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THIS IS SO CUTE WHAT 😔😔😔🫵 I need him now in rl
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new years kiss - a winterland collab!
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"almost time," satoru whispers, his breath brushing against your cheek as he nuzzles into your neck.
you hum in agreement, watching the clock tick sleepily. your boyfriend laughs and hugs you tighter.
"sleepy? ready for bed?"
you yawn and nod, snuggling deeper into his embrace.
"just a couple more minutes," you mumble.
satoru nods and lets go of you for just a second to reach over and grab the two champagne glasses off the coffee table you two had prepared earlier.
you clasp yours delicately, careful not to let it slip between your fingers as satoru retangles himself with you.
he gently clinks your glasses together.
"to another year with you."
you crinkle your nose and giggle.
"you're so cheesy," you whisper, taking a sip of your champagne.
he laughs along with you.
"you love me."
you take another sip as the clock chimes.
midnight.
satoru grins and drops his glass on the floor, spilling champagne on the wood.
"hey-"
he cuts you off with a kiss, his hand coming to rest on your cheek, his other hand curling around the back of your neck to deepen the kiss.
he pulls away with a lovesick smile.
"happy new years, baby."
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[𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹 𝑾𝑶𝑴𝑨𝑵]
ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ(s) : Haitani Rindou, Haitani Ran, Sanzu Haruchiyo
@romancesuckerouo thank you for the idea and sorry for the late rec 😔🤍 hope you enjoy it!!! (I don't get to edit it as much as I should but ye :D)
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≣ Haitani Ran
You knew he was a dangerous man by the looks of him. Tall, Broad shoulders, Hair always in place, never a single strand of hair falls down to his beautiful face. The way his eyes looked back at you with those sleepy eyes never fail to make you down on your knees. No matter how much you wanted to look for any imperfection he has, there is no sign of it. Oh, those laughter and light touch he gave you when you two were talking always leave you with many fantasies at night. If only he knew what you think about him, perhaps he would call you a minx by now.
Curious to say, why does an attractive man like him doesn't have a spouse or at least a lover? Surely, his brother the number two of Roppongi may have linked him with some higher-ups woman, but from what you see there isn't any ring on his fingers except his pinky which is a gang ring. A sin to say you love him like he was your only hope in this world. You want him. Ring finger wrapped by a silver ring with a beautiful gemstone to seal the touch given by him. Playing with time isn’t what you wanted, 2 years of closeness with him, sharing each other's thoughts and laughter, while other people think you were a couple.
But all the wishes, and fantasies you held high were destroyed by a single letter he handed you. Standing infront of him not knowing what to say nor think while he explained what was inside the letter with the usual smile he had. Shakily took the letter from his hand before seeing him vanishing within the iron door that separates both of you. The grip on the letter gets tight as your heart is being squeezed painfully by all of the sudden event. A letter which you never expect a man like him would even held something like that.
"It will mean alot to me if you could come to my second anniversary party." That is the word you will hated for the rest of your life, the way he smiled while saying that will scar your heart forever.
The night was filled with tons of emotions bubbling up in the air where the two love birds are. People drinking and dancing to the beat as the night gets darker. You grip your blazer watching all the guests having the time of their lives whereas you salt away your own feelings for the sake of that man until your eyes land on something that makes your broken heart broken into pieces that could never be restored again anymore. The way his hand trailed alongside the black dress she wore, eyes digging into her lovingly, the long but steady kiss he gave her. Oh, you wish you could rip that woman from him or stab her with the cake knife you've been holding this whole time. But seeing them both having the time of their life could only make you smile bitterly before leaving the place to cry alone for another night.
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≣ Haitani Rindou
You loved him for sure. He was a perfect man that anyone would die for to be his spouse. A gentle soul masked under a stoic face, a perfect cover up into making people believe he is a cold human being. The lovely nickname he gives you every time he sees you. The smile followed by the hug he gave you every time he came home to see his wife waiting for him to arrive. But those eyes never lied. The way he looked at you is dearly, but those eyes reflect nothing but emptiness. Nothing but an orb without its shine. Hollow, that is what you would describe his stares and soul. No matter what, he still treats you like the queen you are, holding your status high as if you were an important person to the whole city to know, and he mostly keeps your status clean from any dirt that could stain your name. He may be cold-hearted from the outside but a soft one on the inside just for you. That is what you thought.
