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lazydreamer19 · 4 months

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— summary: you attend a party that Rafe invites you to and things take a bad turn but Rafe is there to help you.

— pairing: football star!rafe cameron x cheerleader!reader

— warnings: alcohol consumption, sloppy drunk!reader, rafe takes care of you, mentions of sexual harassment (not from rafe), almost smut but it doesn’t get that far.

part one

It was Saturday night, and you were sitting in front of your mirror getting ready for the party Rafe had invited you to.

“And you’re sure about this? I mean.. I thought you didn’t like him?” Your roommate, Jessica, says. She’s sat on your bed, legs crossed as she watches you intently.

“I don’t like him, but he seems nice enough, and it’s our first college party! It should be fun, yeah?”

Jessica just nods her head slowly, still unsure but ultimately agreeing, “Okay. Okay fine! But any signs of trouble we’re out of there right?”

You look up at her through your mirror, giving a small smile, “Yes, we’ll leave at the first sign of trouble, but he said it’s nothing crazy, so it should be fine”

“Nothing crazy huh?” Jessica says, a frown on her face when the two of you pull up to the house.

There were people everyone, crowding the front yard all the way into the house. The sound of music blaring from inside filled your ears, and you started to second guess the entire idea.

You quickly grab your phone from the cup holder in your car, pulling up Rafe’s contact and sending him a text to let him know you were here. Hopefully he’d see it and come rushing to your side, not that you needed him, but it’d be nice to at least know one other person here.

Your phone vibrates, signaling a response from Rafe and you quickly open it.

Cameron: Hey! I’ll be right out there

You sigh, locking your phone and turning the key, shutting your engine off. You quickly open your door, stepping out into the chilly fall air and inhaling deeply.

Jessica rounds the car, standing beside you and wrapping her arms around herself as the two of you wait on Rafe to make his appearance. You glance around the yard, taking in all the drunk college students. You feel yourself begin to get slightly nervous but before you have any time to dwell on it, Rafe’s voice makes you snap your head in his direction.

“Hey! You made it!” He says, a wide grin on his face as he slings an arm around your shoulders.

You give him a small smile, “Yeah, I- I thought you said this wasn’t going to be anything big?”

He chuckles, letting his head roll to the side with the cutest little apologetic expression you’d ever seen, “Yeaaaah, sorry bout this, Brax went a little overboard with inviting people. He’s twenty-one today, so he decided we needed a shit ton of people in our house”

You snap your head in his direction, narrowing your eyes at him, “Y-Your house?” You ask, unsure why it was so surprising to you that he lived off campus.

“Yeah, me and a few of the guys from the team live here” He responds with a smile.

You open your mouth to speak, but Jessica clearing her throat makes you close it quickly. You’d completely forgotten she was there.

“Oh shit, Rafe, this is my roommate, Jessica”

Jessica gives her best fake smile, holding her hand out for him to take. He removes his arm from your shoulders, firmly grasping her hand and shaking it, “Nice to meet you” He says softly, “So, should we go inside?”

You smile up at him, his blue eyes sparkling as he stares down at you, “Yeah, lead the way!”

Rafe nods, turning on his heel to make his way inside the house. You move to follow him but are quickly stopped by Jess grabbing your wrist, “Y/N, i’m not sure about this”

“It’ll be fine, Jess! Stop worrying so much”

Jessica scoffs, “For someone who ‘doesn’t like him’ you sure are trying really hard to be around him. I mean, c’mon, this party isn’t you”

You roll your eyes at her, annoyed that she was trying to control you, or whatever it was she was doing, “Jess, stop! I don’t like him, he’s just a friend! Now are you coming or not?”

She lets your wrist go, looking behind you and staring at Rafe who was stood on the stairs, watching the interaction unfold, a concerned look on his face.

“I- Whatever. Lets go, your boy toy is waiting”

You roll your eyes at her and quickly turn on your heels, rushing to Rafe’s side again. He holds his hand out for you, which you gladly take and let him pull you inside.

The house was filled with people, hot bodies crowding the length of the living room, girls and guys drunkenly dancing around the room. Rafe pulls you into the kitchen, Jessica following closely behind.

“So what’re you ladies drinking?”

You release his hand, taking a step toward the counter and grabbing a bottle of vodka. Rafe laughs lightly, “Going straight into it, I like it”

He grabs two shot glasses off the counter and rinses them thoroughly in the sink before sitting them down and grabbing the bottle from your hands. He pours even amounts of the clear liquid into the small glasses and hands you one first before turning to Jess and offering her the second one.

