queen-anxiety
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A Swedish mom of two boys, cat lover, huge movie/series geek, loves to cook/bake, read books, write, nature and sometimes i whine about my mental health. 🐱🌿🧁🧚🏻♀️✨
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I read my investigation papers from when I got my diagnosis. I haven't read them before until now. It feels like a completely different life from where i am today, but I still recognize my younger self. 👧🏽
I did the investigation when I was 16-17 years old, so it's been a long time. Reading it didn't give me anxiety at all more a feealing of relief somehow, and more understanding about why I am the way I am. ✨️
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A week has passed and we were all healthy and saw the light at the end of the tunnel and now the little troll is sick. I have now given up on these diseases. 🦠
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Finally, we all seem to be healthy. But I dare not hope too much. 🫣 My partner's stomach ache seems to have passed, so that's good. 👍
Today we went to the hospital with the big troll. It still applies to his kidney, which was damaged last summer. They want to continue to keep an eye on it with ultrasound, blood test and urine test as the bruise/cyst has not gone down by itself yet, which it may do by itself (what we hope for) or not at all but if that happens we take it then.👨⚕️
His right kidney is working 100% as it should and the left kidney is only working 44%. But it's still good to keep an eye on it. So there will probably be a number of doctor visits but a little more sparsely apart, but it feels good that they keep an eye on it. 🏥
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The sickness continues. This time it does not apply to the children but to my partner who happened to have something I don't really know what it is. He had diarrhea and stomach ache last Saturday and he hasn't recovered since. He says that he still has a stomach ache, nausea, headache and dizziness sometimes. 😵💫
I thought it was a stomach bug or food poisoning of some kind, but it could be stress or something else. If he doesn't feel better on Monday, he probably have to go to the health center to find out what it is. He works and I have told him that you should stay home if you are feeling bad. I think that health always comes first but he doesn't listen to my wise words. Once he gets home from work, he's like a walking dead. 🧟♂️
I hope it passes for him and that he recovers quickly. 🙏
Anyway, tomorrow I will finally get my nails done. I have been waiting for over a week but there have been a lot of illnesses that have gotten in the way but now finally. They are so long now that I am bothered by them. I like short nails, it's easier to do things with them than with long nails. I've tried all different nail polish to strengthen my own and it works for a while but then they breaks off and I got a little tired of it. So now after 4 weeks my own nails have finally grown out a lot so now they can put gel polish on them so that it hopefully won't break off. It's expensive, but i simply have to take that hit. 🤪
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I'm getting so tired of all these diseases. Can't we all just feel good. Please. 😮💨
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Today we had to take care of a small baby squirrel that had been taken by a cat. We didn't know where it came from but we have seen a lot of squirrels running around here. First we took it in. We had mittens on and it was looking for food in my hand, so it was hungry the poor thing, and then it fell asleep in my pam. Then we decided to put it out again because I saw little bugs on it. Such as lice or fleas. I was itchy all over afterwards because I don't like insects.
But also to give the baby a chance so that its mother can find it. I called around to vets, police and various animal emergency services to find out what to do with the poor thing. When I was talking to the police I saw a squirrel running around smelling where we first found it. We found it in the middle of the road, so if it had been left there, the poor thing would have been run over, so we moved it up a little by a forest, at the edge of the road, to see if the mother would come back and get her baby.
