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#𝄞𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ 𓈈⭒♬ ﾟ.

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#𝄞𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ 𓈈⭒♬ ﾟ.

[opieluvs]

To sleep with the moon in one eye and the sun in the other, a star between one’s lips, the wind between one’s fingers. To sleep this way, perfectly still, while the soul trembles …

- Béatrice Libert, tr by Renée Linkhorn & Judy Cochran

#𝄞𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ 𓈈⭒♬ ﾟ.

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#𝄞𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ 𓈈⭒♬ ﾟ.

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YOUR WEDDING WILL BE SO COOL OPPIE TELL ME HOW IT GOES 💞💞💞

THANK YOU SO MUCH BRI BRI !!! and i most definitely will tell you how it goes :>>

#[✉️—asks] #[💌—bri <3] #thank you again #you're such a sweetheart <33

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do you ever get this feeling where you get nervous for no reason. like as summer approaches, the closer my wedding date is. don't get me wrong i'm very excited for my wedding, but i'm so nervous too. i just can't explain it. i hope this makes sense bc i'm a little paranoid rn and i don't know why :<<

#ᰔ.opie rambles .ᐟ.ᐟ #it feels like my stomach is a big void (if that makes sense) #this is so embarrassing to admit

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no way my friend just said "i wish that were me" when i told her i was sa'd 💀 she also asked me if my assaulter was hot...

#ᰔ.opie rambles .ᐟ.ᐟ #tw; sa #i'm definitely blocking her #i don't know what possessed her to say that to me

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⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ Army Dreamers

ever since your husband left for war, you have been struggling to make ends meet. working four jobs and taking care of five children causes more stress than you can handle. but what causes you to finally breakdown was when you open your door to see four men in uniform.

info. fyodor + fem!reader, early 1900s au, fyodor is in the military, religious themes, reader and fyodor have five children together, angst, character death, grammar mistakes

ACT I.... the weight of absence, the strain of solitude

ACT II.... desperate measures, desperate times

ACT III.... the harsh reality, the cruel decree

ACT IV.... a mother's sacrifice, a father's legacy

MASTERLIST

#the title is from the song army dreamers by kate bush #˗ˏˋ ꒰ bsd ꒱ ˎˊ˗ #ᰔ.opie's library .ᐟ.ᐟ #fyodor dostoevsky #fyodor x reader #fyodor dostoevsky x reader #fyodor angst #bungou stray dogs #bsd x reader

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update:

HE'S ALIVE!!! HE SURVIVED!!! i'm crying so hard. gosh, never been so afraid in my life. shaking so hard rn. glad that the doctors decided to change their minds and let me see him. thank you all for the support. i love you guys so so so so so much.

i'm so happy my baby is okay. the doctors did say that he will be paralyzed from the waist down, but he can learn how to walk again, which that is good :)

i might be offline for a bit so i can take care of him. love you guys so much and thank you again for all the support.

i'm literally crying and throwing up rn because why does the world hate me so much. i just found out my fiance got into a car crash and the doctors told me that his surgery is around 5 hours long. gosh, i'm panicking so bad. please please please don't take him away from me. ya'll don't understand, my fiance practically saved my life. i'm shaking so hard right now. what makes me so mad is that the doctors told me that i can't see him and even said i can't see him if he does make it. like what the hell man.

#kissing all over his face rn !!!

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update:

i'm currently sitting in the waiting room at the hospital with my fiance's family. i don't care what the doctors say, i'm seeing him. i don't care if i have to wait all night. those damn doctors can suck my dick. i just want to see him, is that too much to ask for?

i'm literally crying and throwing up rn because why does the world hate me so much. i just found out my fiance got into a car crash and the doctors told me that his surgery is around 5 hours long. gosh, i'm panicking so bad. please please please don't take him away from me. ya'll don't understand, my fiance practically saved my life. i'm shaking so hard right now. what makes me so mad is that the doctors told me that i can't see him and even said i can't see him if he does make it. like what the hell man.

#a little sleepy rn #but i'm staying up for him #i'm not resting until i see him

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i'm literally crying and throwing up rn because why does the world hate me so much. i just found out my fiance got into a car crash and the doctors told me that his surgery is around 5 hours long. gosh, i'm panicking so bad. please please please don't take him away from me. ya'll don't understand, my fiance practically saved my life. i'm shaking so hard right now. what makes me so mad is that the doctors told me that i can't see him and even said i can't see him if he does make it. like what the hell man.

#i'm praying and hoping that he is going to be okay #i don't know what i would do if he dies #i've been cring every since i got the news #pls pls pls let him be okay please

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@cheriiyaya @lovedazai

Listen to me guys hear me out-

DAZAI'S FOREHEAD IS REAL

#˗ˏˋ ꒰ bsd ꒱ ˎˊ˗ #osamu dazai #i just want to kiss his little bruise🥹

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@lovedazai

🥀 椿

椿 - Camellia japonica

#˗ˏˋ ꒰ bsd ꒱ ˎˊ˗ #osamu dazai #that flower is for me btw :3 #he's so dreamy ૮꒰˶𖦹ᵕ𖦹˶꒱ა #very pretty pretty pretty art !!

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WARNING!!!!

People, please be careful. There are also people tracking children and people and putting bids on them based on their profile pictures on whatsapp, tracking and kidnapping them. Especially young children, so please be cautious, especially parents who have their children as their profile pictures.

Please pass this on to everyone so that they are aware of the danger. I don’t how it is all around the world but I know it can’t just be here so please please spread the word. Thank you.

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Not gonna say anything about the quest but I'm obsessed with Sunday's resting :3 face

#˗ˏˋ ꒰ hsr ꒱ ˎˊ˗ #sunday #i don't care what people say about him #he's my baby (˶>▽ <˶)

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morning after

(edit of that one aventurine illustration)

#˗ˏˋ ꒰ bsd ꒱ ˎˊ˗ #osamu dazai #i'm literally foaming at the mouth rn #gosh i need him so bad

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off 2 sleep

#𝄞𓂃 ࣪˖ ִֶָ 𓈈⭒♬ ﾟ.