Oh, the way you wish to never see the truth and keep on dancing on a line of lies with your eyes closed to the melody of happiness. Those eyes that were meant to only see you glint as the person walks past him, eyes locked on the figure that merges within the crowds while you were standing there beside him watching his eyes trail to his interest. Your grip tightened around the champagne glass as you felt your heart being crushed into pieces by the fact you caught him red-handed, not even trying to hide it from you. You cleared your throat, earning your husband's to focus back on you as you asked him to have a dance with him. Even after you dragged him for a dance, your eyes never fail to see him taking a short glance at them. You wanted to scream, punch or just hit him as bad as you wish you could, but you are better than that, besides it will be on you if you ever get a divorce with a lovely man like him. What would your family say to you?
Curious to say, being stubborn you are, you follow your head to find out who that person is, not thinking straight on your own guts that say the opposite. Alas, you hit the consequences, your broken heart shattered once more as you learn that they are the first person and the last he would ever love the most where you were just a wall that divided the two souls that should have been united.
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≣ Sanzu Haruchiyo
Stepping into his world was the reddest flag all humans could see. But who cares, in the eyes of a loof person like you who thriving the trill of life this is what you wanted. Being on top of everything, looking down at the city from a skyscraper penthouse you owned with an expensive red wine your husband’s college brought you as a present for the 2nd anniversary of your marriage. What a lovely life, where money does buy happiness. Buying expensive gifts, dresses, and jewelry, was your everyday to-do list. Needless to say, you were living the life that everyone could have dreamed of.
But those feelings of consistently worried and betrayal never leave your little heart of yours. Fidgeting your fingers as your wait for your dearest husband to come home even after past midnight knowing he will come back in the morning. The sound of the front door opening makes you rush to find your husband. You sigh as your eyes trailed to the man who helped your husband to walk. You quickly take his coat and told him to take Sanzu to the couch which the man nods as he put your drunken husband slowly. Both of you talk for a bit before he bid goodbye to you two while giving an apology for the mess. You looked at the man of your life laying on the couch as you smelled a foreign perfume smell from your husband’s coat.
Those feelings rushed again making your head hurt every time you smelled a different perfume from his coat. It has been more than 4 times you’ve been seeing him slacking and going home with another person's perfume. The feeling you’ve been trying to get it of for more than 5 years but never could. You hate how those people's warnings of marrying him looped inside of your mind. You thought you could bear those feeling as long as he provides you with the wealth he owns since you are only interested in his money, but alas, along the relationship you have been with him grows that forbidden emotion you should never have.
You were nothing but a normal human being who could not resist the emotion flowing in your heart. You led your life to this messed up pit trying to crawl away knowing the dirt is nothing but red soil. Hard as a rock, and when it’s wet it’ll be very hard to crawl up. No were to go waiting for someone to save you from the pit which you know no one dares to step closer to you who now has his last name engraved in you. The sounds of melancholy you have to bear whereas the betrayal you have to overcome from all his affairs. You were just a getaway for him. A bright reason he could tell people why he keep the scoundrel act of his, and you, oh, you. How oblivious you are, chasing a menace man where the red flag could be seen in his eyes. Once you step in there is no turning back. You picked this life as a resort, bear the pain and agony you must.
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Trying to write a one-shots / drabbles for HSR, any recs what character should it be? (I don't do teens unless it's like a highschool au!)
I mostly do 1-3 chara (the charas with the most votes will be featured and the rest will be on upcoming ff) & Gen-neutral!
Ps: Idk why I put svarog but I just need to put it for funsies 😭🤍
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AHHH UR THEME IS SO PRETTY :0 you really outdid yourself this time
OMG STOPPP, ILY SM 😭😭😭🤍🤍
it would not be pretty if it wasn't for the hsr character which their designs are top tierr
But thankyou your comments make me feel happy 😔😔🤍🤍.