She purses her lips into a thin line, holding her hand up to decline, “No thanks, someone has to get her home tonight”

Rafe chuckles, nodding his head, “I respect it”

He turns to face you again, and you give him a small smile, “I’ll take one with you” He says.

“Okay, one the count of three?”

“One, Two, Three” He counts down, clashing his glass with yours before the two of you down the harsh liquid. You shudder as it goes down, the burn making your stomach do flips, your face turned into a look of disgust.

“Ah fuck, I forgot how bad that shit is”

Rafe can’t contain the laugh he lets out, his arm finding your waist and pulling you into his side. You feel your stomach drop, butterflies erupting from his touch. “You don’t like him, he’s just a friend, it’s just the alcohol hitting you fast, thats all” You say in your head, trying to remind yourself that this was nothing.

“Want something that goes down easier?” Rafe asks, snapping you from your thoughts.

“Nah, let’s do some more shots, I haven’t been drunk in so long, I need to let loose tonight”

You hear Jessica scoff from behind you, but you ignore her. You weren’t going to let her ruin your night, and she wasn’t your mother, you were allowed to have some fun.

“You got it, princess” Rafe says, making your heart skip a beat at the nickname.

He grabs the bottle again, carefully pouring each of you another shot. You both down the liquid quickly, the burn not letting up just yet. Rafe is about to pour you another when a few guys approach the three of you.

“Cameron! We’ve been looking for you. We’ve got ne-” The unknown boy cuts himself off, his eyes traveling the length of your body, causing Rafe to tighten his grip on your waist. “And who is she?”

“This is Y/N. Y/N, this is Josh, Braxton, and Jackson”

You give them a small smile, waving your hand at the three boys in front of you, “Hey, nice to meet you. I’m assuming you’re the birthday boy?” You say, pointing toward Braxton.

He smiles widely, “The one and only. Braxton Underwood, pleasure”

You extend your hand out for him to shake, but he softly grasps your hand and brings it to his lips, leaving a soft kiss on the skin and making Rafe shift uncomfortably.

Rafe clears his throat, “Alright, we’ll find you guys later”

The three guys laugh and nod their heads. You watch as they disappear into the crowd of people, the one Rafe introduced as Josh turning and throwing a wink your way before he disappears into the sea of bodies.

“Sorry about them” Rafe says. He removes his arm from around your waist, and turns toward the counter, pouring the two of you another shot and handing you your glass.

The two of you down the shots fast, and you’re starting to feel the effects of the liquor hit you hard, “It’s okay, they were nice!”

Rafe smiles, placing his arm around your waist again and pulling you into his side. You surprisingly find yourself wrapping an arm around him as well and resting your head on his chest.

“You wanna be my partner for beer pong? That’s why they came up to me, i’m supposed to play with Jackson, but i’d rather play with you.. If you’re down”

You lift your head slightly, “Yeah sure. I can’t guarantee i’ll be any good though”

Rafe chuckles, “I’m sure you’ll be great, let’s go”

A few hours pass, and you’re super drunk at this point. You and Rafe had carried the beer pong table for two hours before he got bored and decided he wanted to move on, so the two of you had made your way onto the back porch.

You were sat in his lap, giggling and running your hand through his hair as he rubbed small circles on your thigh. You noticed earlier in the night all the dirty looks you were being given by other girls, but you didn’t care, you were enjoying yourself, and enjoying Rafe’s company.

“I-I have to- to use the restroom” You slur out.

“Want me to help you inside? You’re a little drunk” Rafe asks, a slightly concerned look on his face as he watches you push yourself from his lap and begin stumbling toward the door.

“I-I’m o-okay! I’ll be right b-back”

He nods his head, but his eyes never leave your body as you stumble inside and toward the hallway that leads to the bathroom.

Jackson approaches Rafe when you disappear and plops down onto the chair beside him, “Dude, she’s so fucking sexy”

Rafe rolls his eyes, taking a sip from his beer and nodding his head, “Dude, really?”

“What? She is! You tryna swoop in on that or can some of us try?”

“Was that a serious question, Jax? Obviously i’m into her”

Jackson holds his hands up in defense, “Alright alright, I got it. You might wanna tell that to Josh though, he’s been eyeing her all night”

Rafe snaps his head in his friends direction, eyes narrowed as he tries to take in what he’s just been told, “Josh needs to leave her the fuck alone”

Rafe’s mind begins racing, wondering what was taking you so long inside. He trusted his friends, they wouldn’t ever do anything stupid, would they?

He quickly stands from his spot and begins to make his way inside but a girl grabbing his wrist stops him.

