normal about this haha

#sick sick sick #sam really was sitting there trying to live normal just wishing for dean to show up… #he’s so in love with his big brother i’m going insane #wincest #samdean #sam winchester #dean winchester #spn

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“yes, the director of supernatural read crush and sent me fan mail” - richard siken

“turns out i have a thematic which is tight relationships between brothers with an unstated homoerotic subtext” - eric kripke

forever going insane over the fact that kripke was the OG wincestie before deancas was even a concept

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#ethel cain

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pocket knives at the antique store

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credit @lysergik-fvneral

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Monticello, Arkansas (2004)

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always thinking about how dean and john both react in exactly the same controlling & possessive way when sam tries to leave. them both threatening him by saying “you walk out that door, don’t you ever come back” in an attempt to stop him from leaving them…

#4x21 “when the levee breaks” my beloved #samdean/samjohn mirroring will never stop driving me crazy #wincest #samdean #samjohn #sam winchester #dean winchester #john winchester #spn

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Started watching today 4x4 Metamorphosis and. Dean. The violence. Dean when he finds out that Sam's been keeping secrets. He tells Sammy everything that is happening to him (kind of) while Sammy's hiding everything and Dean feels so hurt. But he's also so violent. And the way Sam's submitting. I'm crying. They're so broken I can't.

#i do love the angst of s4-s5 #samdean

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i don’t usually even like mpreg but i make an exception for sam winchester. someone put a baby in him

#sam winchester #spn