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Day 12 30/4/21
My brother’s birthday...
My day started normal but ended with me having KFC for dinner. I can’t even do something so simple as not eating? I’ll fast for the weekend to make up for it.
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Day 11
29/4/21
Breakfast:
- Nespresso Coffee (Hazelino Muffin) with two sugars and 1/3 cup milk: 164 cal
- Sandwich: cal would be around the 250 mark?
Afternoon Tea:
- Latte: 72 cal
Dinner:
- one cup danish bread and on serving of pasta: 600 cal max
Total: 486 + 600ish cal
Maybe 1000 cal mark?
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Day 10
28/4/21
Breakfast:
- Nespresso Coffee (Hazelino Muffin) with two sugars and 1/3 cup milk: 164 cal
- Two slices bread with a bit of avocado: 210 cal (estimate)
Lunch:
- Carrots: 55 cal
Afternoon Tea:
- caramelised white hot chocolate: 42 cal
Dinner:
- Dumplings: 420 cal
From here on out, I’ve eaten like 3 Anzac biscuits and a marshmallow. Mini binge but feels just as bad.
I fucked up yet another day.
I’m so fucking disgusting. The thing I hate about myself the most is that I’m so fucking attention seeking but I just can’t keep my mouth shut? I probably come across as so much of a pick-me girl it’s not even funny at this point. What’s even worse is that all my friends seem to agree and point it out to me anyway and laugh, if I don’t pretend it doesn’t upset me then they call me sensitive. I can’t win. I’m one of the only white people in a (mostly) East and South Asian school and the amount of times I’ve been called a coloniser (in front of the class too) and have had to laugh it off it just stupid. I can’t say anything because then I’m “sensitive.” I’m so sorry to anyone reading this, this is just like two years’ worth of shit built up until I’ve developed whatever fucked up relationship with food this is. Is it bad that I want them to notice? I want them to baby me, like they do the other small/skinny people in my friend group. I don’t want them to make fun of me anymore. I want my friends to notice how skinny I get and worry about me. Whisper about how skinny and sick I am. If they ever do find out, I want them to know they’re the reason behind it. For them to feel like the worst shit on earth. I want them to love me like they do they others, they’ll forget about me being white then, I think. If I tell them they will just call me attention seeking again. I want the other captains at my school to like me, instead of just an annoying younger captain who doesn’t do anything and can’t pull their own weight.
I just want people to notice how skinny I am and love me for it or because of it.
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Day 9 27/4/21
Breakfast:
- Nespresso Coffee (Hazelino Muffin) with two sugars and 1/3 cup milk: 164 cal
- Banana: 105 cal
Afternoon Tea:
- Caramelised white hot chocolate: 42 cal
- Weird ass cookie idk the cals but was pretty small? Maybe in the 150/250 range?
I went out for dinner so I have no fucking clue about calls.
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Yes starving is hard but so is
Breaking down in a dressing room
Not fitting into any of your clothes but being too broke to buy more
Looking at your rolls in the mirror
Being the fat ugly friend
Crying over pictures you’re tagged in
Having no pants cause your thighs rub and you get holes in every single pair
Having to spend hours choosing an outfit cause nothing looks right
Being self conscious about your relationship because you’re afraid of them finding someone skinner
Trying not to eat in public due to fear of judgement
Having flabby arms
Being disgusted with yourself
So yeah it’s hard but my life is harder when I don’t do it
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Day 8 26/4/21
Breakfast:
- Nespresso Coffee (Hazelino Muffin) with two sugars and 1/3 cup milk: 100ish cal
- Donut: 200ish cal
Afternoon Tea:
- Chocolate Mocha: 77 cal
Dinner:
- Shepherds pie: 400ish cal (estimate)
- One piece garlic bread: 200ish cal (extreme overestimate)
Total: 977 cal
It’s probably less but I guessed upwards just to be safe, and I don’t log my exercise throughout the day either. I should be fine.
