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love that openAI understands.

#im having the time of my life

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oh actually genuine question i know i literally only have 10 followers but if any of u feel like replying. would u be interested if i set up a lil yakuza fansite on my neocities. i'd chuck all this silly stuff there bc i like it better than social media

#been setting up my personal site and it is So fun

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that was wanky. Does anyone think ryuji

#if i finish that sentence.

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majima and makoto have a relationship that IMO is much more complicated than can be defined by purely romantic or platonic ideals

there is an intense, deeply heartfelt love and care for each other there. and post-1988 they miss each other, think of each other, accept each other as significant parts of each others' lives... but part of the tragedy of their bond is their mutual acceptance that nothing can ever come of it. there's no way that they can come together and explore what it would mean for them to be in each others' lives, because doing that would bring makoto into a world that she's gone through living hell to escape - and even if makoto wanted to risk that, majima would never

in 1988, these two individuals meet under horrifying circumstances, in the depths of the worst and most traumatising periods of their lives. they form a bond through that mutual fear and loss and grief and frustration, and through their blindness, their shared disabilities that represent the deepest horrors of their lives. and they can never truly form a healthy relationship because of this. the foundation of their bond is trauma. this relationship is built on pain, and they're both acutely aware that despite the love and care they feel for each other, pursuing that in any way would only bring them further grief

but they love each other regardless. that's the core of each of their individual stories - their connection to each other and to their respective siblings, however strained, however tenuous. there is a core of love, entwined completely with pain, and they both know that one can't be disentangled from another. and that's why they can't ever really Stop loving each other

regardless of what it is, how they feel, what they name it and what they want from it - it's an unspeakable, untouchable love. they can't ever engage in it, only circle around it. above all i think that makoto and majima exist in each others' hearts as a weight, comfortable but heavy, something they can hold their whole lives and always treasure despite how much it aches - because it aches

#goro majima #makoto makimura #yakuza 0 #well i'm thinking about stuff is the issue.

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i feel as though the girls from cabaret club czar have such unique and wonderful personalities... it's really fun to have majima chat to them, get to know them, just be friendly toward these ladies in a comfortable environment where it makes sense to be chatting to them this way. i think ccc is written really well and i'm deeply fond of it in a way that i just can't get from the hostess minigames in the other yakuza games

#yakuza 0 #cabaret club czar #putting my thoughts in my tags. why not #i think it's that majima speciically isn't like.. getting anything out of this on a personal level #you're not really put in a position where you Inherently are expected to find the girls attractive and flirt w them #which weirdly makes them very easy to chat to and makes at least me feel Much more connected w them and fond of them #majima is obviously a weird idiot sometimes but it doesn't feel like. gross Horny Gross Guy Bait in the same way as in ccgp in yk2 (-_-) #it's just him being too blunt for his own good and having Zero filter. #and all the girls are so interesting and unique!!!! #i think it's maybe bc majima Has to ask them about themselves and like get to know them As People #rather than just hostesses. that veil is removed and they can relax and make mistakes and be human women #lol imagine that. #DID just realize that as a homosexual man i may be a little biased in this. but. well. i'm right is the issue

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third mini-essay to write eventually

3. a good chunk of these fuckers are autistic and this is not me making a cutesy joke i am dead serious.

actually and a fourth one

4. yuki is a lesbian

#look at kiryu for more than 1 minute. can you really tell me that man is not autistic? #you can but you'd be wrong and i'd be right. #sorry to be having opinions tonight it's just because i'm a leo. :/

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i love a good tragic love story man. i love it when two people care so deeply for each other that it can't be defined in words, but the circumstances they're in make it impossible for that love to work - and they Know it could never work, so they don't try, but they love each other too much to not behave lovingly towards each other, despite it all, while they still can

#thinking sooooo much abt makoto and majima dude. it's getting me #i love these kinds of stories w All kinds of love btw #again i dont rly think makoto & majima are romantic or platonic theyre just kind of. Where They Are with each other until theyre not. #sighs. i have to think about this forever

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remind me to write up a post about my thoughts on

1. the complexities of makoto and majima's relationship and experiences with each other in y0 and the aftermath of it throughout their lives

2. interpreting the relationship that kiryu and majima have with each other and comparing that to the reductive, honestly kind of homophobic and definitely Extremely boring way that intense fandom types tend to portray them