“Where you going Cameron?” She asks, voice low and flirty as she bats her lashes up at him.

Rafe coughs uncomfortably, “Going to check on Y/N”

She rolls her eyes, “Oh. Her. Why are you with her? She’s so… Not the type of girl I see you with”

Rafe pulls himself from the girls grip, shaking his head and walking inside without another word to the girl. He hears her muttering curses under her breath but he doesn’t care, his main concern at the moment was you, and if you were okay.

He slowly makes his way down the small hallway, his head scanning the length of the hall as he searches for you. Once he reaches the bathroom, he softly knocks at the door, “Y/N! You okay?”

He hears a whimper from inside and tries turning the knob, but the door was locked. He jiggles the handle a few more times before knocking harshly, “Y/N! Open the door!”

He hears the low groan of a male and his body tenses, you couldn’t be doing anything with anyone else, could you? You were so drunk there’s no way you’d willingly just do something with anyone right now.

Rafe’s mind automatically goes to the worst, causing him to step back and kick the door in. His body goes tense, his fists balling up at his sides when he sees Josh, someone who was supposed to be his best friend, hands running up your shirt as you’re weakly trying to push him away from you.

“Josh! What the fuck? Get off of her!”

Josh chuckles darkly, pushing himself off of you and facing Rafe, “Calm down, Cameron. She’s fine! Right baby, you’re fine”

You mutter out a weak response, tears falling down your face as Josh just laughs. Rafe takes a long step toward the two of you, gripping Josh by the collar of his shirt and pulling him toward him, “You can either walk the fuck away, or I can kick your ass, your call”

Josh pushes Rafe off of him, an evil look on his face, “Whatever man, she’s never going to want you, just keep that in mind”

Rafe rolls his eyes, watching as Josh dips out of the bathroom. He makes sure he completely disappears before he softly shuts the door and rushes to your side. You had curled into yourself, back pressed against the wall and face buried in your knees as you sobbed.

“Hey, hey. You’re okay” Rafe says softly as he bends his knees and lowers himself. He wraps his arms around your shoulders, resting his head on your back as he rubbed the length of your back with his fingers.

You flinch under his touch, making him pull back quickly. You lift your head, red, swollen tear filled eyes finding his soft blue ones. You instantly feel calm when you find his eyes, flinging yourself toward him.

He catches you in his arms, letting you wrap your arms tightly around his broad shoulders, face buried in the crook of his neck as you continued to cry silently.

“Th-Thank you! Thank you Rafe”

Rafe pulls you back, his hands laid on your shoulders as he scanned your face, “Hey, don’t thank me, Josh is a prick, and i’m so sorry”

You give him a small, weak smile, your eyes darting from his eyes to his lips. You weren’t sure what had come over you, but you wanted to kiss him, wanted to show him how thankful you were for saving you from Josh taking things any further.

You slowly lean your head in, lips brushing his softly, but he pulls back, his blue eyes finding yours again. “You- You’re drunk”

“Not anymore. That was enough to sober me up real quick. Kiss me, please”

Rafe exhales deeply, letting his head fall. You run your fingers through his messy hair, making him lift his head again, “Are you sure?”

“Kiss me, Rafe. I’m sure”

“Fuck it” He breathes out. He leans his head forward, his lips capturing yours softly. The two of you move in sync, small moans falling from your lips when he runs his hands down your sides, fingertips tightly gripping at your sides.

He breaks the kiss, the sounds of both your heavy breathing filling the small room. You look up at him again, resting your hands on his chest. Your heart pounding so hard you were sure he could hear it, “I- Thank you”

He gives you a small smile, “Don’t thank me. I’d do anything for you. Now, you wanna go to sleep? I’ll sleep on the couch once everyone leaves, you can have my bed”

You sigh, “I would, but I don’t want to put you on the couch, and i’m sure Jessica wants me home”

“She left a few hours ago.. She called an Uber. I don’t want you driving home, I promise it’s not a big deal, you can have my bed. Let’s go”

You hesitate but ultimately agree, taking his hand and letting him lead you to the end of the hall and into his room.

“This is all I really have for you to sleep in, hope that’s okay? I just don’t think you want to sleep in jeans…”

He tosses you an oversized T-Shirt which you gladly take. You undo the button on your jeans, making Rafe’s face turn red as he quickly turns his body so his back was facing you.

