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Clyde Head Canons

Hii again. I’m pretty sure I mischaracterized him in this since I don’t really have a clear picture of him in my mind, but I hope it’s still fitting in some point and please correct me if I’m wrong. Again, they mostly apply when he is older.

His room is a perfect mess and none of his friends understand how he managed to find his stuff in there.

He moves a lot in his sleep and only Tolkien and Craig can tolerate it. Jimmy will actively avoid sharing a bed with him at a sleepover.

He has a shelf full of dvds of his favorite movies and he knows almost everything about them.

His favorite trope is fantasy, but he hates horror movies. His friends force him to watch them with them anyway.

Him and Kenny would always trade playboy magazines behind the school when they were younger.

He often jokingly asks Tolkien to buy him food or small items he sees in shops, but he feels bad when he actually does it.

Because of his mother, he can fluently speak dutch and would sometimes switch languages to piss his friends off. Tweek and him can somehow communicate and will use it to talk about people.

He really likes cooking and trying out new recipes, but he is super clumsy. He has once almost burned down the kitchen because he was distracted.

Since the school wants their students to join a sports club, he is in the football team, thinking it would make him look cool.

His grades are mostly average, but he doesn’t really bother studying since he believes he could ‘ free style’ his exams. His favorite subject is art because he can chat freely with everyone there.

Almost everyone in school knows him and since he can be really extroverted sometimes he isn’t afraid to join conversation. He is more outgoing and loud without a sense of boundaries.

He really likes physical contact and is often seen wrapping an arm around his friends’ shoulder or lean on them when it's actually unnecessary. His friends don't mind that much.

When he is bored, he would go in his sister’s room to either annoy her or play games with her. ( I think it was mentioned he has a big sister but idk)

He has the habit of showing up unannounced at his friends doorsteps and either invites himself in or drags them along.

He hates playing Mario Cart with his friends because he always loses.

He is that one kid that every teacher hates because he will talk back when something seems unfair.

Aside from his group, he is also close to Kenny and he sometimes tolerates Cartman.

All parents like him and think he is a great example because he is always super polite to them, but he is the one with the most insane ideas.

He can be really reckless sometimes and Tolkien tries to stop him whenever he has one of his 'great' ideas.

He doesn't see showing emotions as a weakness and thinks it's bullshit that men are not allowed to cry.

He has at least once cried because of math. ( same)

Clyde can sometimes be a bit slow, but he isn't dumb. Sadly, he rather acts before thinking about the consequences leading to him getting in trouble quite often.

He doesn't hold grudges, but will start ignoring you if he is upset.

He shares small problems loudly with his friends - they claim to be uninterested and don't want to hear him whining about girls or other stuff - but he rather keeps the serious things to himself.

#south park #sp clyde #sp clyde donovan #south park clyde #south park clyde donovan #clyde donovan #sp clyde hcs #sp tyde #tyde #south park tyde

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Butters Head Canons

Hii, I got some more head canons for you and again these mostly apply when he is older. Maybe I should change the series name lol ?

Also, can someone tell me if both of his parents are Hawaiin or only one of them ? ( or is this just a popular hc ?)

Also, please feel free to share your own head canons ^^

He is one of the youngest in his grade and still a little bit naive.

His parents have stopped to ground him for every little thing, since their son got a little more confident in talking back at them thanks to his friends. He still is scared of his father though.

He is in one of the commitees to help organize school events and lift off pressure of the school representatives.

The other members tend to pill all their work on him with some excuse and Butters would feel too bad to decline. He wasn't aware that they were actually using him until his friends pointed it out. Kenny had had a word with them and now they are super nice to him.

In middle school, he has started to dance again in his free time, having tried out all different types. He has a natural talent and it’s really relaxing for him.

Aside from Kyle, Stan and Kenny he also is pretty close to Jimmy, Bebe and Wendy. He would sometimes hang out with Cartman because he feels bad for him.

He has undiagnosed autism therefore he has trouble reading the room or accidentally says something people would consider rude.

He is unaware that he is masking most of the time, but he feels less on edge around his friends. His special interest is still Hello Kitty and he could rant about it for hours.

His sensory issues mostly revolve around sensibility to different textures, smells and tastes. He can't eat soup or hates the smell of raspberries because it makes him physically ill.