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renn-phrs · 3 months
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Im changing my theme i and I hope yall would love it <3
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It's my 2 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳
ayeee got this on tumblrr
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renn-phrs · 6 months
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CRYING SOBBING ROLLING ON THE FLOOR THIS IS SO GOOD WHAT
No but aemond has a big praise kink and you can’t convince me otherwise. That boy wants to be appreciated and told he is good and pretty because no one, except alicent and criston cole, has ever praised him.
He also loves hearing you say how much you love him — he has never heard this before, not even from his mother. How can you love him, he thinks, if his own father doesn’t.
When you take off his eyepatch for the first time and say, in a choked voice, with so much emotion, “gods, you’re so beautiful”, he just melts. He can hardly believe it and he kisses you reverently, softly, then it turns greedy as he wants to pull more praise from your mouth, always more praise. When you pull apart and you gently stroke his scarred cheek (that part of his face is numb so he doesn’t feel it but the gesture, the appreciation, the lack of disgust sends him reeling), he closes his eye. “You’re beautiful,” you repeat, whispering into his ear, and he gasps, then wraps his arms around your waist, burying his face in your neck, peppering the crook of it in kisses. His soul wants to sing because he has never thought he could be considered beautiful, crippled as he was, and here his love is, saying it in a worshipful tone.
When you catch him without his sapphire in in his room, his eye hurting, he turns his back to you, his heart beating fast in his throat. You caught a glimpse of his face and his skin is crawling with the fear of rejection. “Aemond,” you say softly and walk up to him and he angles his face so that his empty eye socket is hidden from you. “Leave,” he responds in a strained voice, his hands clenched into fists at his sides and his whole body tense like a wolf that spotted a human in the woods and doesn’t want to be seen. In this moment, he truly feels more like a beast than a human, monstrous and not to be looked at. “Aemond,” you repeat and your fingers slide onto his jaw as you try to turn his face but he wrenches his face from your grip and takes a few fast steps back as if you just threatened him with a knife. “Leave me alone!” he snaps and you reply: “no, I want to see you as you are, my beautiful dragon.” Those words cut right through his heart and rage crashes through him like a powerful wave. He turns to you and advances on you and you stand strong as he leans into your personal space, threatening. “Oh, you want to see me as I am? Then see me, my love, see what the man you say you love, the man you say is beautiful, the man who kisses you and fucks you, really looks like!” he says lowly, dangerously, but it rings through the room like a scream. He is breathing harshly, his hands painfully clenched around your shoulders and he stares into your eyes, fury evident in his gaze but also fear. You just cup his cheek and turn up your face to kiss him. “I want you as you are, Aemond,” you whisper against his mouth and his breath hitches in surprise. He didn’t expect you to say this, he expected disgust, he expected you to turn away from him, not just now but forever. “I am a disfigured cripple,” he breathes out shakily and your heart clenches at the venomous self-loathing in his voice. You kiss him, then, pouring all your love and want into the kiss, sliding your tongue into his mouth when he opens his and he moans. He pulls you to himself by your waist, then he breaks the kiss and buries his face in your hair. “Do you… do you still want me?” he asks hesitantly, vulnerably. “Of course I do, Aemond.” “Say it, say you want me,” he says and it sounds more like he is pleading than commanding you. “I want you, Aemond, just as you are. You are beautiful still, eye or no eye. I love you.” And something breaks in him and you feel his shoulders shake and then a sob escapes him. He pulls away from you, turning his back to you, radiating shame, his face in his hands. You wrap your arms around his trim waist, your cheek against the back of his shoulder. He weeps desperately, every sob tearing from his throat against his will and he can’t stand that you are seeing him like this, so weak. Fear wraps around his heart and he realises you will now see him as less of a man and he feels like a child again, powerless and mocked and inferior. It’s unbearable and he craves to turn around and seek comfort and this only causes him to feel more disgusted with himself. “I love you, my prince,” you say again, knowing he needs to hear it. “I will always love you.” After a while, he calms down and you gently turn him around. He is avoiding your eyes. “Why did you remove the sapphire, is it hurting?” you ask with worry and he breathes out and nods. “Is there anything I can do?” He shakes his head and you stroke his cheek. “Come, let’s get into bed, I will read your favourite story to you, distract you.” In bed, he lays his head on your chest, the book propped up on his shoulder, and you stroke his hair. “I love you,” you repeat before you start reading and he smiles.