You giggle, stripping your jeans and cropped top from your body and sliding his shirt over your body, “You can turn around”

He quickly turns, a wide smile on his face when he sees you, “You look better in that than I do”

He takes two long strides toward you, his hands finding your waist and pulling you into his body. You let out a squeal when you feel his hands dig into your sides, lifting yourself on your toes, lips brushing against his again, “I’m sure that’s not true”

Rafe dips his head down, placing a soft and sensual kiss to your lips. You chase his lips, but he removes his hands from your waist and steps backward, “I’ll see you in the morning, okay?”

He turns to walk out of his room but you stop him, “Can you- Can you stay with me tonight? Please?”

He smiles, turning back to face you and pulling his shirt over his head, “I thought you’d never ask”

RAFE TAGLIST: @ivy-34 @rafeism @thelomlisrafecameron @rafegirly @f4ll-for-you @drewstarkeyslut @starkeypankowsbae @lizcameron @m-1234 @dilvcv @thewitchesofart @rafesgfxo @unsaidjaelinrose @abbybarnesstuff @itsmytimetoodream @thatsthewaythechrissycrumbles @r1vrsefx @alexisbaumann2004 @yourfavborderhopper @moremaybank @rafetopia @rafemotherfuckingcameron @jade-is-jaded @jjmaybankisbae @lexasaurs634 @mel119g @softlilacarrest @fayerite @exhaustedbutelated @lyndys @urmyslxt @presleyanswrites @sierraluvz @carma-fanficaddict @rafescokenostril @madzzz0797 @slytherhoes @jscameron @jjsmarijuana @ijustwanttoreadlols @luversgirl @sugarcoatedstarkey @skyesthebomb @nirvanaissogood @daivny @vhour @emma77645 @rafeinterlude @inluvwithmorales @superlegend216

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lazydreamer19 · 4 months

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Last post of 2023. Happy tears for a happy man, I hope Nanamin will get to finish his books collection 🌼💛🧡

#jujutsu kaisen #jjk nanami #nanami kento

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This is so good!! Can't wait for the rest!!

— summary: it’s your first year at NC State and you meet football star Rafe Cameron.

— pairing: football star!rafe cameron x cheerleader!reader

— warnings: really none. some language, Rafe is the stereotypical football star, mentions of a party.

— note: this is going to be a mini series! i just need my fix on football!rafe cameron so badly, i couldn’t rush this. also, i did some research on NC State, so some of the places named are actually places on campus at NC State😂

❥ game on — r.c

“Yes mom, i’m going straight to cheer tryouts and then back to my dorm. I have a lot of homework believe it or not”

You sigh, gathering your books and making your way out of the classroom. Your mom had been hounding you since you’d started college, not taking it very well with ‘letting her baby go’ which, you understood, but you wished she’d let up a little.

“Okay honey, you know I just worry about you” your mom says through the phone, making you smile softly and nod your head even though she couldn’t see you.

“I know mom! But I promise i’m okay. I gotta go, getting in the car to go back to my room and change for tryouts. I’ll call you later”

“Okay sweetheart, love you”

“Love you too mom”

You pull the phone from your ear, sighing as you toss it in your car followed by your bag and your books. You settle inside the comfort of your car, running your hands down the sides of the steering wheel and resting your forehead against it.

Your mind was racing, thinking of all of the things that are already happening in your life and questioning whether or not trying out for cheer was even worth it. You’re completely lost in your own thoughts when a knock on your window startles you.

“Shit!” you whisper shout, lifting your head and looking to see who it was. You knit your brow in confusion when you notice a guy you didn’t know standing outside of your car, an annoyingly beautiful smile on his face.

You slightly roll your window down and raising your brow, “Yes?”

He smirks, leaning his arm against your car and bending his head down to speak, “Just noticed you looked stressed. Thought i’d come ask the pretty girl that’s parked beside me if she’s okay?”

You chuckle softly and let your head fall. Was this guy serious right now? “Uh, yeah she’s great” You respond sarcastically, lifting your head slowly, finding his bright blue eyes again.

“You sure? You don’t seem alright”

You mutter a curse under your breath, realizing he wasn’t going to give up unless you gave him something. “Yeah, uh, it’s just my mom, she’s been hounding me every day since I left for college”

He grins, only slightly satisfied with your answer but he continues to press you, “Mhm, just your mom?”

You scoff, “Yup. Look, I don’t even know you, you don’t want my life story, okay? Now if you don’t mind, I have to go get ready for cheer tryouts”

His ears perk up, an amused smirk working its way across his lips, “Cheer tryouts huh? That mean i’ll be seeing more of you then?”

You quirk your brow and chuckle, “Yeah, what’re you some hot shot football player?”

The tone in your voice was sarcastic, but the grin on his face told you he was in fact a football player, making your stomach turn and feel even more annoyed.

