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do you believe at love at first sight ? i met him at the club because i was there with my friend and he hangs out with him . he smokes the same cigarettes as me and he smells like peppermint . he’s tall and while he was dancing his hand didn’t move from my hip , he was very respectful, he was a gentle man with me .

#my love #forbidden love

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i keep getting fat and all i want is to cut my skin with scissors

#ed diet diary #anatips #ana motivation #ana thoughts #eating disorder #painhub #pro ana #tw ed diet #thinspo

[sadgirlale]

✨manifesting and fasting✨for this body at the moment🛐🛐

#ana motivation #pro ana #anatips #thinspo #thin #ed diet diary #tw ed diet #fasting motivation #anorexjk #painhub #anahub #ana humor #eating disorder #tw ed #tw ana

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my parents were like im going to make a daughter that is so beyond help

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here’s some of my favourite ✨thin inspo✨

#thinspo #pro ana #ana motivation #ed diet diary #tw ed diet #ed stuff #edtmblr

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#ed diet diary #tw ed diet #eating disorder #ana thoughts #pro ana #eating problems #anatips

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so far i have made a list of my safe foods/drinks -> idk i just wanna share ;/

1-green tea

2-black coffee

3-broccoli without oil and stuff

4-lentil soup

5-vegetable soup

6-the monster without sugar (i can’t remember the name but it’s the white one)

7-iceberg salad with no oil just the leaves

(i think there’s more but this are the ones i could remember)

idk why but i’m kinda obsessed with rice , it isn’t that low in calories but that makes me feel full for a long time so i kinda love it so far

#tw ed diet #binge eating #safe foods #ana thoughts #anadiet #ana blog #painhub #food low in calories #ed diet diary #anatips

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i have to move to another city in spring i think and i am so happy because i will leave every one and everything . FINALLY I CAN START MY LIFE AGAIN

i will have no friends so that means no food when you go out . IM SO FUCKING HAPPY .

#tw ed diet

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i have gained a lot of weight and i need to loose it like right now give me tips please . i feel hungry 24/7 and i purge after every meal but it does not work . i went from 48 kg to 54kg . i literally hate my body so freaking much.

#ed stuff #eating problems #tw ed diet

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the most sad thing is that i literally fast all day so the calories are always 0 but then i fuck up because i drink like every friday and saturday night 4 martini (200cal x one) or maybe a couple of sex and the beach

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i just can’t let my self be happy, i always ruin everything and people still stay around me i can’t get how . they always say eat this eat that they just can’t get the fact that i need so fast for feeling proud and happy .

[sadgirlale]

Every time I wrote your name, I lied. Every time I wrote your name, it was the truth.

1.Clarice Lispector | 2.Nickie Zimov | 3.Warsan Shire | 4.Pablo Neruda | 5.Madeline Miller | 6.Nickie Zimov | 7.Madeline Miller | 8.Vincent van Gogh | 9.James Joyce | 10.Nick Lantz | 11.Ocean Vuong | 12.Nickie Zimov | 13.Richard Brautigan | 14.Keaton St. James 

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no words

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“I feel numbered, and constricted all over. I barely fit inside myself.” - Clarice Lispector, Complete Stories

1. Marya Hornbacher, Madness: A Bipolar Life / 2. Su Xinyu / 3. Clarice Lispector, The Stream of Life / 4. Su Xinyu / 5. Clarice Lispector, A Breath of Life / 6. Su Xinyu / 7. Milan Kundera, The Unbearable Lightness of Being / 8. Delfina Karmona / 9. Andrés Cerpa, The Vault / 10. Delfina Karmona / 11. Emily Dickinson / 12. Delfina Karmona / 13. Clarice Lispector, A Breath of Life

#clarice lispector #web weaving

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“Someone you haven’t even met yet is wondering what it’d be like to know someone like you.”

— Iain Thomas

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goddddd

The SMILE !!