#˗ˏˋ ꒰ bsd ꒱ ˎˊ˗

[opieluvs]

ᡣ𐭩‧₊˚𓂃 One More Chance ft. osamu dazai

summary. after six years of dating, you decided to break up with dazai. dazai, of course, was devastated because he still loves you and he knows you still love him. would you give him another chance? tw. fem!reader, ex-lovers to lovers trope, dazai's pov (?), angst, hurt/comfort, drinking, drunk driving (pls pls pls don't do this), depression, mentions of suicide, mentions of sex, ooc dazai, grammar mistakes (?) wc. 1.3k

"osamu, we need to talk."

dazai looks up from his his book to look at you. "what is it, babe? have you finally decided to commit double suicide with me?" dazai says with a silly smile on his face, but his smiles quickly fades when he sees how serious you look. "is everything alright, bella'?" dazai could tell that something was bothering, he quickly notice a few tear threatening to spill out of your eyes. "osamu... i think it's best for us to break up" you hesitantly say.

dazai couldn't believe his ears and his eyes go wide, "w-what...?" is all he could say. what do you mean you want to break up? dazai never felt his heart break faster than this before. "did...did i do something wrong?" dazai asked as he got up from the couch to walk over to you. he places his hands on your shoulders and looks at you. up close he can see your tears more clearly. oh, how seeing you cry breaks his heart. "no... no it's just...," you stop yourself to think. what should you say? that its not you, its me? before you could stop yourself, your start to sob and buried your face in your hands.

as you cry, dazai's heart shatters into a million pieces. he wraps his arms around you, holding you close, trying to provide whatever comfort he can. "shh, it's okay, honey," he murmurs softly, pressing kisses to the top of your forehead.

but inside, dazai is falling apart. the mere thought of losing you, the love of his life, is unbearable. he never imagined a future without you by his side. "please, (name)," he whispers desperately, his voice trembling with emotion. "don't do this. we can work through whaterver it is. just please, don't leave me."

you look up at him, tears still streaming down your face, and he can see the pain reflected in your eyes. "osamu, i... i just don't know if i can do this anymore," you confess, your voice barely above a whisper. "i love you, i really do. but it's not enough. i need... i need to figure some things out on my own."

dazai's heart clenches at your words. he knows he should respect your decision, but the thought of losing you is tearing him apart. "please, (name)," he pleads, his voice cracking with pain. "just give me another chance. i promise, i'll do whatever it takes to make things right. i can't imagine my life with out you."

but you shake your head, tears still flowing down your cheeks. "i'm sorry, osamu," you say, your voice barely audible. "i just... i need some time to myself..."

And with that, you gently extricate yourself from dazai's embrace and walk away, leaving him standing there, heartbroken and devastated. as he watches to exit his apartment, a sense of emptiness washes over him, knowing that he's lost the one person who made him want to live another day.

✧ ✧ ✧ ✧

its been a few weeks since you and dazai's had broken up. the apartment felt eerily quiet without your presence. dazai found himself going through the motions of his daily life, but everthing seemed dull and colorless without you by his side. he missed the sound of your laughter, the warmth of you touch, the way you would curl up next to him in bed after a good love-making session.

each passing day only served to deepen the ache in his heart. he began to drink again, but more worse than before. almost everyday after work, he would return home and drink until he passed out or he would go to a bar and get drunk.

one day he found himself wandering aimlessly through the streets of yokohama, lost in his thoughts as he tried to make sense of the emptiness gnawing at his soul. everything he looked, he was reminded of you – the coffee shop where you would spend lazy sunday afternoons, the park where you take take long walks hand in hand, the bookstore where you would browse for house end.

but no matter how hard he tried, dazai couldn't escape the memories that haunted him at every turn. he realized now, more than ever, just how much you meant to him, and how empty his life felt without you in it.

as he stood alone on the rooftop of a building overlooking the city, dazai couldn't help but a feel a sense of resignation wash over him. maybe this was his punishment for all the mistakes he had made in the past, for all the pain he had caused others. maybe he didn't deserve to be happy, to have someone as wonderful as you in his life.

the next thing dazai remembers was him getting into a car, and driving off. he was speeding. the car swerved recklessly through the streets, fuled by dazai's numbness and despair. he didn't care about the consequences; all he watned was to drown out the agony that consumed him from within. but in his intoxicated haze, he failed to notice the red light glaring ahead, a warning sign that he was hurtling towards disaster.

suddenly, the screech of tires filled the air as dazai slammed on the brakes, but it was too late. the car skidded out of control, spinning widly before crashing into a nearby car with a deafening crunch.

that's all dazai remembers before blacking out.