#this is mostly to remind myself. i'll see this tmo #i have so so so many thoughts on both these things #makoto & majima thoughts can be summarized by: #their relationship isn't strictly romantic OR platonic or anything specific it's just love #and the Kind of love it is also is hard to pin down bc both of their experiences with love have been extremely skewed #and from what we as the audience know primarily within the context of abuse #kiryu & majima thoughts can be summarized by: #it is undeniable that they care deeply about each other and love each other #and that fighting is their primary form of emotional and physical intimacy #AND that the foundation of their love is shared experiences & mutual understanding of their own emotional stunting #there are so many complicating aspects to their relationship that ultimately result in a relationship that is deeply intimate and that they #can Only have with one another. and there's implicit trust in that. #so WITH that in mind... i fucking hate people who reduce them to hotted sexy gay men who are so cutesy and nice nd [insert homophobia here] #i hate when theyre reduced to the same goddamn shipping dynamic EVERY fandom uses whenever two men like. show any care for each other #where they completely ignore the actual fun and interesting and complex relationship so they can just make them do penis at each other #(i'm a gay man i promise i'm not being evil. I do penis at men. this is a joke even if it is in bitterness) #if i spend any longer in these tags they will turn into an essay so no more.

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i was wrong in the kiryu worm post you cant kill him by feeding him worms baby bird style he just gets down to 1hp, like a baby bird. i forgot to mention it in the tags of the original post and then it got notes and now with every notif i get i'm terrified it's gonna be some weirdo with a url akiyamafootsmell coming into my askbox telling me i'm wrong and i'd have to accept that they were correct. but if i say i was wrong first then anyone who does it after is just repeating what i said. so here i am. thanks

#dont get smart and inbox me on a sideblog w that url i'll kill you

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it's also really funny to me that everyone got botoxed to hell once dragon engine came around. we need to see every nose hair of every character but if they have 1 wrinkle it's all over

#u can probably tell from this post how i feel abt current AAA game graphics #i just find the older models so much more charming and fun to look at man...... #video games should be a little ugly and janky........ i dont want them to be 100% perfect visually #smooth majima freaks me out so bad especially yk2. Fix him.

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please for the love of god someone help him

it is so so so so so fucked up that in yakuza 3 you can make kiryu eat so many worms he dies

#reblogged this on the wrong blog initially. hatred and violence #His belly hurts from too many worms #robert downey jr has no mercy for the wormsick... #kazuma kiryu #yakuza 3 #reblog #this suckd BTW i hated making him do this and am reloading my save as soon as im back at my console #</3 i want to treat him nicely he's been through enough

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it is so so so so so fucked up that in yakuza 3 you can make kiryu eat so many worms he dies

#yakuza 3 #kazuma kiryu #even more fucked up that it's the only way to reduce ur health #world's worst appstim replacement

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i should go through all the yakuza games (that i like) and count all of the times kiryu has caused a bisexual crisis for other men. or has just straight up had gay/bi dudes just kind of Stick to him bc they decided theyre obsessed with him

#majima being the prime example obviously #yk1 was. truly something else.

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everyone in 1988 kamurocho falls in love with kiryu within like 10 minutes of knowing him. even pocket fighter isn't immune

#kazuma kiryu #pocket fighter #yakuza 0 #pocket circuit #i genuinely thought this was the right option also. promise i wasn't farming for gay scraps #(this time) #the right option was actually 'do it for the kids' #conflict being that pocket fighter doesnt make jack shit at his pocket circuit job and is working like 294828 side jobs #and didnt feel like the kids at PC would want him back bc he had to leave in the middle of his shift #to go to one of his other jobs #someone help this man. all he wants is to live a normal life and not survive off of cup noodles and beer like kiryu #god i love kiryu but he is so unsexy in this game. like truly his least attractive i think. #i do not understand why everyone's head over heels for him but it IS extremely funny

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got beat :/

#goro majima #mr shakedown #yakuza 0 #tiger plays y0 #i felt soooooo bad for letting majima get his ass beat he had ZERO DOLLARS AFTER THIS!!!!!! #My precious moolah! #i got so close to beating him too.... like two more punches and i wouldve gotten him... oh well

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petty.

#kazuma kiryu #yakuza 0 #real estate royale #tiger plays y0 #fighting the urge to put another word there but it's. well. i'm polite. #video

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how considerate, kiryu

#tiger plays y0 #yakuza 0 #kazuma kiryu #he's so fucking funny in y0 #he'd rather not. it'd be annoying. Bothersome. #firmly believe he actually wants to help (at least on some level) he's just pissed off that he keeps being dragged into stuff by bacchus #but he has to be Cool you see. #even in his mind...