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renn-phrs · 11 months
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I've been unactive for quite a while... should I start my old draft or just move on to writing for blue lock
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renn-phrs · 1 year
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250 posts!
damn wha
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renn-phrs · 1 year
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WRWRWR I WANNA WRITE SMTH ABT DOUMAAA MY LOVEEE UGHHHH
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renn-phrs · 1 year
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[𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹 𝑾𝑶𝑴𝑨𝑵]
ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ(s) : Haitani Rindou, Haitani Ran, Sanzu Haruchiyo
@romancesuckerouo thank you for the idea and sorry for the late rec 😔🤍 hope you enjoy it!!! (I don't get to edit it as much as I should but ye :D)
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≣ Haitani Ran
You knew he was a dangerous man by the looks of him. Tall, Broad shoulders, Hair always in place, never a single strand of hair falls down to his beautiful face. The way his eyes looked back at you with those sleepy eyes never fail to make you down on your knees. No matter how much you wanted to look for any imperfection he has, there is no sign of it. Oh, those laughter and light touch he gave you when you two were talking always leave you with many fantasies at night. If only he knew what you think about him, perhaps he would call you a minx by now.
Curious to say, why does an attractive man like him doesn't have a spouse or at least a lover? Surely, his brother the number two of Roppongi may have linked him with some higher-ups woman, but from what you see there isn't any ring on his fingers except his pinky which is a gang ring. A sin to say you love him like he was your only hope in this world. You want him. Ring finger wrapped by a silver ring with a beautiful gemstone to seal the touch given by him. Playing with time isn’t what you wanted, 2 years of closeness with him, sharing each other's thoughts and laughter, while other people think you were a couple.
But all the wishes, and fantasies you held high were destroyed by a single letter he handed you. Standing infront of him not knowing what to say nor think while he explained what was inside the letter with the usual smile he had. Shakily took the letter from his hand before seeing him vanishing within the iron door that separates both of you. The grip on the letter gets tight as your heart is being squeezed painfully by all of the sudden event. A letter which you never expect a man like him would even held something like that.
"It will mean alot to me if you could come to my second anniversary party." That is the word you will hated for the rest of your life, the way he smiled while saying that will scar your heart forever.
The night was filled with tons of emotions bubbling up in the air where the two love birds are. People drinking and dancing to the beat as the night gets darker. You grip your blazer watching all the guests having the time of their lives whereas you salt away your own feelings for the sake of that man until your eyes land on something that makes your broken heart broken into pieces that could never be restored again anymore. The way his hand trailed alongside the black dress she wore, eyes digging into her lovingly, the long but steady kiss he gave her. Oh, you wish you could rip that woman from him or stab her with the cake knife you've been holding this whole time. But seeing them both having the time of their life could only make you smile bitterly before leaving the place to cry alone for another night.
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≣ Haitani Rindou
You loved him for sure. He was a perfect man that anyone would die for to be his spouse. A gentle soul masked under a stoic face, a perfect cover up into making people believe he is a cold human being. The lovely nickname he gives you every time he sees you. The smile followed by the hug he gave you every time he came home to see his wife waiting for him to arrive. But those eyes never lied. The way he looked at you is dearly, but those eyes reflect nothing but emptiness. Nothing but an orb without its shine. Hollow, that is what you would describe his stares and soul. No matter what, he still treats you like the queen you are, holding your status high as if you were an important person to the whole city to know, and he mostly keeps your status clean from any dirt that could stain your name. He may be cold-hearted from the outside but a soft one on the inside just for you. That is what you thought.
Oh, the way you wish to never see the truth and keep on dancing on a line of lies with your eyes closed to the melody of happiness. Those eyes that were meant to only see you glint as the person walks past him, eyes locked on the figure that merges within the crowds while you were standing there beside him watching his eyes trail to his interest. Your grip tightened around the champagne glass as you felt your heart being crushed into pieces by the fact you caught him red-handed, not even trying to hide it from you. You cleared your throat, earning your husband's to focus back on you as you asked him to have a dance with him. Even after you dragged him for a dance, your eyes never fail to see him taking a short glance at them. You wanted to scream, punch or just hit him as bad as you wish you could, but you are better than that, besides it will be on you if you ever get a divorce with a lovely man like him. What would your family say to you?