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Day 7 25/4/21
Breakfast:
- Nespresso Coffee (Hazelino Muffin) with two sugars and 1/3 cup milk: 164 cal
Dinner:
- 3 Oreos: 160 cal
- 1 cup plain chips: 150 cal
- One serve pasta carbonara: 200ish cal (overestimated)
- Gelato: 78 cal
Total: 752 cal
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Day 6 24/4/21
Breakfast:
- 5 raspberries: 5 cal
- Chai Latte: 100ish cal
- Spicy Noodles: 279 cal
(30 min walk burnt 100ish cal)
Brunch:
- Chai Latte: 130 cal
- Sushi: 250 cal
Lunch:
- cereal: 150 cal
- Toast: 200 cal (overestimated)
I had to stop counting. This wasn’t necessarily a binge but it was way too much for me. Going to fast until 1 tmr.
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Body check #2
- thighs and arms still no difference.
- Waist is smaller (space between it and the shorts).
- I cant see it here but i have noticed that my arms are smaller.
- I need to do more fucking squats istg. Flat as all fuck.
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23/4/21
Day 6
Breakfast:
- Nespresso Coffee (Hazelino Muffin) with two sugars and 1/3 cup milk: 164 cal
- Mandarin: 53 cal
Shopping with my friends today and I need:
- some fucking low cal shit
- A nice sunscreen/moisturiser
(Will probably eat dinner there?)
Dinner:
- Sushi Crispy Chicken Roll: 192 cal
Total: 409 cal
Forgot to post yesterday’s I think, the total for that was 638 cal.
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reblog and make a wish!
this was removed from tumbrl due to “violating one or more of Tumblr’s Community Guidelines”, but since my wish came true the first time, I’m putting it back. :)
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22/4/21
Breakfast:
DON’T-EAT-DIARIES
Day 4
- Nespresso Coffee (Hazelino Muffin) with two sugars and 1/3 cup milk: 164 cal
Lunch:
- One cup sliced carrot: 50ish cal
- One mandarin: 53 cal
Afternoon Tea:
- Caramel Latte: 72 cal
Dinner:
- 5 raspberries: 5 cal
- 2 Spinach Rolls: 300 cal
Total: 639 cal
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DON’T-EAT-DIARIES
Day Three - 21/4/21:
Breakfast:
Nespresso Coffee (Hazelino Muffin) with two sugars and 1/3 cup milk: 164 cal
Banana: 129 cal
Afternoon Tea:
Nespresso Coffee (Hazelino Muffin) with two sugars and 1/3 cup milk: 164 cal
Dinner:
Tacos
- Shells 65 cal x2
- One cup lettuce 5 cal
- 1/3 cup tomatoes 22 cal (overestimate)
Total: 614 cal
Next body check on Saturday!!!
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NO-EAT-DIARIES
Day 2 20/4/21
Breakfast:
Caramel Latte with water: 72 cal
Lunch:
One cup sliced carrot: 50ish cal
One banana: 129 cal
Afternoon Tea:
Chai Latte: 70 cal
Dinner:
One cup pasta (a little under): 131 cal
One cup veggies: 118 cal
Total: 570
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✨✨after losing weight ✨✨
- will be able to look cute in everything
- wont have to look for stores that sell bigger sizes/not having to worry about a store having a bigger size whenever i find something cute
- thrifting will be easier
- wont have to worry about what people think of me when eating
- wont have to worry about my fat rolls showing
- wont have to worry about being the fat friend
- wont have to worry about something fitting me
- will be less embarrassed about eating in front of people
- wont have to worry about my fat jiggeling when ever I as much as move (because what fat)
- wont have to worry about people blaming my fatness whenever I eat a lot/I’m the last one at gym (once again what fat???)
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DON’T-EAT-DIARIES
DAY ONE 19/4/21
Body check. I don’t have a scale (it broke unfortunately), but last time I checked I’m around 58kg? I think that’s somewhere between 125-130lbs but I may be wrong.
169cm 58kg.
GIVE ME A FUCKING ASS
Anyway, here is the food log:
19/4/21
Breakfast:
Nespresso Coffee (Hazelino Muffin) with two sugars and 1/3 cup milk: 164 cal
One carrot slice: 2 cal
Lunch:
One cup sliced carrot: 50ish cal
One banana: 129 cal (overestimated)
Afternoon tea:
Nespresso Coffee (Hazelino Muffin) with two sugars and 1/3 cup milk: 164 cal
Dinner:
One cup chicken: 335 cal
Total: 875?
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