“I’m Rafe. Rafe Cameron. Hot shot football player, nice to meet ya…” He trails off, extending his hand out for you to shake and waiting on you to give your name.

“Y/N. Nice to meet you, Rafe”

“What’s wrong with hot shot football players? I’m the best damn quarterback this school has seen, projected to be a top five pick for the NFL draft”

“Nothings wrong with them, just.. Not my type”

Rafe chuckles, leaning himself back against your car and crossing his arms. “Not your type? But you’re a cheerleader? Aren’t we like… Meant to be together?”

You roll your eyes, growing annoyed with him and his banter. “Most definitely not” You pause, turning your key to start the car and lightly placing a hand on his back, trying to shove him away from your car. “Now again, if you don’t mind… I have to go”

He pushes himself off of your car and nods his head at you, “I’ll see ya on the field gorgeous”

“Alright ladies! Welcome to tryouts for the 2024 season. I’m your captain, Natalie, and this is your co-captain, Macie. We only have ten spots available on our squad, so, that being said you must impress us today to claim one of those spots”

You stand in line, glancing around at your competition and smiling softly to yourself. They all look good at best, but you knew you were going to kill it. It was highly unlikely that you didn’t make it, I mean you had only cheered since you were six, you only took eight years of tumbling classes, did competition cheer for three years, and you even packed your already full schedule with dance classes to help better your movements.

You snap your attention back to what was being said, “If you make the team, a roster list will be posted in the Fountain Dining Hall on main campus Friday by five PM. Good luck ladies!”

“Crazy seeing you here” A familiar voice says from behind you, making you turn your head slowly.

You roll your eyes when you see Rafe, dressed in his practice gear, helmet held tightly in one hand while the other firmly gripped at his shoulder pads, that damned smirk on his lips.

“So crazy, almost like I told you an hour ago i’d be here!” You respond sarcastically.

You hear him chuckle, shifting his helmet in his hands and placing his free hand on the back of your arm, making you pull away from his touch.

“Hey, why can’t you just be nice to me? I’m just trying-”

“Cameron, what’re you doing? You still like harassing my cheerleaders?” Natalie says, cutting him off and making his face turn a bright shade of red.

He places a hand over his heart in mock offense, a big toothy grin being flashed toward her, “I’m hurt, Nat. I thought you knew me better than that”

She rolls her eyes, placing a hand on her hip and popping it out, “I do know you, Rafe. So go on, go to your practice and leave my girls alone”

Rafe rolls his eyes, placing a hand on your shoulder and dipping his head down to whisper in your ear, “I’ll see ya round?”

You give him a sarcastic smile, waving your hands at him in a ‘shooing’ motion, “I’m sure you will. Bye now”

He shoves his helmet onto his head, giving you one final glance before he jogs off to the practice field. Your mind was spinning, why did he make you so nervous? Football players were not your type, especially not guys like him. Cocky, so full of themselves, but something about him piqued your interest.

“Alright, next up we have Y/N Y/L/N”

You push Rafe to the back of your mind, taking a deep breath and stepping forward for your tryout.

“Y/N! Hey wait up!”

You’re almost to your car, exhausted from the tryouts, when you hear Rafe’s voice calling for you. You roll your eyes and suck in a sharp breath, turning quickly on your heels to face him.

“Yes, Rafe? What do you need now?”

“Just wanted to walk with you to your car” He says, that damned smirk you’ve grown accustomed to seeing plastered on his face.

You sigh, “Okay? What’s your deal? You know i’m not- You know i’m not interested in you.. Right?”

He adjusts his bag on his shoulder, a small chuckle falling from his lips, “So full of yourself huh? You think i’m interested in you? Pff, I just didn’t want you having to walk alone at night”

You roll your eyes, adjusting your own bag on your shoulder and continuing your walk to your car.

Rafe rushes to your side, his hands grabbing your bag and slinging it over his other shoulder. You open your mouth to protest but he quickly shuts you up.

“Just let me help you out, okay? Stop being so ‘guarded’ or whatever it is you’re trying to be, I just want to be friends”

You roll your eyes and cross your arms around yourself, “Sorry, I just- I don’t typically ‘make friends’ very easily and… And well I have a bad history with football players, so i’m not very trusting toward you”

Rafe nods his head, his blue eyes burning into the side of your head. You keep your focus straight ahead, not wanting to break and make eye contact with him. You liked him, but not in the ‘oh i have a crush’ type of way, but he’d been kind enough so far, and he was beautiful. That much you couldn’t deny.