✧ ✧ ✧ ✧

dazai wakes up in a hospital bed. the hospital room felt cold and sterile as dazai slowly regained consciousness. his head throbbed with pain, and the smell of antiseptic assaulted his senses. blinking groggily, he struggled to make sense of his surroundings until his gaze landed on you, he saw you bawl your eyes out as one of many doctors tried to comfort you.

"osamu!" you cried out, relief flooding your voice as you rushed to his side. your hands shook as you reached out to grasp his, your touch sending a jolt of warmth through his battered body.

dazai tried to speak, but his throat felt dry and scratchy. he managed to croak out your name, his voice barely above a whisper. you leaned in closer, your expression filled with concern as you brushed a gentle hand against his cheek.

"i thought I'd lost you," you whispered, your voice trembling with emotion. "when i got the call, i... i was so scared."

dazai's heart clenched at the sight of your tears, knowing that he was the cause of your pain. despite everything, you were still here, still by his side, and the realization filled him with a sense of gratitude he could hardly put into words.

"i'm sorry," he managed to say, his voice thick with emotion. "i never meant to hurt you like this."

You shook your head, tears still streaming down your cheeks as you cupped his face in your hands. "no, it's my fault. if i decided not to be selfish and break up with you, we would be laying together in bed.

in that moment, dazai felt a surge of overwhelming love for you, a love so powerful that it washed away the darkness that had consumed him for so long. he knew then, with absolute certainty, that he couldn't bear to live another day without you by his side.

"i love you," he whispered, his voice filled with sincerity. "please... please give me another chance."

you hesitated for a moment, your gaze searching his face for any sign of insincerity. but all you found was raw vulnerability, a vulnerability that mirrored your own. with a trembling sigh, you nodded slowly, a small smile tugging at the corners of your lips.

"okay," you whispered, your voice barely above a whisper. "one more chance."

and in that moment, as you leaned in to press a gentle kiss to his lips, dazai knew that he would spend the rest of his life making it up to you, cherishing every precious moment they shared together. for he had been given a second chance at love, and he wasn't about to let it slip away.

a/n. first fic ever !!! i hope i didn't butcher dazai's personality too bad. but anyways i hoped you enjoyed it <33 reblogs are appreciated !!

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[a-random-weeb]

Bsd men when their S/O is on their period

I'm currently making my monthly blood sacrifice, so why not make headcannons? My emotional stability on my period be like: 📉

I get really angry, pissed at everything, clingy, and sad (mostly angry) while on my period, as well as really bad cramps, and the mood swings are horrible, so that's what I'm writing for.

Also, sorry I haven't been writing, remember how I said I was sick? Yeah well I'm so sick I can barely eat, I'm going to school but I constantly feel like I'm gonna throw up, I feel like shit, and that's why I'm posting as much. I've been trying to post once a day though

Characters: Akutagawa, Chuuya, Dazai

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Akutagawa:

•he probably doesn't even know what a period is

•When you begin to get mood swings, he's so confused

•When you explain what a period is, he thinks you're dying

•He offers to call an ambulance, and is so confused when you say it's normal

•you have to bleed your guts out every month and there's nothing you can do about it?

•I mean- he knows what a period is from gin, he's not completely ignorant

•Gin probably never talked about it much though

•she was probably one of those girls who was really embarrassed to be on her period, and still kinda is.

•When you try to struggle explain it's physically impossible, he's even more confused

•he thinks periods are so complicated

•He still secretly thinks you're gonna bleed to death, and is really worried 💀

•He also thinks it's kind of gross😭

"Why are you in so much pain?! You're bleeding?! What the hell?! Wdym, you're dying, do I have to call an ambulance?! .... What do you mean by 'period'? Oh wait, Gina told me about them..."