Curious to say, being stubborn you are, you follow your head to find out who that person is, not thinking straight on your own guts that say the opposite. Alas, you hit the consequences, your broken heart shattered once more as you learn that they are the first person and the last he would ever love the most where you were just a wall that divided the two souls that should have been united.
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≣ Sanzu Haruchiyo
Stepping into his world was the reddest flag all humans could see. But who cares, in the eyes of a loof person like you who thriving the trill of life this is what you wanted. Being on top of everything, looking down at the city from a skyscraper penthouse you owned with an expensive red wine your husband’s college brought you as a present for the 2nd anniversary of your marriage. What a lovely life, where money does buy happiness. Buying expensive gifts, dresses, and jewelry, was your everyday to-do list. Needless to say, you were living the life that everyone could have dreamed of.
But those feelings of consistently worried and betrayal never leave your little heart of yours. Fidgeting your fingers as your wait for your dearest husband to come home even after past midnight knowing he will come back in the morning. The sound of the front door opening makes you rush to find your husband. You sigh as your eyes trailed to the man who helped your husband to walk. You quickly take his coat and told him to take Sanzu to the couch which the man nods as he put your drunken husband slowly. Both of you talk for a bit before he bid goodbye to you two while giving an apology for the mess. You looked at the man of your life laying on the couch as you smelled a foreign perfume smell from your husband’s coat.
Those feelings rushed again making your head hurt every time you smelled a different perfume from his coat. It has been more than 4 times you’ve been seeing him slacking and going home with another person's perfume. The feeling you’ve been trying to get it of for more than 5 years but never could. You hate how those people's warnings of marrying him looped inside of your mind. You thought you could bear those feeling as long as he provides you with the wealth he owns since you are only interested in his money, but alas, along the relationship you have been with him grows that forbidden emotion you should never have.
You were nothing but a normal human being who could not resist the emotion flowing in your heart. You led your life to this messed up pit trying to crawl away knowing the dirt is nothing but red soil. Hard as a rock, and when it’s wet it’ll be very hard to crawl up. No were to go waiting for someone to save you from the pit which you know no one dares to step closer to you who now has his last name engraved in you. The sounds of melancholy you have to bear whereas the betrayal you have to overcome from all his affairs. You were just a getaway for him. A bright reason he could tell people why he keep the scoundrel act of his, and you, oh, you. How oblivious you are, chasing a menace man where the red flag could be seen in his eyes. Once you step in there is no turning back. You picked this life as a resort, bear the pain and agony you must.
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That's all good. You seem so cool, I can't believe I didn't say hi earlier :)
AWWWW :(( thankyou 😭🤍. I rlly like reading your rambles! its really interesting :D
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renn-phrs · 1 year
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Omg, idk if we've said hi already but HIII <3
I forget I have other moots sometimes so I thought I'd stop by
OMG HI HI!!! NICE TO SEE YOU
Unfortunately we havent talked before but its oki! plus I rarely on here :') so I got no time to chat every moots sorry in advanced :'D
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renn-phrs · 1 year
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[𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹 𝑾𝑶𝑴𝑨𝑵]
ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ(s) : Haitani Rindou, Haitani Ran, Sanzu Haruchiyo
@romancesuckerouo thank you for the idea and sorry for the late rec 😔🤍 hope you enjoy it!!! (I don't get to edit it as much as I should but ye :D)
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≣ Haitani Ran
You knew he was a dangerous man by the looks of him. Tall, Broad shoulders, Hair always in place, never a single strand of hair falls down to his beautiful face. The way his eyes looked back at you with those sleepy eyes never fail to make you down on your knees. No matter how much you wanted to look for any imperfection he has, there is no sign of it. Oh, those laughter and light touch he gave you when you two were talking always leave you with many fantasies at night. If only he knew what you think about him, perhaps he would call you a minx by now.
