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getting back on track today. fell in love and then lost myself.

(still in love, love my bf<3)

anyways setting this here for myself,

PLANS:

breakfast only, no lunch, if dinner can’t be avoided, purge.

Only low cal drinks today, if you have access to fruit you can eat it but no going out of my way to it

NO CHOCOLATE

one glass of sweet tea before bed

#tw self destructive behavior #ana y mia #tw self h4rm #ana miaa #tw self destruction #original poem #tw mia #self love #self mutalition #mia goth

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breakfast for my liquid fast today!! it tastes so good. My calorie limit for liquid fasts are 1000, i usually never even get close to that though.

(ignore the lipstick stain <3 💋)

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gonna try a liquid 24 hour fast tomorrow

would do a straight up water fast but i physically cannot survive without some little nice tasting thing like the fatass i am.

wish me luck !!<3 will keep updated

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i ate so much today. i was able to purge most of it but i still feel so guilty.

if anybody wants to become ana buddy’s to help eachother not eat during the day, i’m all here for it. dm me.

#i need to ⭐️ve #⭐️ve #ana mia brasil #tw ana diary #ana bllog #ana miaa #ana rant #ana trigger #4norexi4 #4narex1a #ed bullshit #bulim14 #mia goth #ana y mia #tw mia

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if anyone wants to be ana buddy’s to encourage eachother to stay strong and not eat dm me. i’m struggling bad expecially in social settings. 🫶

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i just wish i was as pretty as everyone i’m around. feeling like an ugly duck is the worst

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i feel like a pretty princess after purging.

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i want man handled

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i’m rotting away and i’m okay with that, it feels more like home than home itself

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i love wearing cute outfits until i look in the mirror and realize it would be cuter if i was skinnier

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how to loose about 50 pounds no glue no borax no physc ward

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One day? no honey, it’s day one.

my whole life i’ve been surrounded by nasty comments towards my weight. Too big, too round, too much food, don’t eat that; you name it, i’ve heard it.

For 4 years off and on i’ve been in this hole of binge and restrict, and i’m in it for good now. i’m not going to hear any of those nasty comments anymore, i’m going to become the girl everyone wants to be.

#ed disorder #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #tw ed diet #tw restrictive ed #ana miaa #ana y mia #tw ana diary #tw self h4rm #tw self destructive behavior #tw self destruction #self mutalition

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I WILL get a grip no matter what.

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touching my collarbones instead of eating>>>>>

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Some pics from yesterday, progress ...

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i hate when people at work try to feed me.

like thanks for the offer i guess?? but i’ve been denying food almost every time it’s offered i wish they’d stop. it makes restricting so much harder but i feel awful rejecting their food. food is fuel, not a toy for when your bored or stressed. it kills me.

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sorry i snapped guys i sat down and felt my stomach rolls

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