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like isn't that so fucked like this stupid self directed fatphobia has been ingrained in me since i was 2 years old i was basically born hating my body what the fuck

the only reason i haven't killed myself is because i haven't reached my gw and don't want to die fat

#I'm gonna be the joker but like hot and upset about beauty standards

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the only reason i haven't killed myself is because i haven't reached my gw and don't want to die fat

#tw weight #hate myself #tw sui ideation #tw ed but not sheeran #i wanna die

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im so pissed my best friend is leaving me fucking homeless for her situationship that man does not love you bitch what the fuck

#new year 2024 #evil reigns #diaryposting #messy

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how do i lose weight real fast in 10 days because it has taken me a whole month to loose 15lbs and i don't want to be the fattest girl at the nye party (the main attendees are coked out failed models)

#tw weight #just girly things

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google show recommendations for pyjamas that will communicate how cool and esoteric i am

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i used to weave this design obsessively as a kid

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messing around on shoplook to reconnect with my niche meme page roots. this look is dedicated to 1yr anniversary me vomitting outside a dive bar.

#shoplook #moodboard #dive bar #memory lane #im bored

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girls who bullied you in highschool will take mushrooms once and go on a spiritual journey 2 bcome an even bigger cunt but with a crystal shop on etsy....

#hater moment #imbittersorry #diaryposting

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i wear makeup and then look at pictures people take of me and it always looks wrong i just look like a freak like a ugly gutter goblin. some1 kill me.

#makeup #i hate it here #just girly things #diaryposting

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gonna bcome the most unbearable bitch on this website

#sisyphean task

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trying to be overly pretentious and intellectual to feel closer to my 15 year old self who bought her walkman to parties and snuck into the london opera house to watch madama butterfly

#pretentious #girlhood #growing up #girlblogger #girlblogging #diaryposting

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Chloë Sevigny at premier of Trees Lounge in New York (1996).

#chloë sevigny #cool girl #girlblogging #fashion inspiration #chloe sevigny #slay

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looking back at creative projects i made when i was younger and realising that that creativity has been lost to me

#just girly things #growing up #gettingstupider

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my oversharing is getting soo bad i fully just tell the randomest people my secrets when I'm blackout like was just talking to this guy and he was like "was this before or after you abused laxatives?" and im like whyyyy do you know that.

#oversharing #online diary #drunk blogging #drunkposting

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