“I promise you, we’re not all the same. It may seem like it, but we’re not”

You break, turning your head and finding his eyes. You give him a small smile, “I know, I just have a hard time trusting. My last relationship didn’t end so well, and he was a football player, he kind of ruined the hype over y’all for me”

The two of you finally reach your car, you quickly unlock it and open the passenger door, using your hand to signal for him to just toss the bag inside. He drops the bag into the seat and you shut the door, rounding your car and opening the driver side door.

“So, I guess i’ll see ya” You say softly.

You quickly get into your car and shut the door, turning the key and bringing the engine to life. You’re about to put the car in reverse when you hear a knock on your window.

“What’s up?” You ask, staring up at Rafe as he smiles down at you.

“Uh, just wanted to see if you wanted to come to this party tomorrow night? It won’t be anything crazy, just one of my friends birthdays, I think it’d be good for you to get out, have some drinks”

You bring your bottom lip between your teeth, tilting your head to the side as you contemplate the idea.

“I’ll think about it?”

Rafe smiles, letting his head fall before he brings it back up and finds your eyes again, “Cool, cool. Can I give you my number so you can let me know?”

You jokingly roll your eyes, “Sure”

You grab your phone from the top of your bag, handing it to him and watching as he quickly enters his number into it. You hear a small ding come from the pocket of his sweats, narrowing your eyes at him, “Did you just text yourself?” You ask, a small laugh falling from your lips.

He smirks, handing you your phone back and pushing himself off of your car, “I did. Now I can text you instead of waiting around on you to text me”

You can’t contain the laugh that comes from you, you couldn’t lie, you were flattered by his desire to be able to get ahold of you.

“Smart man”

“Goodnight, Y/L/N. Text me when you make it back to your dorm safely?”

“Night, Cameron”

RAFE TAGLIST: @ivy-34 @rafeism @f4ll-for-you @drewstarkeyslut @lizcameron @m-1234 @dilvcv @thewitchesofart @rafesgfxo @unsaidjaelinrose @abbybarnesstuff @itsmytimetoodream @thatsthewaythechrissycrumbles @r1vrsefx @alexisbaumann2004 @moremaybank @mel119g @rafetopia @rafemotherfuckingcameron @jjmaybankisbae @lexasaurs634 @lyndys @presleyanswrites @carma-fanficaddict @rafescokenostril @madzzz0797 @slytherhoes @jscameron @jjsmarijuana @ijustwanttoreadlols @luversgirl @sugarcoatedstarkey @skyesthebomb @nirvanaissogood @daivny @vhour

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lazydreamer19 · 4 months

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He would make such a good dad istg-

nanami is just so girldad!coded to me like i can ~feel~ it

#baby fever goes brrrr whenever I see him

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lazydreamer19 · 4 months

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"Malaysia... That's right, Malaysia. I should go to Kuantan. I'll build a house on an empty beach. The books I have bought but never read has piled up like a mountain. I want to read them slowly, as if I'm retrieving the lost time."

呪術廻戦 S2 Ep. 18: Right and Wrong

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lazydreamer19 · 4 months

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nanami protecting the kids

#oh i love him with a passion :(#WHY CANT ALL MEN BE LIKE HIM!!!!

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lazydreamer19 · 4 months

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thinking about nanami: 🦋💗💝🦋💞🌸🍒💘🌸💌🦋🍒🌸💌💗🍓💖🦋🌹💘🌸

nanami kento: 🍒🌸🍓🦋💖🌸💖💘🦋💘💞🌹💗🌹💗🦋💌🌸💌🍒🌸🦋💞

seeing nanami: 💘🍒💘💗🦋🌸🌷💞🦋💞💖🌸🦋💖🌹💖🌸💌🦋💌🌸💌🍒🍒💐🌸🧚🏼‍♀️🍓💝🦋🌷💞💗

nanami’s existence: 🌸🌷🦋🌸💗💝🌸💘💞💞🦋💖💌🦋💖💐🌹🌷🦋🍒💗🌷💌💗🍒

ib: @/itwdoris on tt

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lazydreamer19 · 4 months

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Sweet Pain

Draco Malfoy x Fem! Reader

Voldemort!AU

Genre: Pure Angst.

Warnings: Death,Mentions of blood, Fighting, Use of Avada and Crucio, Dark!Draco.

A/n: This is my first time writing pure angst, and honestly I don't know how this turned out,but let me know about your thoughts so that I can improve myself. Thanks for reading this! Do not plagiarize.

