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ok stupid question my bad

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sometimes I'm like: it would be nice to hold someone's hand

but then it's like: it what cost?

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Anemia gang rise up! (but not too fast)

#anemia #beck chats

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put “top 5” anything in my ask and i will answer ok go

#me too

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I know when ppl here really understand what I'm about when they send me grilled cheese content

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shenanigans

#aa

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#the wrong one

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I cannot imagine someone actually like loving me??? wanting to be with me?? dating me?? unfathomable & also impossible 

#YOU! DESERVE! LOVE! #i might not be capable but i can see it!

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good sensations can sometimes be extreme, and i know i personally enjoy a good few of those, so i wanted to know which of these types of pain are the most commonly enjoyed :)

basically my question is. am i such a touch deprived weirdo that i'll enjoy fucked up sensations no one else likes or am i normal

#uuhhh #ok but trichotillomania haver here #at some point pulling hair out stops hurting but yeah ill smash the applicable button #doesn't really relate to being touch starved for me

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Idk about you but I'm ready for a new super pop megastar in America. like someone who is relatable to all generations not just the young and then go on to be nostaligia stars.

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fandom playlists used to be full of songs from florence and the machine’s 2009 album “lungs.” we used to be a society

#lol #its always darkest before the dawn tho

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Nina Simone, February 21, 1933 – April 21, 2003.

#NINAAAAA

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I once read a fic with an authors note essay on how Teen Titans (2003) Robin was actually more fitting as Tim Drake and I honestly never recovered.

#i know i posted about this before but #teen titans #tim drake #dc comics

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episode two and I can feel my personality starting to shift

the way I'm not normal after watching just one episode of blue eye samurai

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I think I can trace my intense hatred for the whole "regulations are just corporate bullshit, building codes are just The Man's way of keeping you down, we should return to pre-industrial barter and trade systems" nonsense back to when I first started doing electrical work at one of the largest hospitals in the country.

I have had to learn so much about all the special conditions in the National Electric Code for healthcare systems. All the systems that keep hospitals running, all the redundancies and backups that make sure one disaster or outage won't take out the hospital's life support, all the rules about different spaces within the hospital and the different standards that apply to each of them. And a lot of it is ridiculously over-engineered and overly redundant, but all of it is in the service of saving even one life from being lost to some wacky series of coincidences that could have been prevented with that redundancy.

I've done significantly less work in food production plants and the like, but I know they have similar standards to make sure the plants aren't going to explode or to make sure a careless maintenance tech isn't accidentally dropping screws into jars of baby food or whatever. And research labs have them to make sure some idiot doesn't leave a wrench inside a transformer and wreck a multi-million dollar machine when they try to switch it on.

Living in the self-sufficient commune is all fun and games until someone needs a kidney transplant and suddenly wants a clean, reliable hospital with doctors that are subject to some kind of overseeing body, is my point.

#can i get this on embroidered??? #literally basis of my job

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It’s been a while, but here’s another for the non-existent Wheel of Time animated series.

#thats my girl #wot

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Interesting how zebra print and horse print are too very different concepts