me: *overthinks, tortures myself with responsibility, etc*
them: *makes a decision every day about interacting w/ me*
me: ... but it's my fault right
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am i being unfair? and to whom? bc i could also argue that not doing something is unfair to myself. or that my standards are too high? that i'm demanding? idk i have to look out for me i guess. it's really the only option? i cant be objective about myself and yeah i still feel immense love BUT i think i have. done enough. and dont have to feel guilty about it.
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i don't think i should go back. it won't be different this time
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idk how to get closure for this one specific part
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well that's probably depression
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"just talk to your friends about it"
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okay now i guess!
gotta deep cry at some point but no time is opportune…
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gotta deep cry at some point but no time is opportune...
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no response is a response
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it’s really awkward i guess but honestly i need to do this anyway. move on. accept it.
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i will never learn i think until i can finally internalize that i don't matter enough can't rely on things i thought i could
maybe it is time to cut my losses and move on
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of course i’m reaching out again bc i never learn that people just don’t care and ! better yet! aren’t interested in caring
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