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[muchlove-judge]

"I'd always felt lonely, even before. This was a new feeling, like.. a terror, that I'd always be alone now. And then, as I got older, that feeling just solidified. Just a knot, here, all the time. And then losing them, it just got tangled up with all the other stuff about being gay, and just feeling like the future doesn't matter. Does that make sense?"

All of Us Strangers (2023) dir. Andrew Haigh

[muchlove-judge]

"There’s a whole montage [where] they’re just hanging out with each other. Yeah, we just love doing that, sleeping together. There’s a beautiful scene in it, actually, that I love. It’s just in a montage where they’re both asleep, but they’re not necessarily… they’ve both got their backs to each other. And that’s what I love, that sort of sentimentality of they’re not sleeping curled up together naked. They sleep like normal people sleep, sometimes you’re not facing each other. You cuddle for a little and you turn over. But that’s real love." | Andrew Scott

[muchlove-judge]

bucky: steve rogers, this is bucky barnes calling . im calling to let you know how disappoin-

: *answering machine picks up*

bucky: fuck

bucky: steve rogers, this is bucky barnes calling. im calling to let you know how disappointed i am in your unkept promises. there’s many things that are false, like how you said you’re with me till the end of the line,

sam: YOU LIED! YOU FUCKING LIED! WHYD YOU DO IT

bucky: STOP IT SAM

sam: YOU LIED

bucky: STOP! STOP! GOD DAMMIT!

bucky: steve rogers, this is bucky barnes calling. im calling to let you know how disappointed i am in your unkept promises. there’s many things that are false, like how you’re with me till the end of the line.

sam: TILL THE END

bucky: EVERYTIME YOU YELL I HAVE TO FUCKING RE-RECORD IT

bucky: steve rogers. this is bucky barnes calling. im calling to let you know how disappointed i am in your unkept promises and the end of the line you showed me when im going through such a hard time in my life. i opened up to you so that way the world could potentially know what a great, amazing, talented, strong *sam starts crying* healthy soilder i am. not even a soilder but a man. i am petrified! petrified with your decisions

sam: *grunts*

bucky: im so disappointed . have a nice life, Goodbye

sam: that was beautiful. you did such a nice job expressing yourself

#hahaha

[muchlove-judge]

“till the end of the line” is cancelled, it’s “womb to tomb sweetheart” from now on

#stucky #not easily conquered

[muchlove-judge]

Avengers: Earth’s Mightiest Heroes, Season 1 Episode 25.

#stucky

[muchlove-judge]

#not easily conquered #stucky

[muchlove-judge]

Hannibal (2013-2015) Skyfall (2012) John Wick: Chapter 2 (2017) Severance (2022-) My Policeman (2022) You (2018-)

#it’s gay your honor

[muchlove-judge]

I remember maybe third day of Catechism when Sister Catherine said that each and every one of us are sinners and there wasn’t nothing to be done for it. And I believe it of me, hell yes I do — I’m a killer, stone cold. Some people are good at math and some people are good at art, but me, I’m good at shooting, and it scares me right to the bone the things I’d do for you.

#not easily conquered

[muchlove-judge]

i don't normally equate fanfiction with literature but not easily conquered changed a generation. and even if you weren't a stucky fan, your life HAS been altered by their impact, even if only through the poetry written about them that became universally known. womb to tomb sweetheart

#stucky

[muchlove-judge]

the horniest scene on television is when hannibal & will are in hannibal's office and will says that hannibal "almost destroyed" him, and that he can't do his therapy anywhere else because he can't be truthful about his desires, which prompts hannibal to ask if will fantazies about killing him, and when will says yes, hannibal asks how he'd do it, and will replies "with my hands" with barely restrained emotion, which pleases hannibal and turns him on. hannibal then says that will has discovered a truth about himself, that doing bad things to bad people (hannibal) makes him feel good, and asks will if he's going to attempt to kill him again, and will licks his lips while making extended eye contact and says "i don't want to kill you, dr lecter. not now that i finally find you interesting" in the sluttiest tone possible. like i just know that hannibal fucked will til he cried after that

#hannibal

[muchlove-judge]

“according to your thesis,” he said, “an influx of adrenaline and a desire to survive gave you that talent. not god. this isn’t divinity, eli. it’s science and chance.”

“maybe to a point, but when i climbed into that water, i put myself in his hands—”

“no,” snapped victor. “you put yourself in mine.”

VICIOUS was released on this day ten years ago (september 24th, 2013)

#vicious #the ust is so insane

[muchlove-judge]

But what fascinated Victor most was the fact that something about Eli was decidedly wrong. He was like one of those pictures full of small errors, the kind you could only pick out by searching the image from every angle, and even then, a few always slipped by.

#vicious #fuckedupbesties

[muchlove-judge]

Girlworried girlconcerned girlstressed

[muchlove-judge]

more ai paintings but this time with trc quotes:

“they were loud and triumphant and kings of henrietta”

“what do you want, adam? to feel awake when my eyes are open.”

“how do i know i love her? because i can sleep after i talk to her”

“safe as life”

“tamquam alter idem”

#the raven cycle

[muchlove-judge]

making Ronan Lynch smile felt as charged as making a bargain with Cabeswater. These were not forces to play with.

Ronan Lynch, The Raven Cycle

#trc #ronan lynch

[muchlove-judge]

FICTIONNET’S SECRET SANTA EVENT: merry christmas, rey @icaruspdf!

later, we lay on the riverbank, learning the lines of each other’s bodies anew. this, and this and this. we were like gods at the dawning of the world, and our joy was so bright we could see nothing else but the other.

[muchlove-judge]

Do you wanna come with me? Sporus?

#im falling apart #succession