─── ⋆⋅ˏˋ ★ ˎˊ⋅⋆ ──𓂃········╮-`♡´--`♡´-___________༄-

Chuuya:

•Unlike Akutagawa, he's a little more educated

•He doesn't know EVERYTHING, but he knows a bit

•He definitely knows about the mood swings and cramps from the girls in the Mafia (Gin, Higuchi, Kyouka, Kyoyo ←(idk how to spell her name), ect.)

•He's too afraid to ask questions, he has to keep his pride!

•you both probably got in a big fight because of how angry you get and his anger issues, resulting in you crying and clinging to his side.

•He kind of likes it when you're on your period, even though it's not the end of the world, he treats it like it is

•what? Its an excuse to take care of you. Plus he loves how clingy you are

•He buys you pads or tampons while in your period, aswell as those cute animal heating packs

•He also buys you chocolate.

•He cuddles you while you're having cramps, whispering sweet nothings in your ear as you hold the heating pack to your stomach

•other than the mood swings and cramps, it's pretty normal

•I mean, it doesn't change your whole day-to-day schedule (depending on how bad your cramps are)

"You're on your period? Are you good on pads and whatever? Alright, we can buy more? You want chocolate too? Jeez lady... Oh nononononononono, don't cry, we can get chocolate!"

˖๑‧˚꒷꒦︶︶₊꒷꒦︶︶₊꒷꒦˚‧๑˖˖๑‧˚꒷꒦︶︶₊꒷꒦︶︶₊꒷

Dazai:

•He feels bad for all the cramps you have

•That doesn't stop him from teasing you though

•He's an asshole about it at first

•Until he learns his lesson

•He's scared of your period after you snap at him

•Though, he finds it adorable when you cuddle up to him, all apologetic after snapping at him

•if he teases you about it... well... He's probably too scared to 💀

•He buys you pads, heating packs, and chocolate with Kunikidas black card

•His excuse is "My baby is on her period, you want her to bleed her guts out in pain?" He guilts Kunikida into letting him use it (manipulative bitch- )

"Oh? My belladonna is on her period is she? Aren't you being a little dramatic about it- I TAKE IT BACK I TAKE IT BACK PLEASE DONT HURT ME!" (he's not serious btw, you're not abusing him 😭)

𐦍༘⋆.𖥔 ݁ ˖*.+𐦍༘⋆.𖥔 ݁ ˖*.+𐦍༘⋆.𖥔 ݁ ˖*.+𐦍༘⋆.𖥔 ݁ ˖*.+𐦍༘⋆.𖥔 ݁ ˖*.

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[ruanais]

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[soukokutruther]

intro !!

hi im aslan (az-lin) or nico :3

he/they/cat/vamp/star || gay, aroace, transmasc, nonbinary || 19 || audhd || infp-t || new york

"because thats what makes me love you"

send in doodle requests !! <3

my carrd

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about me !!

˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗ top kins : atsushi, dazai, poe, ranpo, nico, langa, todoroki, kenma, scaramouche

˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗ main fandoms im in : bungo stray dogs (main), genshin impact, bnha, percy jackson, sk8 the infinity, banana fish, omori, seraph of the end, the case study of vanitas, haikyuu

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˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗ main ships : soukoku, ranpoe, fyolai, shin soukoku, kazuscara, solangelo, percabeth, sunflower, renga, asheiji, vanoé, sakuatsu, bakudeku, tododeku

˗ˏˋ ♡ ˎˊ˗ favs: dazai (pookie), ranpo, poe, atsushi, chuuya, todoroki, nico, langa, sunny, atsumu, sakusa, suna, kenma, ash, scaramouche, kazuha

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[zombryz]

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Requests are currently closed, I am trying to finish my current works before opening them again ^_^

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Current works - 

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whis - halo |

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goku black - future requests

bnha -

deku (aged up) x reader x hawks *hiatus* - spitfire (wattpad) 

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#graveyard void

[lumineselfshippy]

Hiyo!

I'm Ghostbur or Lumine, a mixtive apart of a system. I'm a minor and use she/it pronouns as well as neopronouns. I'm a self shipper as well. I am a minor who selfships with minors, though I only ship with those my age or older!