Since he also has some trouble with the texture of clothing, he has found interest in shopping with the goal to find something that doesn’t make his skin itch. Bebe often joins him.

He is the cousin of Tweek and they are really close.

His favorite subjects are English, Art and Music. His grades are good to average.

When he has a crush on someone, he makes it really obvious without realizing it, leading to everyone knowing it.

On the other hand, he is really oblivious when someone has a crush on him, believing they are just friendly.

He is actually really scary when he is angry.

He loves playing animal crossing and sometimes lends Kenny his Nintendo to play as well.

Tomodachi life is also something he still plays sometimes and he puts the people he doesn’t like in less pretty rooms.

Since the ninja incident with Kenny happened he has a scar around his eye.

He is really good at memorizing dates and planning different events.

He is a really bad liar.

Whenever he has a sleepover with Tweek, they stay up all night to watch Cartoons. He doesn’t drink their coffee though.

#south park #sp butters #sp butters stotch #butters stotch #leopold butters stotch #sp bunny #sp butters hc #sp Kenny x butters #south park bunny #bunny #kenny x butters

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Kenny Head Canons

Hii, may I present you some more of my head canons ? They are still based on episodes and popular opinions mixed with my own thoughts. Again, some of them apply when he is older.

Please feel free to share your own head canons and let me know what you think ^^

He is a really laid back and easy going person that has no sense of personal space.

He has the tendency to stick his nose in other peoples business therefore he knows almost everything that’s going on.

He wears hand-me-downs from his older brother. That is the reason why his clothes look oversize on him and are ripped. Karen wears his parka now.

He works at the gas station to support his family, leading to a messed up sleep schedule and lower grades. Since his shifts are mostly late at night, not many costumers come in so he can do his homework and studies there.

The school forces him to join a sports club and he was assigned to the baseball team, but he often just skips pratice. He hates to admit it, but after playing some time it wasn’t as boring as he remembered.

He really likes parties because it’s the only time he can forget all his troubles and just be a teenager. He is often seen drunk during these events.

Kenny will not let any opportunity slide to make a sexual joke, getting annoyed groans from his friends in reply.

There are a lot of rumors going oround about him, but none of them are true.

His height was stunned from lacking essential nutrients and vitamins, so he is a bit shorter than the most boys in his grade.

Aside from Stan and Kyle, he is really close to Butters, Tweek, Jimmy and Bebe. Craig sometimes tolerates him and Tolkien is in the same team as him. He doesn't know why he still hangs out with Cartman though.

Kenny was the reason Butters got grounded at least twice. He bailed him out to make it up to him. He also has a habit of sneaking in his house when he is bored.

He listens to Butters talking about his favorite games and sometimes even plays with him.

He has stolen a dvd of the bee movie when he was a kid and now will bring it to every sleep over and tries to make the others watch it every time to annoy them. The concept of the movie is just too funny to him.

His favorite subjects are chemistry and biology. He is really talented and doesn't need to study much for a good grade in either of those. His grades in other subjects vary from average to below average.

If needed he can be serious and is known to give good advice.

He loves helping his friends, but he doesn't accept help from others. He doesn't like being pitied or viewed as a charity case. That's why he actually hates when people want to pay for him. ( It's okay when his closer friends do this in some cases since he knew that they don't see in him any less of a person, but he still feels bad )

He is an awesome big brother and is very protective of his little sister. He lets her hang out with him and his friends when they are at his house.

He doesn't care about labels. He just likes who he likes.

Kenny was thrown out of a 7/11 together with his group for messing with the ice cream machine( mostly Cartmans fault) and they stole a shopping cart afterwards.

He will always join the dumbest plans and has come up with most of them too.

Stan was the one that pierced his piercings. Kyle still believes it was a stupid idea even if they healed nicely.

#south park #sp kenny #kenny mccormick #sp kenny mccormick #south park kenny #south park kenny mccormick #bunny #sp bunny #south park bunny #sp kenny hc

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Stan head canons

Hii, these are a little based on the episodes and popular opinions, but I also wanted to share some of my ideas. I guess most of them apply when he is older. ( Also, excuse my bad English in some of the phrases. I’m not sure if it’s right)

Please feel free to share your own head canons ^^

He is the messiest person to ever exist. All his clothes are scattered around his room together with music sheets and occasionally cans from energy drinks.