Then the baby started beeping so it was a good sign. Maybe the mother hears it. And everyone I talked to said that you should just let it be because the best is that it's parent takes care of it. And very true after a lot of back and forth the little baby was gone. I really want to believe that the mother found her little baby again. 🐿
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I didn't pass the test. 😢 It was disappointing, and still I wasn't that far off but it still feels sour. Even my little lucky thing i had in my pocket didn't help me. But it's just to do it again and not giving up. I'm so close now. 🙏
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Toay is the big day. I'm going to do the test. I'm so nervous, I always am. This time I have a small thing in my pocket that I hope to bring me luck. And if i don't pass the test it may not be the whole world, the main thing is not to give up despite setbacks. ✨️🙏
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Life looks a little brighter and not so dark anymore. I've been in the dark for quite a while and i'm finally starting to feel happy, and i'm so glad that i've started writing again. ✨️😊
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I thought spring had come but well, everyone in almost the whole country got snow yesterday and there will be more snow tonight and tomorrow. There has been chaos throughout the country as everyone has seemingly switched to summer tires on their cars. I read in a news that people were stuck on the roads for hours because of it. ❄️
It's not normal for it to snow now in April, is it? And yet by the weekend it will be 15 degrees they say, the snow has already started to melt so it won't be staying long but it's still wierd. 😵💫
I've been studying almost all day so hopefully I'll know something when I take the test. Ugh I'm nervous. It feels like a lot is at stake, but it's just a feeling i have stress and anxiety. I will now pray to higher powers that I pass the test. 🙏
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Thank God for the priest who listens to me and my problems. I don't know what I would do without him when my life is in crisis. 🙏
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Happy Easter everyone! 🐣
This Easter week has been so bad, the worst in a long time. Both the trolls and I have colds and the cold don't seem to want to let us go. We are coughy and have a snotty nose. I am so tired of being sick i just want to get well. 😟
We usually always celebrate Easter with my parents otherwise, but they were sick with stomach bug or something else. I can take a lot, but I draw the line at vomiting and diarrheas. Yesterday was my partner's birthday, so we celebrated him together over Facebook. Thank goodness for technology though. 🙏 He got a birthday present from all of us which I think he was very happy about. He got an adventure to go Zipline hihi.
Today we washed and cleaned my new car on the inside, so only the outside remains. I haven't got the damn card yet but I'm on my way like I said for quite some time. But this time I have a deadline. Then we went out and aired the car a bit as it got very wet after we washed all the seats. My father had the car before me and he has never cleaned or washed the inside of the car so you can imagine how it looked haha. 🥴
I also chose to block the rotten four because they called and started ranting about meaningless things on my partner's birthday, threw lots of pies at me and then I felt that I can't stand them anymore so I just blocked them. They have jumped on both me and my other sister-in-law like wild hyenas, which I don't think is very kind thing to do. I will never in my life talk to them ever again as long as I breathe. Now I put the lid on it for good and turn the page once and for all. ☠️
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Hello. Im alive. I just disappeared. But im alive and im training hard for my driver's license. I still haven't taken it since I don't know for how long. But it's time to get a hold of it again, the hardest thing for me is the theory, but it's just to get all the knowledge it into your head. So wish me luck with that hihi. 🫠
I have unfriended the four I've talked about before in a post and feel so much better without them. It's just a lot of drama, lies and bullshit with them so I'd rather take my bag and go. I did feel a little sad because I had a good relationship with my sister-in-law, so i thought, but we seem to have completely different ways on how friendship works. Im trying to comfort myself that everything happens for a reason and life simply goes on because it does. ☠️
This weekend I was out for a practice drive and it went surprisingly well. I haven't driven a car in probably almost 1 and a half or 2 years. So now I have to talk Dad into going out and drive a lot more with me. I was always kind of nervous and worried about accidents and didn't dare to drive a car before. And now after i wonder why I was so afraid. Consequential thinking is good, but not to be as worried as I was before. The risk is that you miss out a lot if you are too worried about everything and don't dare. This was a little update on my boring life.
TTYL 💗😊
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The big troll got sick yesterday, he complained that he felt nausea and was snotty because he had a bit of a cold, so I let him stay at home and later in the evening the nausea came back and he threw up. No more accidents during the night.
He has been eating and drinking as usual so I don't really know what it was but I still have to take it as a stomach bug. I had a bit of a panic about it and probably still have because I still don't know what it was. At least I cleaned the bathroom with chlorine and did some laundry. I will take the safe before the unsafe. 😷
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The big troll is on examination of the kidney once again. It's great that they are accurate, so you can feel very safe that way. My father was kind and took him there, however, I thought it was just an ordinary ultrasound, but it turned out to be an X-ray again. So we won't get an answer to them right away, it will take a while.
They are examining him because there is a cyst over the kidney which has resulted from him injuring his kidney last year, and it that has not disappeared by itself as quickly as they wanted it to. The question is whether the body will absorb it over time or whether they may have to enter and empty it to help the body or if they should let it be. It's only water in it, so it's nothing dangerous, but it shouldn't be there. We'll simply have to wait and see what they say about it later. Update follows. 🏥
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Im home after a cozy little girl date with my friend. We ate Asian buffet, sushi and fried banana with ice cream for dessert. It's always nice to meet up once in a while so we can be ourselves. 😊🍱
PS. The drink is non-alcoholic 🍹
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Happy Valentine's Day friends 😊❤️
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