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fazia um tempão que eu não andava de bike no parque, é tão gostoso ! sentindo orgulho de mim mesma por ter dado o primeiro passo pra sair desse ciclo depressivo e de descontrole

can i get a hell yea 💪💪💪

#borboletana #borboletei #borboletando #garotas bonitas não comem #garotas bonitas nao comem #borboletassemprevoltam #ed br #ana mia brasil #t.a br #t.a brasil #th!n$piration #anor3c1a #@na motivation #⭐️ ing motivation #@tw edd #peso

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vou acordar cedo, tomar um banho e caminhar até a hora do almoço. se eu quero que as coisas mudem, EU preciso mudar meus hábitos.

#@n@ diary #@na motivation #@na vent #@nor3xia #@nor3×14 #@tw edd #ed relapse #th1gh g@p #borboletei #borboletana #garotas bonitas nao comem #garotas bonitas não comem #ana brasil #ana mia brasil #ed br #ed brasil #sk1n4nd🦴 #eedee tumblr

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É psicológico

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a sensação de poder controlar sua vontade de comer, aquela satisfação de “eu consegui fechar a boca e não ter um descontrole” não é muito mais gratificante do que a satisfação momentânea que você teria se tivesse comido?

coma para sobreviver, não para satisfazer, meu bem.

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Não vejo a hora das minhas roupas ficarem largas em mim e eu ter que repor todo o meu guarda roupa

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prove them all wrong

#@n@ diary #@na motivation #@na vent #@nor3xia #@nor3×14 #@tw edd #ed relapse #th1gh g@p #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #eedee tumblr #e4t1ng d1s0rd3r #ed girl shit #@na buddy #@n@ buddy #borboletei #light as a feather #ana is my friend #⭐️ ing motivation #sk1n4nd🦴 #tw 3d shit #starv1ng #sk1nn1 #sweetsp0 #sweetspø #sweetspii #pro for me not for thee #m3an$po #m3ansp11 #m3ansp0

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Eating for pleasure is a trap.

“It’s okay to have it in small portions”.

But it isn’t fucking satisfying.

Then, you have more…

And it isn’t any more satisfying.

Actually, food is never satisfying.

I can’t remember a single time food gave me true, meaningful satisfaction.

True, meaningful satisfaction is when I keep up a whole day of determination, go to bed and realize that I was perfectly disciplined.

Cravings are just emotional moods in disguise.

I must not forget this and manage my moods accordingly.

The fact that I forget it makes me no different to a dog or a pig or any other undisciplined creature.

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I want it to be so noticeable that people ask if it’s getting bad again.

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stop sabotaging yourself

#borboletei #3dtumblr #light as a feather #tw 3d shit #ana is my friend #ed relapse #low cal restriction #ana miaa #⭐️rving #@n@ buddy #sk1n4nd🦴 #tw ed but not sheeran #starv1ng #sk1nn1 #tw ed sheeran #starv3 #eedee tumblr #@tw edd #th1gh g@p #th!n$piration #th1nsp1ration #pro for myself #pro for me not for thee #anor3c1a #@n@ diary #@na motivation #@nor3×14 #@na vent #@nor3xia #@na buddy

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I NEED TO BE MALNOURISHED AND SCRAWNY

I NEED TO BE MALNOURISHED AND SCRAWNY

I NEED TO BE MALNOURISHED AND SCRAWNY

I NEED TO BE MALNOURISHED AND SCRAWNY

I NEED TO BE MALNOURISHED AND SCRAWNY

I NEED TO BE MALNOURISHED AND SCRAWNY

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big masterlist of ed media

- (i found this on another site and figured some of u wld like new triggering things to watch) -

~ movies where ED’s are the focus

Criminally Insane [Crazy Fat Ethel] (1975)

The Best Little Girl In The World (1981)

Kate's Secret (1986)

The Brief Life Of Catherine (1988)

The Secret Life Of Mary Margaret (1992)

For the Love of Nancy (1994)

Danse avec la vie [Dance With Life] (1995) - French

Dying to be Perfect (1996)

When Friendship Kills [A Secret Between Friends] (1996)

Hunger - Sehnsucht nach Liebe [Hunger - Addicted To Love] (1997) - German

Perfect Body (1997)