He loves animals, especially dogs. He sometimes goes to the local animal shelter to play with them. He drags Kyle with him.

He also invites Kyle everyday to walk Sparky with him. He loves walking around at dawn since the streets aren’t that busy.

His sleep schedule is completely messed up. He stays up way too long even on school days to play video games or work on songs.

He either has too much energy for the day or no at all. There is no in between.

Whenever he has to do an assignment, he is always procrastinating until the very last day. Somehow he always managed to finish it ( sometimes with Kyle’s help)

He wouldn’t survive a day without music. His headphones are always turned up to the max, making his friends question how his ears are still okay.

His music taste includes almost everything and he couldn’t tell you what his favorite song is. He also writes his own songs and plays the guitar. He wishes to be in a band again and is trying to convince some of his friends to join.

He somehow is still the quarterback of the football team, but he doesn’t take it really seriously. It’s fun sometimes though. The school forces every student to join a sports club.

His best subjects are music and history. Everything else is pretty average.

He only drinks at parties or with friends, but he often overestimates himself and ends up drunk and Kyle has to get him home.

He has undiagnosed adhd.

He is really good at Super Smash, but sucks at Mario Kart.

Stan loves Kyle’s hair and always tries to talk him out of cutting it. ( he had cried once when Kyle shaved his head as a kid)

He is the cousin of Craig and also has peruvian roots. He can speak Spanish, but is mad that Craig is better at it.

He is bisexual.

He absolutely can’t flirt without making it extremely awkward. His bros are the exception.

He either replies to a message immediately or weeks later. Phone calls aren’t even let through with a few exceptions like his mom, Kyle or Kenny.

Stan has given himself an earring and wanted give himself a piercing too. Kyle stopped him ( fr don’t do that. Mine got infected).

He has the habit of dying his hair blonde whenever something slightly inconvenient happens and regrets it afterwards.

Stan used to hold Kyle’s hand whenever he had to take his insulin shot. Since Kyle once nearly died from his diabetes, he is a bit more cautious about his best friend’s health.

Almost everyone likes him since he is a pretty chill guy.

He rarely eats meat and pays attention to only buying bio products.

#south park #sp style #sp stan #sp stan marsh #south park stan #stan marsh #stan marsh hc #style #south park style #sp stan hc

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Show me how to make flowers ~ ( Creek)

Since I still don’t know how this app works I decided to post another silly little one shot I wrote a while ago to get to use it more. I’m too incompetent to reply to comments it seems I don’t know ?

Anyway, here have a silly Creek one shot that’s probably a bit ooc and has some grammar mistakes ( English is not my native language and I have adhd)

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Tweek had always been troubled by his anxiety. Especially as a child, a thousand things that could go wrong crossed his mind in solely a second, raising his fear level constantly until he broke out into panic. Then there was his boyfriend Craig, who would always try to keep him in check by making sure he was distracted by a nerve calming activity and preparing him his favorite tea.

Not only since the stoic boy thought coffee tasted like shit, but also because he believed the brown liquid would only fuel his lover's overthinking nature, he helped him fight his addiction to the point the blonde would only occasionally sip a cup. Due to him mistrusting Mister and Misses Tweak, he would only allow Tweek to drink what he prepared himself. No one could convince his wary self that the shop owners didn't put something in their beverages.

As a consequence of his boyfriend's great ability to calm him and his own mastered skills to keep his mind a peaceful place, Tweek wasn't on edge every day of the week. Still, there were a lot of things that stressed him out, starting from his fear of failing all his classes to believing he could get run over by a car anytime he crossed the road.

Today, it wasn't any different from his usual outburst. The teacher of his favorite subject had given him a bad grade, leading him to spiral back into his self loathing tendencies. What if the teacher thought he was stupid now ? Did the teacher hate him now ? Was he disappointed ? Would he fail him so Tweek had to drop out and eventually live on the streets ?

Lucky for him, his partner had been distracting him the whole ride home, preventing shaking hands from ripping out more of his hair or scratch his skin. The minute they had arrived in the blonde's room, he let out a sigh of relief, feeling safe in his own space and he immediately sat down on his chair with Craig beside him, sorting the colorful paper on his desk.

