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This picture of my room is oddly a vibe tbh

#funky #room #bedroom #dark academia #chaotic academia #idfk #just vibes

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"If you smile too much you'll get laugh lines!!!!!" what a horrible curse, to be afraid of having happiness permanently placed onto your body

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shoutout to the plurals who are too dissociated, confused or blurry to ever tell who's fronting. shoutout to the plurals who struggle to identify their headmates or know how big their system is. shoutout to the plurals who don't have well-defined headspace or one at all. shoutout to the plurals who lose more time than they remember. shoutout to the plurals who are doing their absolute best

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honestly really sexy of tumblr to keep follower numbers private. how many people are following me? you'll never know unless I tell you. maybe it's a million, or a thousand, or five, or maybe it's just you. maybe you're the only one here, all by yourself, unable to see if there's anyone standing next to you.

and you'd never know, because status here is based on opinion and not numbers; how popular you think someone is is a vibes-only calculation, and besides the chronological algorithms-optional feed, it's genuinely the best thing tumblr's ever done.

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| being gay is holy |

Yehuda Alharizi, Boys: Two Poems // Peter Wever // Peter Wever // Hozier, Take Me To Church // Abdi Nazemian, Like A Love Story // Nikita Gill, Great Goddesses // Doug and Telisha Williams, LOVE is Not a Sin //Peter Wever // Peter Wever // Cathleen Falsani, Love is greater than faith // Shams-Al-Din Mohammad Hafez , Hafiz On Love // The Lumineers, Sleep on the Floor

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thinking about how the reason why most angel names end in -el (gabriel, michael, samael etc) is because El means God or messenger of god in Hebrew and how Cas is just Castiel without the god part so Dean by giving Cas that nickname is basically separating Cas from his shitty absent dad and giving him own identity and seeing him as his own person rather than an extension of god/heaven and i’m not saying Dean did this intentionally or that he even knows about the meaning of the suffix but it’s just so so correct and perfect i love them so much help

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#im feeling angsty about the christian god today #the religious trauma i've recieved from the church im still forcefully dragged into each sabbath makes me nauseous #i and many others like me have lost so much thanks to the churches who have prosecuted and demonized us #idk why #but it annoys me #to see people get away with so many heinous acts against another person under the excuse of “religion” #idk #just something that keeps me up at night #and angers me to my very core #a small conversation i had with a close friend made these thought arise once more

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“Family don’t end with blood.”

— Bobby Singer

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sometimes I randomly think about the time a girl posted in this girls only Facebook group I’m in telling everyone how she broke up with her boyfriend and he lied saying that he lost the spare key she gave him, only to then break into her apartment when she wasn’t home and steal the cat they’d adopted while they were together, but then he denied having done this and she didn’t really have proof that he took the cat since he wouldn’t let her come into his place and look for it. And then another girl saw this post and knew her ex-boyfriend, and she was like “girl. I used to hook up with your mans back in xxxx and I still have his number. If you want, I’ll hit him up and get him to invite me back to his place and see if your cat’s there.” And the OP was like “bet.”

So this woman hit up homie dog, asked him out for drinks, went home with him, slept with him, and then woke up in the middle of the night and TOOK THE CAT. Like she had only said that she would confirm if the cat was there but then she took it upon herself to steal this woman’s cat back. Like she full on Trojan horsed this man and then hit up homegirl like “I got the goods. Where you wanna meet.” And then the two of them posted a photo of them together with the cat to the group.

And I just think women supporting women is so beautiful.

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Stuart Dunkel's oil paintings of a lil white mouse in different settings having different pieces of food might be my new favorite thing

#stuart dunkel #oil painting #white mouse #food

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“There comes a time when the world gets quiet and the only thing left is your own heart. So you’d better learn the sound of it. Otherwise you’ll never understand what it’s saying.”

— Sarah Dessen

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Me: seriously though its time to pull my shit together

Me 7 months later: seriously though its time to pull my shit together

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i get him 😔

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Feeling a whole lot like this Snufkin today.

#snufkin #current mood #mental health