Schlank bis in den Tod [Slim Until Death] (1997) - German

Sharing the Secret (2000)

Dying To Dance (2001)

Hunger Point (2003)

Maybe (2003)

Primo Amore [First Love] (2004) - Italian

Briciole (2005) - Italian

Malos Habiticos [Bad Habits] (2007) - Spanish

DISFigured (2008)

The Solitude of Prime Numbers (2010) - Italian

Maledimiele (2011) - Italian

Just Ate (2012)

Delicious (2013)

Starving In Suburbia [Thinspiration] (2014)

Veiled Reality (2014)

My Skinny Sister (2015)

Abzurdah (2015) - Spanish

Crazy Fat Ethel (2016) - Criminally Insane (1975) remake

Little Miss Perfect (2016)

The Wasting (2017)

Feed (2017)

To The Bone (2017)

May I Be At Peace (2018)

Taste Of Emptiness (2018) - Japanese

Body Of Water (2020)

Swallow (2020) - about Pica

Parachute (2023)

Dying In Plain Sight (2024)

TV Shows with ED(s), eating habits, dieting and weight loss as the main focus:

Overshadowed

Binge

Supersize Vs Superskinny

What's Eating You

Starved

Freaky Eaters

Fat Families

Secret Eaters

Starving Secrets

My 600lb Life

My Mad Fat Diary

My Big Fat Diet Show

Biggest Loser

Supersize Vs Superskinny Kids

Too Fat For 15

My Diet Is Better Than Yours

Heavy

I Used To Be Fat

Diet Tribe

Extreme Makeover Weight Loss Edition / Extreme Weight Loss

Celebrity Fit Club

Dance Your Ass Off

Fat March

Shedding For The Wedding

It's Your Fault I'm Fat

Cook Yourself Thin

Diets That Time Forgot

Family Secrets

Superskinny Me

Superslim Me

The truth about size zero

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I want people to look at me and know I have a problem.

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list of things i do instead of binging 🍧🌸✨

• brush teeth

• workout

• get out of the house

• get ready

• paint ur nails (can’t eat if they are drying)

• get a drink

• watch a movie (a triggering one usually)

• scroll thru tumblr

• clean

• take a shower or bath

• hangout w friends

• take ur dogs (if u have any) on a walk

• school work

• scroll on tiktok

• read a book

• do ur skincare routine

• straighten or curl ur hair

• drink water

• weigh yourself (i def am not hungry after i see the number)

• if u smoke then smoke a cig it makes me not have an appetite after and it’s something to keep my mouth busy

• go on a hike

• get your nails done (can’t move your hands therefore you can’t eat)

*or i just think abt something bad that happened to me that i’ll never get over ever!*

and that’s all i can think of rn but if you guys know any other things then feel free to share

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being fat makes everything feel so wrong

i cant take a shower and feel clean, i cant sleep and feel relaxed, i cant go for a walk and feel refreshed

im tired of being disgusting

im embarrassed to be alive

#tw 3d vent #4norexla #th!n$piration #sk1nn1 #sk1n4nd🦴 #3d f4st #m3ansp11 #m3an$po #m3anspo #m3ansp0 #tw ed sheeran #@tw edd #ed relapse #tw ed but not sheeran #eedee tumblr #starv1ng #starv3 #th1gh g@p #thin$po #th1nsp1ration #th1nspø #thinspø #@n@ diary #@na motivation #@nor3×14 #@na vent #@nor3xia #@na buddy #notpro4n4 #pro for me not for thee

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people noticing ur weight loss is a feeling like no other

#4norexla #th!n$piration #tw 3d vent #sk1nn1 #sk1n4nd🦴 #3d f4st #m3ansp11 #m3an$po #m3anspo #m3ansp0 #@tw edd #ed relapse #tw ed but not sheeran #tw ed sheeran #th1gh g@p #thin$po #@n@ diary #@nor3×14 #@na vent #@na buddy #@na motivation #@nor3xia #@n@ tips #skinnyyy #light as a feather #🕯️as a feather #light as a 🪶

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(slightly toxic rule)

If it has more calories than you weigh in pounds,

why would you eat it?

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for someone obsessed with losing weight i really suck at it.