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I'm exhausted.....

I'm exhausted from stressing. I'm exhausted from struggling. I'm exhausted fearing for the future. I'm exhausted trying to make food stretch. I'm exhausted from cleaning my house. I'm exhausted.....

I'm 26 but don't own a house. I'm married with two incomes yet we can't seem to make ends meet anymore. We shouldn't have to work two jobs just to make ends meet. The cost of living is ridiculous. No one seems to understand you're truly trying the best you can. Doesn't matter how hard you try, it's not enough. I'm tired of feeling like a failure.... the ones who don't get it are the ones who have money and aren't struggling. They don't know what it's like to worry about having all their bills pay or if they will be able to get food on the table.... im so tired having to explain myself. I can't even enjoy doing things I love and make me happy because money is that tight. I want kids but I can't afford one.... even at this point in life, do I really want to bring a kid into the horrible world... life isn't fair. Then again has it ever been fair? I just feel so stuck....lost....hopeless... I just want the reasonable future I have always dreamed up. But even that is too much to ask for these days.

I am drained. I am stressed. I am depressed... when does this all end? Will it ever end? Will there be a day where I don't worry? Where I don't stress about money? I just want this all to end... im at the point where I just want to give up. Just say fuck it and whatever happens, happens.

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