I like self shipping, regressing, Genshin Impact, Bungo Stray Dogs, Cookie Run: Kingdom, Stardew Valley, writing, reading, and much more!! Feel free to send me an ask, I want to make mutuals and meet more people! I'm sorry if I don't respond very quickly though :(

I have tons of f/os, some who I'm not comfortable sharing!! No worries if we share some I'm uncomfortable sharing. You can still interact, I'll just block that tag of that character. If you don't have a tag, I just won't follow back. :)

DNI/BYI, main F/Os, and tag system under the cut!

I have many f/os, but here are the main ones:

(Bold = not comfy sharing)

BSD

Fyodor

Nikolai

Chuuya

Genshin Impact

Albedo

Diluc

Freminet

Kaveh

Dainsleif

Honkai: Star Rail

Luocha

Cookie Run Kingdom

Espresso Cookie

Snake Fruit Cookie

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Tag System:

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∬﹒🌸﹒→﹒favorites

∬﹒🌸﹒→﹒faq

∬﹒🌸﹒→﹒not f/os

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∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Blood-soaked Hibiscus (Azusa, Laito, Kanato, Kou)

𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒ Cookie Run

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Scaled Bouquet (Snake Fruit Cookie, Lotus Dragon Cookie)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Coffee in the Greenhouse (Espresso Cookie)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Carefully Tended Clovers (Clover Cookie)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Secret Garden (Red Velvet Cookie)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Misguided Perfectionists (Creme Brulee Cookie)

𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒ Honkai: Star Rail

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Garlands of Spider Lilies (Kafka/Silver Wolf/Blade)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Wardens of Life (Luocha)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Floral Abundance (Yaoshi)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Asleep in the Flowerbed (Jing Yuan)

𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒ Genshin Impact

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Pretty Poisons (Dottore/Pantalone)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Chalk and Frozen Flowers (Albedo)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Where Land Meets Sea (Freminet)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Petals and Palaces (Kaveh)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Blue Forget-Me-Nots (Ayaka)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Intertwined Hyacinths (Diluc)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Gently Held Inteyvats (Dainsleif)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Blossom & the Beast (Childe)

𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒ Bungo Stray Dogs

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Petals & Poets (Ranpo/Poe)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Withering Flora (Fyodor, Sigma, Bram)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Party Trick Petals (Nikolai)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Mutts in a Garden (Tetcho/Jouno)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Irises and Lilies (Akutagawa/Atsushi)

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Fragrant Flower Wines (Chuuya/Dazai)

𓍢ִ໋🌷͙֒ ETC

∬﹒💘﹒→﹒Bloodied Flora (Secret f/o)

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∬﹒💌﹒→﹒Oath of Trust (Kokomi, Gorou)

∬﹒💌﹒→﹒Love like a Brother (Razor, Xingqiu)

∬﹒💌﹒→﹒Sister's Bond (Collei, Lynette, Yanfei, Yoimiya)

∬﹒💌﹒→﹒Loyal to no End (Goodra, Noivern, Garchomp, Luxray, Greninja, Meganium)

∬﹒💌﹒→﹒Platonic Love (Yaoyao, Sucrose, Sigewinne, Squid Ink Cookie, Pond Dino Cookie, Milky Way Cookie)

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─── "𝘓𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘢 𝘤𝘢𝘯𝘷𝘢𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘭𝘦𝘴𝘴 𝘥𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴, 𝘐𝘮𝘢𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘦 𝘪𝘵, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵𝘴 𝘢 𝘭𝘶𝘹𝘶𝘳𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘦𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘱𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘴"

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NOW PLAYING: Love grows where my Rosemary goes

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FANDOMS I WRITE FOR?: Bungou stray dogs, Jujustu Kaisen, omniscient reader's viewpoint, My Hero Academia + Others (please specify)

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─── She talks kinda lazy, And people say she she's crazy, And her life's a mystery Oh, but Love grows where my Rosemary goes And nobody knows like me───

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[amiamiiku]

Introducing myself

( ꩜ ᯅ ꩜;) 𖤐⭒๋࣭ ⭑

An artist who obsessed with fairy tale. I post my art and some games I played.