Curious to say, why does an attractive man like him doesn't have a spouse or at least a lover? Surely, his brother the number two of Roppongi may have linked him with some higher-ups woman, but from what you see there isn't any ring on his fingers except his pinky which is a gang ring. A sin to say you love him like he was your only hope in this world. You want him. Ring finger wrapped by a silver ring with a beautiful gemstone to seal the touch given by him. Playing with time isn’t what you wanted, 2 years of closeness with him, sharing each other's thoughts and laughter, while other people think you were a couple.
But all the wishes, and fantasies you held high were destroyed by a single letter he handed you. Standing infront of him not knowing what to say nor think while he explained what was inside the letter with the usual smile he had. Shakily took the letter from his hand before seeing him vanishing within the iron door that separates both of you. The grip on the letter gets tight as your heart is being squeezed painfully by all of the sudden event. A letter which you never expect a man like him would even held something like that.
"It will mean alot to me if you could come to my second anniversary party." That is the word you will hated for the rest of your life, the way he smiled while saying that will scar your heart forever.
The night was filled with tons of emotions bubbling up in the air where the two love birds are. People drinking and dancing to the beat as the night gets darker. You grip your blazer watching all the guests having the time of their lives whereas you salt away your own feelings for the sake of that man until your eyes land on something that makes your broken heart broken into pieces that could never be restored again anymore. The way his hand trailed alongside the black dress she wore, eyes digging into her lovingly, the long but steady kiss he gave her. Oh, you wish you could rip that woman from him or stab her with the cake knife you've been holding this whole time. But seeing them both having the time of their life could only make you smile bitterly before leaving the place to cry alone for another night.
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≣ Haitani Rindou
You loved him for sure. He was a perfect man that anyone would die for to be his spouse. A gentle soul masked under a stoic face, a perfect cover up into making people believe he is a cold human being. The lovely nickname he gives you every time he sees you. The smile followed by the hug he gave you every time he came home to see his wife waiting for him to arrive. But those eyes never lied. The way he looked at you is dearly, but those eyes reflect nothing but emptiness. Nothing but an orb without its shine. Hollow, that is what you would describe his stares and soul. No matter what, he still treats you like the queen you are, holding your status high as if you were an important person to the whole city to know, and he mostly keeps your status clean from any dirt that could stain your name. He may be cold-hearted from the outside but a soft one on the inside just for you. That is what you thought.
Oh, the way you wish to never see the truth and keep on dancing on a line of lies with your eyes closed to the melody of happiness. Those eyes that were meant to only see you glint as the person walks past him, eyes locked on the figure that merges within the crowds while you were standing there beside him watching his eyes trail to his interest. Your grip tightened around the champagne glass as you felt your heart being crushed into pieces by the fact you caught him red-handed, not even trying to hide it from you. You cleared your throat, earning your husband's to focus back on you as you asked him to have a dance with him. Even after you dragged him for a dance, your eyes never fail to see him taking a short glance at them. You wanted to scream, punch or just hit him as bad as you wish you could, but you are better than that, besides it will be on you if you ever get a divorce with a lovely man like him. What would your family say to you?
Curious to say, being stubborn you are, you follow your head to find out who that person is, not thinking straight on your own guts that say the opposite. Alas, you hit the consequences, your broken heart shattered once more as you learn that they are the first person and the last he would ever love the most where you were just a wall that divided the two souls that should have been united.
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≣ Sanzu Haruchiyo
Stepping into his world was the reddest flag all humans could see. But who cares, in the eyes of a loof person like you who thriving the trill of life this is what you wanted. Being on top of everything, looking down at the city from a skyscraper penthouse you owned with an expensive red wine your husband’s college brought you as a present for the 2nd anniversary of your marriage. What a lovely life, where money does buy happiness. Buying expensive gifts, dresses, and jewelry, was your everyday to-do list. Needless to say, you were living the life that everyone could have dreamed of.
But those feelings of consistently worried and betrayal never leave your little heart of yours. Fidgeting your fingers as your wait for your dearest husband to come home even after past midnight knowing he will come back in the morning. The sound of the front door opening makes you rush to find your husband. You sigh as your eyes trailed to the man who helped your husband to walk. You quickly take his coat and told him to take Sanzu to the couch which the man nods as he put your drunken husband slowly. Both of you talk for a bit before he bid goodbye to you two while giving an apology for the mess. You looked at the man of your life laying on the couch as you smelled a foreign perfume smell from your husband’s coat.