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Tongues of flame reached the sky as embers of the burning body flew out and scorched wherever it touched. The fire of revenge and pain ignited an everlasting flame inside his soul as he stared at the corpse of the murderous dictator with rage,hatred and disgust in his eyes. Voldemort was finally dead. The Order had won and it was all because of him, Draco Malfoy.

The same Draco Malfoy, who was the favourite of the now dead ,power-obsessed maniac. Harry Potter was killed a long time ago, so was Granger and Weasley. But,he didn't kill Voldemort for them. He killed him for her.

Y/n ,the love of his life, the nectar to his poison, the angel to his devil; his divine, fated and beloved counterpart, his soulmate. His wife.

Her smile,her beauty,her grace,her goodness, her everything was etched onto the depths of his soul. The memories burned along with the fire,rage and desire for revenge, like an addiction . It was all sweet and beautiful when you overindulged in it,but it never failed to leave a bitter after taste. The pain he felt at remembering her, was always welcomed. Pain, oh sweet pain!

The golden and orange flames danced in the air and rose higher and higher. Memories of her holding him in her gentle embrace, accepting him as the monster he was, flashed in his back.

"Incendio." He whispered towards the fire, lighting it up even more as a single tear fell down from his eye, reddening it even more.

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"Do you Draco Lucius Malfoy, take this woman to be your lawfully wedded wife, to live together in matrimony, to love her, comfort her, honour and keep her, in sickness and in health, in sorrow and in joy, to have and to hold, from this day forward, as long as you both shall live?"

"I do." His answer reverberated through the halls of the Manor. The guests watched in silence, nearly all of them being Death Eaters. Their faces held no smile or any signs of amusement, making it seem more like a funeral than a wedding.

"Do you Y/n M/n L/n, take this man to be your lawfully wedded husband, to live together in matrimony, to love him, comfort him, honour and keep him, in sickness and in health, in sorrow and in joy, to have and to hold, from this day forward, as long as you both shall live?"

The fear in her eyes didn't go unnoticed by Draco as she hesitated to affirm her vow of commitment. As much as he hated himself for it, he had to admit that he cared a lot for the girl, one who was a word away from being his wife.

••••••••••••••••

He still remembered the first time he saw her, she was definitely the most beautiful girl he had ever seen on the face of this Earth. Clad in a flowy white dress, her being the epitome of innocence,kindness and all the goodness shit that he hated, he swore he saw an angel. When he saw her, he fell in love with the same things that he swore to hate for the rest of his life. He knew that he had to have her at any cost lest any other man take her away. Promptly, he appealed to Voldemort to allow him to "continue his family name and legacy by bringing an heir into the world".

"Young Draco, I see that the proposition is rather lucrative for me. Yes, you can go ahead and marry any pureblooded girl you want to. Pray tell me the family you want to associate with."

"Thank you my Lord. I do have a family that I would like to associate with and I am honoured to say that Y/n Y/l/n from the very respected Y/l/n family would make a perfect bride for me and bring a good name to the Malfoys."

"Fine choice Draco. I approve of it."

Draco couldn't feel more ecstatic than he felt at that affirmation. The prospect of a future with the woman he was obsessed with, made him want to jump with joy. But, what he didn't expect was to find a terrified girl who failed to even meet his eyes,instead of the smiling angel he had seen when she hadn't noticed him earlier. The feeling of hurt pang in his chest as he took notice of the silent tears and weak tremors of her shoulder as he pushed the engagement ring onto her delicate finger. All he wanted at that moment was to hold her in his arms and assure her of his love for her, but the presence of his fellow Death Eaters prevented him from doing so. If Voldemort got an inkling of the fact that from now on, she was his weakness, he would…….

"Yes, I do." She finally spoke up after taking a gulp.

As the officiant continued speaking, his words got lost to Draco's ears. All he could focus was on the scared girl,now his wife.

"You may now kiss the bride." The officiant's voice brought him back to earth.

"Can I kiss you?" He whispered to her, to which a small nod came as her response. Not wasting another second, he pressed his lips onto her soft ones. Even though he was nothing but another devil incarnate, he felt like he just tasted heaven when he kissed her,and for the first time in his life,he desired to stay in his very own version of heaven.

The fear that she had in her eyes,whenever she looked at him, the way she scooted herself away to the far end corner of their huge bed,the way she wouldn't even touch him, the way she avoided making eye contact with him, made him want to stab himself. But he proved himself ultimately. Through gentle caresses, sweet and assuring words, and by keeping her away from Voldemort and the other Death Eaters at all costs, he finally succeeded in making the girl feel safe and loved with him.

……..

"Draco?"

"Yes darling?"

"Are you busy right now?"

