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someone asks dean if he'll fuck his clone and he's like hahaha of course I'm so hot and it's not gay if it's my clone and then you put his clone in front of him and he shoots it.

#this is so close to being 1 point for green

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someone asks dean if he'll fuck his clone and he's like hahaha of course I'm so hot and it's not gay if it's my clone and then you put his clone in front of him and he shoots it.

#hello alex. anything to add

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TUMBLR.COM! artwork, mine, you've certainly seen some! here are some hits from over the years:

BUT, AND HERE'S THE KICKER, YOU CAN BUY THESE LITTLE BASTARDS IN THE FORM OF PRINTS! YES, PRINTS! AND EVEN STICKERS! Indeed, I have an entire INPRNT storefront!!

All my art from the past few years (give or take a few) are available as prints of varying sizes and qualities as well as stickers!

HERE IS THE LINK!!

#cawis cawis cawis 💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛💛

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you know what would fix me?? mint condition. dean winchester mint condition

#and yet #i need to be better by 7am tmrw #oh desr god #im gnna be hopped on codeine at the high end hairdresser (bday present) #(im getting a mullet) #(it's cool) #(but not if i'm dead)

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girls (gn) when the meds aren't working and they've been in agony for nearly 24hrs

ate a slice of tomato yesterday and i've been in codeine-necessitating agony since 4am

#i have travel insurance but i'm worried they'll want to count it as a side effect of my chronic illness thus making it #uncoverable #🧍🏼‍♂️🧍🏼‍♂️🧍🏼‍♂️ #i'm out all day tmrw i can't miss appointments 😭😭😭. #it's not as bad as first thing this morning; i was in so much pain i couldn't move or focus my eyes #but it's not going #w/o meds these episodes usually last 3 days :[ but i have meds!!! so please!!

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#and they do

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#s5 #s5e21 #death #dean

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dean's like. when i want my dad to like me i hide all my soft parts and when i want other hunters to respect me i act like my dad and when other men leer at me in bars i no homo it up and when motel owners perceive something queer abt me i butch it up and when my little brother teases me i project the feminine things i actually like onto him and when i'm around attractive women i lean into the image that's already been cultivated around me as a charming ladies man and flirt shamelessly (but actually i'm shy) and when i'm around queer women i don't have to perform for i can relax and wear silly outfits and indulge in my actual interests and hobbies and when i'm around kids i am soft and vulnerable and honest because i know they won't judge me and when faced with the option of choosing any presentation i joke that i'd pick to look like a hot cheerleader and everyone thinks i'm being pervy but actually. well. who wouldn't want to be a hot cheerleader am i right? and no no other people don't think like that i guess, heh, nevermind....and when i'm with my best friend...sometimes i think he can see all of me, like really see me, and it's simultaneously terrifying and so so easy.

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i feel like it's worth sharing that i had a misha collins mpreg dream last night

#now two points here: 1. i have not dreamt about misha previously 2. i have not dreamt about pregnancy previously #i will add a third overarching which was that i was in such pain at the time of these dreams that i would wake up #ten minutes later in a tachycardia needing codeine #so take all this as you will #but misha collins mpreg

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🧍🏼‍♂️ two medications back on the roster for the moment

ate a slice of tomato yesterday and i've been in codeine-necessitating agony since 4am

#let's see if they work #also back on a constant painkiller #oaghh body

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cas smiling in 14x10

#s14 #s14e10 #cas #lsc #!!!

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neutering misha

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The unspoken truth

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ate a slice of tomato yesterday and i've been in codeine-necessitating agony since 4am

#i couldn't even get my eyes to open or focus 🧍🏼‍♂️ #still in agony but the edge is off enough that i can actually breathe #tomato slice😭😭😭😭 #it's my fault i suppose #i just never know triggers until they happen #i can feel all the scarring in my colon it's freaking excruciating #was a lovely tomato though

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#hi alex that prompted me to try and decode it and honestly it's not working out !!!!!!!!!! #i assume they're riveting tags #also: no comment

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#alex i see these posts and i think oh something very alex about this #AND ITS ALWAYS BC ITS ALEX #i saw your led zep rb on your personal blog earlier and thought WOW alex post. well!!!! it literally was #i wont try to decode those asterisks