been thinking about ass play as a form of punishment for bratting recently. like, i don't enjoy it, but that's what makes it absolutely perfect as a motivator for me to behave
I love how intricate asexuality can be. No sex at all? Sure! Just want to watch? Brilliant! Only comfortable with topping? You go girl! Only rarely feel aroused and when you do it's very touch and go? Wonderful! Kinky but not in a sex way? Coolio! Queerness is full of nuance and people are complicated and things never live in a vacuum!!
always said I'd never get a dildo bc i wouldn't use it but,,, maybe i should get one, just to have something to sit on and keep my hole stuffed whilst i do my work
wow coming on here not horny like,, damn im fucked up huh
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cw gaslighting, cnc, weed
i can't remember if i've posted about this before but i really like the idea of doing a stoned cnc scene (all would be pre-negotiated and consensual)
it would start innocent, them getting me to keep taking bong hits, putting it to my lips and encouraging me to smoke more before i even know what i'm doing. eventually when i'm struggling to function they'd start gently touching me up, pulling me closer, grabbing me a bit, slowly a hand starts to slip into my boxers where i'm already soaked and starts rubbing there. i try to push them away and tell them to stop but they just slip their fingers inside of me and tell me i wanted this, i asked for this, don't i remember? they'd pump their fingers in and out faster and make me moan and for a minute i'd forget to fight back, lost in the pleasure, before trying to stop them again, trying to push their hand away even as i keep making small noises without realising it
they'd pinch my nippples a bit and slowly push me back on the bed and i'd be so stoned i'd forget what they'd been doing for a moment, just happy to be comfy on the bed as they pull my boxers off whilst reassuring me everything's okay i can just relax, go to sleep if i want.
they'd push my leg up and start rubbing my tdick and i'd grind against them before remembering i'm supposed to be fighting this and asking them what are they doing, why are they doing this?? they'd hold me down and bring me to the edge moving between fingerings me and rubbing me cock, me making half-assed protests at it all but falling deeper and deeper into the pleasure.
at some point they'd start fucking me, continuing the constant reassurances that i want this until my little stoned brain can't tell what's right anymore, until i genuinely forget any idea that i should've been fighting this and just collapse underneath them, moaning and taking it. by the time they push a vibrator to me i'm gone with how good it feels and just whine and cum around them until they finally get tired of overstimulating me, clean me up, and cuddle me whilst i sleep happily.
niche problem but my body's started squirting really easily and now i can't have a slightly more enjoyable wank without making a mess it's a nightmare smh
i can't remember if i've posted about this before but i really like the idea of doing a stoned cnc scene (all would be pre-negotiated and consensual)
it would start innocent, them getting me to keep taking bong hits, putting it to my lips and encouraging me to smoke more before i even know what i'm doing. eventually when i'm struggling to function they'd start gently touching me up, pulling me closer, grabbing me a bit, slowly a hand starts to slip into my boxers where i'm already soaked and starts rubbing there. i try to push them away and tell them to stop but they just slip their fingers inside of me and tell me i wanted this, i asked for this, don't i remember? they'd pump their fingers in and out faster and make me moan and for a minute i'd forget to fight back, lost in the pleasure, before trying to stop them again, trying to push their hand away even as i keep making small noises without realising it
they'd pinch my nippples a bit and slowly push me back on the bed and i'd be so stoned i'd forget what they'd been doing for a moment, just happy to be comfy on the bed as they pull my boxers off whilst reassuring me everything's okay i can just relax, go to sleep if i want.
they'd push my leg up and start rubbing my tdick and i'd grind against them before remembering i'm supposed to be fighting this and asking them what are they doing, why are they doing this?? they'd hold me down and bring me to the edge moving between fingerings me and rubbing me cock, me making half-assed protests at it all but falling deeper and deeper into the pleasure.
at some point they'd start fucking me, continuing the constant reassurances that i want this until my little stoned brain can't tell what's right anymore, until i genuinely forget any idea that i should've been fighting this and just collapse underneath them, moaning and taking it. by the time they push a vibrator to me i'm gone with how good it feels and just whine and cum around them until they finally get tired of overstimulating me, clean me up, and cuddle me whilst i sleep happily.
been thinking about being tied down or restrained somehow and being made to cum over and over again in so many different ways - hands, mouth, vibrator, dildo, everything, and after each orgasm they step back and write something down. i'm too out of it from begging to question it and at the end we cuddle and i fall asleep, just to wake up to them gently touching me awake. it isn't until they've edged me a couple times that i realise the notes were all the signs of when im about to cum so i can be kept perfectly on the edge without ever having to say anything