"No,I am not. Come here." With this,she almost made a dash towards him, plopped herself on his lap, hugged him tightly and buried her face onto the crook of his neck.

"What's wrong ,beautiful?"

"Nothing much, I am just not feeling well."

"You want me to not attend the meeting today?"

"No,it's okay. He will be angry at you if you miss the meeting."

" I can always make some kind of arrangement, after all ,he prefers me."

"Can I ask you something else?"

"Go ahead."

"Do you kill the innocent too?"

"Sweetheart, practically everyone that he orders us to kill, are innocent." He let out a dry chuckle. His reluctance to do so,being very evident in the way he looked down with remorse and shame.

"Then why do you do it?"

"Do I have any other choice? I don't, I am not brave enough to go against him and endanger you and my parents. I was born to do his dirty work,ever since the day I ever came onto the Earth…"

Instead of saying anything, she just kissed him. If her heart was a cup, then the amount of love she had for her husband, did not just fill her heart to the brim, but rather spilled over. He had proven himself to be the ideal husband, ever since the first day of their marriage. From ensuring her safety, assuring her of it , to the kisses and affection he showered her with every single day. It was completely unexpected of someone as cold hearted as Draco to be so soft towards anyone. But it was not just anyone, it was his Y/n.

………

His eyes were as red as the flames of the fire now. He took his revenge now, but what now? As he reminisced about all the beautiful memories that he had with her, the happiest memory appeared in his eyes, which also happened to be the most painful one.

"Hey sweetheart, how was your day? Missed me too much?" He asked in a nonchalant as if he didn't just murder twenty people an hour ago.

"It was okay. Umm…..Draco…." She fidgeted with the hem of her dress as she looked down in fear.

"What is it darling? You know that you can tell me anything right?" He lifted her chin,making her look directly at him.

"I just have some news for you."

"What might it be?"

"I........ I am…pregnant."

Silence. Draco had frozen.

"What?" He asked again.

"I'm pregnant."

Before she could even blink, he pulled her into a deep kiss. Pouring all his love and passion into a kiss, he kissed the love of his life, his only weakness and his only source of happiness.

But the very same moment in his mind's eyes twisted into a dark cloudy mess only to clear out as the worst memory of her lying on the floor in pain as he helplessly screamed and cried his eyes out.

"Oh Draco, how many times did I tell you not to fall in love?" Disgust laced in Voldemort's voice as he paced around.

"And then you had the audacity to lie to me that you didn't love her so that you could protect her? Even after finding out that her family had managed to hide those filthy muggles they married and tainted their bloodline with?"

"Don't do anything to her, please. I-I will carry out more tasks of yours. I will do everything you ask me to,even give up my own life if you need it my lord,but not her. P-please!" He sobbed out loud.

"Look at you crying and whimpering for a filthy girl. How pathetic !"

"Please,she's carrying our child!"

"Oh how sweet, in that case, Avada Kedavra!" A green jet of light flashed from the Elder Wand and hit Y/n.

"NO!"

A cruel laughter left from Voldemort's lips and echoed throughout the dark and empty dungeon as he freed Draco from the binds,making him drop to his feet. Not wasting a second,he ran towards her. Picking her body up, he hugged her and begged her to open her eyes,not taking into account that he had been imprisoned in that dungeon by Voldemort. His hands touched her bump, trying to feel their baby's movements as much as he could,but his efforts yielded no results. He had lost everything. He had lost his reason to live any longer.

An hour later Luna and Neville had managed to break the dungeon walls in order to come and save Y/n, their dear old school pal, only to be met with the sight of Malfoy with bloodshot eyes and a very broken manner holding the body of his very pregnant wife. Somehow managing to give her a proper funeral, secretively, Draco set out on his mission to avenge his Y/n and his unborn baby's death. He would burn down the world for her and he did. One by one he killed all of Voldemort's followers without any slightest bit of mercy. Joining the Order was the first thing he did in order to give some peace to her angelic soul, she had always wanted him to leave the Death Eaters and he even had the perfect plan to be an ally to the Order, but it was all because of his carelessness that Voldemort discovered his plans and punished him for it.

Killing all of his followers mercilessly, Draco had lost his sanity entirely, and he didn't want it back. His one goal was to avenge the death of his beloved by killing Voldemort, and he did just that.

The fire grew even more, almost consuming him. Very soon, the edges of his suit caught the fire,but he did nothing to stop it. He embraced the blazing furnace inviting him to his Death. Wishing for the last time to be reunited with Y/n, he welcomed the pain. But oh how sweet it felt!

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