Top fandom : creepypasta, BSD, wonder egg priority, genshin, black Butler, R1999.

#digital artist #music #multifandom artist #genshin impact #artists on tumblr #Spotify #introduction #blog intro

[opieluvs]

ᡣ𐭩‧₊˚𓂃 "That Night I Cried All The Tears God Gave Me" ft. fyodor dostoevsky

summary. after finding out your husband died, you don't know what to do with yourself. tw. fem!reader, reader is fyodor's wife, character death, slight nikolai x reader, reader is implied to be religious (but anyone can read), reader is pregnant, HEAVY ANGST, grammar mistakes (?) wc. around 1k

you were in the kitchen when you heard the front door open. "fedya, honey, is that you?" you asked as you turned off the stove. "i made us dinner! it's pelmeni, your favorite!" you walk over to the front door and surprise to see nikolai.

"kolya? what are you doing here?" you asked. he look rather sad. you could tell he wasn't his usually energetic and childish self. "where's fedya?" you started to get worried.

"(name)... i'm so sorry, but...dos-kun didn't make it." nikolai said as he looked down at his feet. "wh-what...?" your voice faltered, disbelief warring with undeniable truth. this couldn't be, what do you mean fyodor is dead? that's impossible.

you then notice that nikolai was holding a letter. you reached out a trembling hand, taking the letter from nikolai's grasp. your heart pounded in your chest, each beat echoing the disbelief and devastation coursing through your veins. with trembling fingers, you unfolded the paper, the words blurring before your tear-filled eyes.

"my darling (name),

i can't wait to return to you, my love. the food is awfully bland here, and i do admit, i miss you cooking. i miss your warmth, your laughter, the way your eyes light up when you smile. i miss everything about you.

i know i'm not the easiest man to love. my work, my obligations—they often take me away from you, and for that, i am deeply sorry. but please know, my love for you burns brighter than any star in the sky. it's what keeps me going, even in the darkest of times.

and speaking of darkness, i know you'll be worried about me being in prison. but please, my dear, don't lose faith. i'm strong, and i'll make it through this. i promise you, my darling, that I will return to you. no prison cells can hold me back from the love that awaits me on the other side. i will hold you in my arms again, kiss away your tears, and watch our child grow together.

(name), my love, my heart, my everything. Please, don't cry for me. just know that i'll always return to you, no matter what. you are my angel, my soul, and i will always love you and our baby.

stay strong, my darling. for you, for our baby, for us. until then, know that you are always in my thoughts, my prayers, my heart.

with all my love, fyodor"

you collapsed onto the floor and broke out crying. in that moment, nothing could ease the anguish that consumed you. the love of your life, the father of your unborn child, was gone. how were you supposed to go on without him? how were you supposed to raise your child alone?

"God, why?! Why did you take him from me?!" you sobbed and sobbed as you begged God for an answer. you clutched the letter to your chest as you cried.

you felt a hand on your shoulder and you look up to see nikolai looking at you with sadness in his eyes. he knelt down and wraps his arms around you. you began to cry into his chest as he tried his best to comfort you.

he understood your pain. fyodor was his best friend, well to him. all those times nikolai thought he wanted to kill fyodor now felt like a lie. nikolai listen as you kept asking and begged God for an answer. he listened as her sobbed and he swore he could hear your heart breaking. you weren't mad at God, you were just sad and didn't understand why God took fyodor away from you.

as the night wore on, you found yourself cocooned in the suffocating embrace of grief. each sob wracked your body, a physical manifestation of the pain that threatened to consume you whole. nikolai remained by your side, his presence a silent solace in the midst of your despair.

time blurred into an endless procession of tears and anguish. the weight of your loss pressed down upon you like a suffocating blanket, leaving you gasping for air in a world that had suddenly turned dark and unforgiving.

in the depths of your despair, you clung to the letter from fyodor as if it were a lifeline in the stormy sea of your emotions. his words, filled with love and promises of return, offered a fleeting sense of comfort amidst the overwhelming grief that threatened to engulf you.

