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And what did it feel like exactly ?

It’s like a childhood sweet I used to know the name of

I remember seeing it just out of reach wanting and waiting for benevolent hands to bring it to me

It’s on the tip of my tongue and it has this nostalgic taste

I was free the day we ran, just for the sake of running

When we collapsed in a heap and giggled like school children , out of breath

Lungs expanding , taking greedy gulps of an air that was ours

It was all ours

The smiles, the sun

And sometimes the grass

It was ours

And it’s how I know it can be ours again

- “I want to feel that kind of happiness again”

Jan 24/2024

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#the night series #poetry #I hold onto hope #if I can feel the emotion of happiness back then #somehow I can get back to it again

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What did I do wrong? Was my only crime being devoted to you ?

We had innocence once,

There were movies and aches in our sides from laughing so hard

There were snowflakes in our lashes

And errands at the store

There was hiding around the bend , to scare the other

There was mimicking of the other’s voice

Races to the car

And jumping on the bed

I wouldn’t have grown up , if it felt like you wouldn’t love me anymore

I would’ve invented something , anything to stop it

Or created something to cushion the scooped out feeling, the empty feeling

- jm

April 3, 2023

#my poetry #growing up sucks #I’m no good at playing anything cool #I only know that childlike love #something about growing up tainted it #sometimes I wish he was a girl #then I could love more freely #but now I have to be cautious so ppl don’t think we are sus #ramblings #and I blame every girl that was a problematic girl bestie #the common story of besties secretly wanting each other #is why I now can’t have nice things loll #spilled ink #clearing out the drafts #poem

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Dear you

I wanted to understand without letting it harden me

When you disappeared suddenly

There was option B , or option A

Option A: I can handle this the “right way”

To be silent and mature

To endure and endure

Endure … and endure

Option B: let in the pain

Invite to dinner my thunder and rain

Admit that I am soft with a tender heart

Admit that the after taste is now bitter and tart

Maybe tell you it meant something , even as it crashed on the coast

Confess that you were what I wanted most

Until I knew the evidence and was forced to see

The person that you are deep down , truly.

- July 11,2023

#my poetry #my writings #this one doesn’t belong with the others #dear you #spilled ink #clearing out the drafts

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im noticing that for a lot of americans “free palestine” has been an ideological motto and symbol rather than them actually believing in their heart that freedom is attainable and necessary

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Mimosa. Postcard by Yuri Ryakhovsky (1976).