mystic-vampire

[mystic-vampire]

This weird feeling comes around again. The guilt and shame of being alive. The discomfort of living.

[mystic-vampire]

I'm too scared to let go.

[mystic-vampire]

Go easy on me, I'm suicidal and anything can be the end of me

[mystic-vampire]

[mystic-vampire]

I know it shouldn’t matter anymore. But it still hurts.

— r.r.

[mystic-vampire]

Everything’s getting worse

I can feel it

#sad but true #sorry for being depressing #i want to cry #heart been broke so many times #i loved you #it was always you #heartbreak #heartache #my heart #kinda depressing

[mystic-vampire]

[mystic-vampire]

I barley even sleep anymore

#sad but true #sorry for being depressing #i want to cry #heart been broke so many times #i loved you #it was always you #heartbreak #heartache #my heart #kinda depressing

[mystic-vampire]

Wish my mind would just let me get some fucking sleep I’m so exhausted

[mystic-vampire]

me: i need to learn to love myself

also me: i’m such a piece of shit

[mystic-vampire]

I’m sorry for all the times my mental health made me a bad friend

[mystic-vampire]

bpd culture is always being the "it's okay i understand your feelings and why you acted this way" person but never the one being understood

[mystic-vampire]

I don't fucking mean anything

[mystic-vampire]

— Trista Mateer ,“I Still Forget We’re Not Even Friends”

[mystic-vampire]

I’m like 99% sure everyone I know actually finds me so fucking annoying

[mystic-vampire]

I feel so disgusting and uncomfortable in my own skin I don’t wanna be here

[mystic-vampire]

can i just be a good person for once? why do i keep messing up?