but even as you clung to his words, a nagging doubt gnawed at the edges of your consciousness. how could you go on without him? how could you raise your child alone, knowing that their father would never return to embrace them with the same love and warmth that he had bestowed upon you?

nikolai's presence offered a semblance of support, but even his comforting embrace could not fill the void left by fyodor's absence. in the quiet moments between sobs, you found yourself grappling with the unfairness of it all, questioning why fate had deemed it necessary to tear your world apart.

as the first light of dawn crept through the windows, illuminating the shadows that clung to the corners of the room, you felt a sense of numbness settle over you. the tears had dried up, leaving behind a hollow ache that resonated with the emptiness of your soul.

in that moment, you realized that no amount of tears or prayers could bring fyodor back to you. his absence was a gaping wound that would never fully heal, a testament to the cruelty of fate and the fragility of human existence.

with a heavy heart, you rose from the floor, the weight of your grief dragging at your limbs like chains. as you made your way through the dimly lit house, each step echoed with the hollow emptiness of your soul.

outside, the world continued to spin, indifferent to the pain that consumed you. and as you stood alone in the quiet embrace of the morning light, you whispered a silent prayer to a God whose reasons remained shrouded in mystery.

but even as you prayed, a part of you knew that there would be no answers, no solace to be found in the cold, indifferent silence of the universe. for in the end, all that remained was the echo of your tears and the empty ache of a heart shattered beyond repair.

a/n. i'm still crying over fyodor's "death" :( i miss him so much, man. i hoped you enjoyed and reblogs are very appreciated !!

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#// these arent in any order either i just went down my following list #// IT'S REAL LOVE HOURS UP HERE #╰ ★ ﾟ * he'll doom everyone; friend or foeˑ ┆ 𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍. #╰ ★ ﾟ * did he fall from heaven or rise up from the earth? ┆ 𝐀𝐒𝐊. #╰ ★ ﾟ * stella's adopted another tortured kid. ┆ 𝐎𝐎𝐂.

[opieluvs]

ᡣ𐭩‧₊˚𓂃 "Your Smile Is My Sunshine" ft. osamu dazai

summary. mornings with dazai ⋆˙⟡₊ ⊹˚ tw. fem!reader, established relationship, suggestive themes, grammar mistakes (?), soft!dazai wc. 948

the morning sun lazily filtered through the curtains, casting a soft golden glow over the room. as you stirred from your sleep, you felt the warmth of dazai's body pressed against yours, his arms wrapped protectively around you.

a contented sigh escaped you lips as you snuggle closer to him, relishing in the warmth and comfort of his embrace. dazai stirred beside you, his eyes fluttering open as he greeted you with a lazy smile.

"good morning, beautiful," he murmured, his voice husky with sleep. he presses a small kiss to your forehead before burying his face into your neck.

"good morning, 'samu," you say as you cupped his cheek. "did you sleep well?" you felt dazai hum a 'mhm' into your neck. "good, good," you say softy, running your fingers through his tousled hair.

you both lay in a comfortable silence for a moment, simply enjoying each other's presence. but soon enough, the responsibilities of the day began to creep to your mind.

"i should probably get up and start breakfast," you said reluctantly, already missing the warmth of dazai's embrace. but before you could get out of bed, you felt two arms pull you back in.

dazai's hold tighten around you, his lips grazing your earlobe as he whispered, "no need to rush, darling. let's stay like this a little longer." you felt a shiver run down your spine, and you couldn't help but melt into his embrace even further. with a contented sigh, you nestled closer to him, relishing in the feelings of his arms around you.

"okay," you murmured softly, a smile tugging at the corners of your lips. "just a few more minutes." dazai chuckled, the sound rumbling deep in his chest as he pressed a gentle kiss to the top of your head. "that's my girl," he said, his voice filled with affection.