Ever since, the anxious male was engrossed in creating origami figures such as a dragon or a butterfly. Over the past seven years, he had perfected his techniques and found joy in challenging himself with higher difficulties. All the negative thoughts were replaced by his concentration only on the paper, making this his number one in fighting his anxiety together with talking to his boyfriend about everything that troubled him.

Now, that the stress had left his body, Tweek seemed much more relaxed while he was teaching Craig how to make a simple flower, as requested by his lover. Something easy to comprehend and copy like a little flower shouldn't take too long to learn, right ? Wrong. It came as a surprise that Tweek had to show the smart boy how it was done a third time already.

" Et violà. C'est fini", the younger one ended his explanation, presenting his love his finished work with a proud smile. Craig couldn't stop himself from mirroring his excited expression as he felt the warmth, wrapping his heart in a cozy cocoon whenever he witnessed Tweek brightening up like that, returning. " Do you understand it now ? It's not too hard."

" I'm sorry, honey. I'm still confused about a few steps. Can you show me again ?", the older asked nicely, leaning closer to appear as interested as he was in his little craft. " But I've shown you at least three times by now", Tweek muttered, unsure if the thing he had chosen was too difficult for his partner and if they should do something entirely different for the rest of the day.

" Please, my dear ?" His green eyes lit up when his dearest reached out for another piece of paper. " First, you have to fold it in the middle a few times like this and make sure you do it neatly." Exactly like the times before, the ravenette blocked his voice out, paying all his attention to his lover's face rather than his hands.

The way he stuck out his tongue when he was focused on perfectly folding the edges or how his brows furrowed whenever he made a mistake caused his heart to jump. He couldn't think of anything he liked more than watching his darling engage in something he loved. It would never get boring, seeing the excitement reflected by his beautiful blue eyes the moment he finished another piece. Adding to that, it was clear it made Tweek happy sharing his interests with him.

The blonde was right about the flower not being hard to make since Craig had picked up the correct way the first time it was explained to him. His love didn't need to know about that, though. Maybe, the next time he would ask for something bigger so Tweek would take longer to finish.

This was his only chance to admire his boyfriend without him noticing and he was sure as hell going to make the most out of it. The second he would admit he understood the process the shorter boy wouldn't continue because he probably believed Craig was bored.

Observing his partner with a stupid little smile tugging at his lips, the stoic teenager rested his head on his hand that's been supported by the large desk. He wasn't even trying to hide the fact that he was staring, but could you really blame him ? His boyfriend was too pretty and cute. No one could resist.

" J'ai fini." Hearing him speaking french was definitely a bonus too. Just as before, Tweek proudly presented the small paper flower and handed it to Craig together with the others he made. At this point, he might have caught on the little shenanigans Craig was pulling. " Do you get it now ?", Tweek questioned, giggling to himself.

" No, I still haven't understood that last part."

A bright smile overtook his features. " Do you want me to show you again ?"

" Yes, honey. Please show me how to make flowers."

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I don’t know what to think of this to be honest… I wrote it like in an hour and please my French is so bad. Don’t mind that. I just really love the French Tweek hc.

If you want to suffer through more of my writing you can find me on Wattpad and ao3 ^^

This is like my newest work….

#south park #sp tweek #craig tucker #craig x tweek #creek #sp craig #sp creek #tweek tweak #south park creek #sp style

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Kyle head canons

These are a little based on the episodes and popular opinions, but I also wanted to share some of my ideas. I guess most of them apply when he is older.

Please feel free to share your own head canons here ^^

He is very responsible, but still lets himself be convinced to join another adventure with his friends.

He was the tallest of his group when they were younger but now Stan is taller than him and regularly teases him about it.

He is the vice student representative and he only applied for the position because Cartman wanted to be in charge. He and Wendy are doing a pretty good job.

He has a habit of sneaking in Stan’s room at night to either sleep by his side or hang out. He regrets sleeping over sometimes since he is a light sleeper and Stan moves too much.

He still plays basketball and is the point guard of his team. He is really good with game strategies and he is the vice captain of the team.