Those feelings rushed again making your head hurt every time you smelled a different perfume from his coat. It has been more than 4 times you’ve been seeing him slacking and going home with another person's perfume. The feeling you’ve been trying to get it of for more than 5 years but never could. You hate how those people's warnings of marrying him looped inside of your mind. You thought you could bear those feeling as long as he provides you with the wealth he owns since you are only interested in his money, but alas, along the relationship you have been with him grows that forbidden emotion you should never have.
You were nothing but a normal human being who could not resist the emotion flowing in your heart. You led your life to this messed up pit trying to crawl away knowing the dirt is nothing but red soil. Hard as a rock, and when it’s wet it’ll be very hard to crawl up. No were to go waiting for someone to save you from the pit which you know no one dares to step closer to you who now has his last name engraved in you. The sounds of melancholy you have to bear whereas the betrayal you have to overcome from all his affairs. You were just a getaway for him. A bright reason he could tell people why he keep the scoundrel act of his, and you, oh, you. How oblivious you are, chasing a menace man where the red flag could be seen in his eyes. Once you step in there is no turning back. You picked this life as a resort, bear the pain and agony you must.
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renn-phrs · 1 year
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why do even those anon hate you sm, it's not like you ruin their life 💀💀. they rlly need to find a job than trying to send hate msg anonymously. like don't use anon if you were that bold to spread hatred 💀
The amount of hate anons I have left unanswered y’all would be so proud of me for my self control
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renn-phrs · 1 year
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[𝑻𝑯𝑬 𝑶𝑻𝑯𝑬𝑹 𝑾𝑶𝑴𝑨𝑵]
ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀ(s) : Haitani Rindou, Haitani Ran, Sanzu Haruchiyo
@romancesuckerouo thank you for the idea and sorry for the late rec 😔🤍 hope you enjoy it!!! (I don't get to edit it as much as I should but ye :D)
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≣ Haitani Ran
You knew he was a dangerous man by the looks of him. Tall, Broad shoulders, Hair always in place, never a single strand of hair falls down to his beautiful face. The way his eyes looked back at you with those sleepy eyes never fail to make you down on your knees. No matter how much you wanted to look for any imperfection he has, there is no sign of it. Oh, those laughter and light touch he gave you when you two were talking always leave you with many fantasies at night. If only he knew what you think about him, perhaps he would call you a minx by now.
Curious to say, why does an attractive man like him doesn't have a spouse or at least a lover? Surely, his brother the number two of Roppongi may have linked him with some higher-ups woman, but from what you see there isn't any ring on his fingers except his pinky which is a gang ring. A sin to say you love him like he was your only hope in this world. You want him. Ring finger wrapped by a silver ring with a beautiful gemstone to seal the touch given by him. Playing with time isn’t what you wanted, 2 years of closeness with him, sharing each other's thoughts and laughter, while other people think you were a couple.
But all the wishes, and fantasies you held high were destroyed by a single letter he handed you. Standing infront of him not knowing what to say nor think while he explained what was inside the letter with the usual smile he had. Shakily took the letter from his hand before seeing him vanishing within the iron door that separates both of you. The grip on the letter gets tight as your heart is being squeezed painfully by all of the sudden event. A letter which you never expect a man like him would even held something like that.
"It will mean alot to me if you could come to my second anniversary party." That is the word you will hated for the rest of your life, the way he smiled while saying that will scar your heart forever.
The night was filled with tons of emotions bubbling up in the air where the two love birds are. People drinking and dancing to the beat as the night gets darker. You grip your blazer watching all the guests having the time of their lives whereas you salt away your own feelings for the sake of that man until your eyes land on something that makes your broken heart broken into pieces that could never be restored again anymore. The way his hand trailed alongside the black dress she wore, eyes digging into her lovingly, the long but steady kiss he gave her. Oh, you wish you could rip that woman from him or stab her with the cake knife you've been holding this whole time. But seeing them both having the time of their life could only make you smile bitterly before leaving the place to cry alone for another night.
