lonelyangelonlyangel

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sorry again for the inactivity this time getting my heart broken has just instigated maybe the biggest glow up of my life so i’m in the midst of that 🩷

#everything is in the midst of improving #i’m losing weight #clearing my skin #growing my hair #making more money #even whitening my teeth #it’s amazing what i can do when i’m not being lied to used or cheated on by some man with mommy issues and a sex addiction #personal #will post glow up results in three months

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#in my room #julia wolf #music #Spotify

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the saddest thing i’ve ever done was beg someone to love me the way I loved them

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reply in 2 seconds or die

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#is it crazy i think about stuff like this ten times a day #like if i died who would care who would really mourn #would anyone i’ve loved grieve at all?? #sometimes i think i am the only one that would go insane with grief and no one i loved would bat an eye if i died tonight #i honestly don’t know who would mourn idk if j or s or meel or jess or anyone would #even when it would end me if their life ended #this is what my brain thinks about

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hi guys i almost died tonight because i have THE ABSOLUTE FUCKING WORST taste in men and the worst ability to spot their red flags so!!!!!! enjoy me while you can because who knows what absolute psychotic demon LUNATIC i’m going to find next!!!!

#i don’t even scream outside of sex and my throat is raw from the blood-curdling scream i made tonight telling my brother to run and hide #bpd #personal #vent

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how the hell am i just now learning condoms have an expiration date 💀

#love that american public school education #also loveeeee realizing that after the fact but too late to take a plan b so fun and fresh #i swear i’ve spent a small fortune on pregnancy tests and ovulation trackers the past three years #personal

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#e.g.w.

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— The Empress Yamato Hime (translated by Kenneth Rexroth)

[text ID: Others may forget you, but not I. / I am haunted / by your beautiful ghost.]

#e.g.w.

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#e.g.w.

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Who else literally does not talk

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i love you always time is nothing

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"don't live in the past" okay well the people I loved are there

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why does everyone always leave

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