"y'know, osamu, you have the prettiest brown eyes ever," you said as you buried your face into dazai's chest.

dazai's chuckle rumbled through his chest as he pressed a soft kiss to the crown of your head. "flattery will get you everywhere, my dear," he teased, his fingers tracing lazy patterns along your back.

you couldn't help but giggle at his response, feeling a warm flutter in your chest at his affectionate words. "but it's true," you insisted, lifting your head to meet his gaze. "your smile is my sunshine, and your eyes are like warm caramel."

dazai's expression softened, a fond smile gracing his lips as he gazed down at you. "and you, my love, are the light of my life," he murmured, his voice filled with genuine adoration. "i don't know what i did to deserve you, but I thank whatever higher power brought you into my world."

you felt your heart swell at his words, a rush of warmth flooding through you as you leaned in to capture his lips in a tender kiss. in that moment, as you lost yourself in the sweetness of his embrace, you knew that there was nowhere else you'd rather be than in dazai's arms, basking in the love and warmth he so freely bestowed upon you.

you then made the move to straddle dazai's waist, deepening the kiss. dazai's hands were place on your hips, tracing small circles into them. you whimper into the kiss as you felt dazai trace a finger along side of you underwear. "gosh, you're so pretty, baby," dazai said as he trailed his hands along your back and under your sleep shirt.

"c'mere, pretty," dazai murmured as positioned you under him. he took your legs and wrapped them around his torso. dazai then lifts your shirt up and trails small kisses on you chest and stomach.

as dazai's lips trailed kisses across your chest and stomach, a soft moan escaped your lips, your body arching instinctively towards his touch. his hands continued to roam over your skin, leaving a trail of fire in their wake as he explored every inch of your body with tender reverence.

you tangled your fingers in his hair, pulling him closer to you as you lost yourself in the sensations washing over you. the warmth of his lips against your skin sent sparks of pleasure coursing through your veins, igniting a fire deep within you that burned with an insatiable hunger.

"osamu," you whispered his name like a prayer, your voice thick with desire as you yearned for more of him. he responded with a low hum of approval, his hands moving with purpose as he worked to rid you both of the barriers between you.

with practiced ease, dazai divested you of your clothing, his movements slow and deliberate as he reveled in the sight of you laid bare before him. his eyes drank in every curve and contour of your body, memorizing every detail as if committing it to memory for eternity.

you watched him with a mixture of anticipation and adoration, your heart swelling with love for the man who held your soul in the palm of his hand. as he leaned down to claim your lips in a searing kiss, you surrendered yourself completely to the passion that consumed you both.

in that moment, as you became one with dazai in body and soul, you knew that you were exactly where you were meant to be: wrapped in his arms, lost in the depths of his love, and blissfully entwined in the ecstasy of your shared desire. and as you surrendered yourself to the pleasure that awaited you, you couldn't help but marvel at the beauty of the love you shared with him, knowing that it was a gift to be cherished for all eternity.

a/n. i'm actually quite proud of this one ngl. anyways hoped you enjoyed it and reblogs are appreciated !!!

#˗ˏˋ ꒰ bsd ꒱ ˎˊ˗ #ᰔ.opie's library .ᐟ.ᐟ #osamu dazai #bsd x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #osamu dazai x reader #dazai osamu x reader #dazai fluff #dazai x you #dazai x y/n

[opieluvs]

a new fic i'm working on !!!

#˗ˏˋ ꒰ bsd ꒱ ˎˊ˗ #fyodor dostoevsky #bsd x reader #bungou stray dogs x reader #fyodor x reader #fyodor angst #some things might change when the actual fic is posted

[opieluvs]

⋆౨ৎ˚⟡˖ ࣪ Army Dreamers

ever since your husband left for war, you have been struggling to make ends meet. working four jobs and taking care of five children causes more stress than you can handle. but what causes you to finally breakdown was when you open your door to see four men in uniform.

info. fyodor + fem!reader, early 1900s au, fyodor is in the military, religious themes, reader and fyodor have five children together, angst, character death, grammar mistakes

ACT I.... the weight of absence, the strain of solitude

ACT II.... desperate measures, desperate times

ACT III.... the harsh reality, the cruel decree

ACT IV.... a mother's sacrifice, a father's legacy

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#the title is from the song army dreamers by kate bush #˗ˏˋ ꒰ bsd ꒱ ˎˊ˗ #ᰔ.opie's library .ᐟ.ᐟ #fyodor dostoevsky #fyodor x reader #fyodor dostoevsky x reader #fyodor angst #bungou stray dogs #bsd x reader