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≣ Haitani Rindou
You loved him for sure. He was a perfect man that anyone would die for to be his spouse. A gentle soul masked under a stoic face, a perfect cover up into making people believe he is a cold human being. The lovely nickname he gives you every time he sees you. The smile followed by the hug he gave you every time he came home to see his wife waiting for him to arrive. But those eyes never lied. The way he looked at you is dearly, but those eyes reflect nothing but emptiness. Nothing but an orb without its shine. Hollow, that is what you would describe his stares and soul. No matter what, he still treats you like the queen you are, holding your status high as if you were an important person to the whole city to know, and he mostly keeps your status clean from any dirt that could stain your name. He may be cold-hearted from the outside but a soft one on the inside just for you. That is what you thought.
Oh, the way you wish to never see the truth and keep on dancing on a line of lies with your eyes closed to the melody of happiness. Those eyes that were meant to only see you glint as the person walks past him, eyes locked on the figure that merges within the crowds while you were standing there beside him watching his eyes trail to his interest. Your grip tightened around the champagne glass as you felt your heart being crushed into pieces by the fact you caught him red-handed, not even trying to hide it from you. You cleared your throat, earning your husband's to focus back on you as you asked him to have a dance with him. Even after you dragged him for a dance, your eyes never fail to see him taking a short glance at them. You wanted to scream, punch or just hit him as bad as you wish you could, but you are better than that, besides it will be on you if you ever get a divorce with a lovely man like him. What would your family say to you?
Curious to say, being stubborn you are, you follow your head to find out who that person is, not thinking straight on your own guts that say the opposite. Alas, you hit the consequences, your broken heart shattered once more as you learn that they are the first person and the last he would ever love the most where you were just a wall that divided the two souls that should have been united.
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≣ Sanzu Haruchiyo
Stepping into his world was the reddest flag all humans could see. But who cares, in the eyes of a loof person like you who thriving the trill of life this is what you wanted. Being on top of everything, looking down at the city from a skyscraper penthouse you owned with an expensive red wine your husband’s college brought you as a present for the 2nd anniversary of your marriage. What a lovely life, where money does buy happiness. Buying expensive gifts, dresses, and jewelry, was your everyday to-do list. Needless to say, you were living the life that everyone could have dreamed of.
But those feelings of consistently worried and betrayal never leave your little heart of yours. Fidgeting your fingers as your wait for your dearest husband to come home even after past midnight knowing he will come back in the morning. The sound of the front door opening makes you rush to find your husband. You sigh as your eyes trailed to the man who helped your husband to walk. You quickly take his coat and told him to take Sanzu to the couch which the man nods as he put your drunken husband slowly. Both of you talk for a bit before he bid goodbye to you two while giving an apology for the mess. You looked at the man of your life laying on the couch as you smelled a foreign perfume smell from your husband’s coat.
Those feelings rushed again making your head hurt every time you smelled a different perfume from his coat. It has been more than 4 times you’ve been seeing him slacking and going home with another person's perfume. The feeling you’ve been trying to get it of for more than 5 years but never could. You hate how those people's warnings of marrying him looped inside of your mind. You thought you could bear those feeling as long as he provides you with the wealth he owns since you are only interested in his money, but alas, along the relationship you have been with him grows that forbidden emotion you should never have.
You were nothing but a normal human being who could not resist the emotion flowing in your heart. You led your life to this messed up pit trying to crawl away knowing the dirt is nothing but red soil. Hard as a rock, and when it’s wet it’ll be very hard to crawl up. No were to go waiting for someone to save you from the pit which you know no one dares to step closer to you who now has his last name engraved in you. The sounds of melancholy you have to bear whereas the betrayal you have to overcome from all his affairs. You were just a getaway for him. A bright reason he could tell people why he keep the scoundrel act of his, and you, oh, you. How oblivious you are, chasing a menace man where the red flag could be seen in his eyes. Once you step in there is no turning back. You picked this life as a resort, bear the pain and agony you must.
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renn-phrs · 1 year
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Im back baby!!! I have TONS of req from alot of you and I may start writing it in a few days so keep an eye on my blog!!! :D
fr I rlly miss writting :(
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