When they were younger they would regularly go ice skating as a group and Kyle still drags Stan with him sometimes.

He is super organized and hard working since he doesn’t want to stay in South Park more than he needed.

Kyle has some kind of academic rivalry with Wendy going on, but they are really good friends. He also hangs out with Bebe, Tweek and Tolkien outside of his group.

His group has often trolled people online while being on a voice call. He is also really good at Mario Cart, but sucks at Super Smash.

He can still play some songs on the guitar, but he learned to play the viola since it’s calming and it looks good on college applications

He is a little germaphobic and likes cleaning in general.

He enjoys gossiping with Bebe and lets her do his hair or his nails when she is bored.

He randomly shaves his head when he loses his patience with it. He hates his curls ( I wrote a whole ass fanfiction about it).

He still really likes fnaf and is invested in the lore, but doesn’t want to play himself since he hates jump scares/ is a little scared. He rather forces Stan to play and he watches. He also enjoys horror movies.

Kyle will annoy his brother when he is bored, but will defend him with everything he has when someone else teases him.

He tends to over work himself.

Also, if I had to add a sexuality head canon I really love the demi aroace + omni ones. I’m aroaco so I’m kinda biased xD

I saw some people hc him as russian or polish because of his last name and someone even said he was German so I would really like your take on this or hear your own head canons.

#south park #sp kyle #kyle broflovski #south park kyle #south park kyle broflovski #sp kyle broflovski #sp style #south park style #style

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Craig head canons

Hii, some of those head canons are based on episodes and popular opinions. They are more fitting when he is older. Please share some of your head canons too ^^ also I’m not American so I don’t know about their school system…

He is one of the tallest in his grade

He is actually really good at math and physics and even attends the honor classes

He has a telescope in his room and glow in the dark stars on his ceiling

He is autistic and his special interests are space, the ocean and red racer

The school forces him to join a sports club so he is in the swimming team since it’s the most relaxing sport and he really likes the silence under water

He has peruvain roots and can speak spanish

His dad often buys him fidget toys, but he just gives them to Tweek instead

He lets Tweek wear his hat and pull on the strings to prevent him from ripping out his hair. He also carries around bandaids in his bag just in case

In 5th grade he got braces for his messed up teeth and was really insecure about it to the point he didn’t want to talk. He was relieved when they finally took them out and now he has nice teeth.

He has watched red racer more than ten times already and he urges his friends to watch it with him.

Red and Stan are his Cousins. He doesn’t want to be associated with Randy though.

He can play the violin and sometimes does duets with his boyfriend

He is the guy with the most ‘sick’ days but he still never was held back a grade. His grades are rather good for someone that doesn’t do much.

He sometimes helps out in the coffee shop so Tweek would be able to end his shift sooner

He absolutely despises Tweek’s dad and doesn’t trust him or their coffee. Tweek’s parents love him though.

He really enjoys watching his boyfriend’s boxing matches and is really proud of him. Tweek is also super supportive of his hobbies and doesn’t miss his competitions.

He watches horror game theory videos with Clyde knowing his best friend will be scared. He and Clyde were really obsessed with Fnaf as kids.

He enjoys collecting Pokemon cards or book. He also has some of Tweek origami creations on display in his room.

#south park #sp tweek #sp craig #craig tucker #craig x tweek #craig head canons #sp craig tucker #south park craig #south park craig tucker #south park creek #creek

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Tweak head canons

This are a little based on the episodes and popular opinions, but I also wanted to share some of my ideas. Some of them apply when he is older too. Please also feel free to share your own head canons ^^

He started baking for his family business and has got really good at it. He let Craig or other friends taste his creations and is determined to perfect them

Besides baking, he does origami to calm his nerves whenever he needs it or uses his fidget toys. Craig introduced origami to him

After being forced to start boxing, Tweek discovered that he really liked it and he would do it on regular basis when he is older

He has a parrot called Dot that absolutely despises Craig

His mother is French and his father German, but he grew up in America. He can speak French though. He struggles with German.

He is really good friends with Bebe, Wendy, Kyle and Kenny outside of his “ gang”

His anxiety has got better when he got older with the help of his boyfriend, but still gets overwhelmed sometimes

Butters is his cousin and they get along really well

He has trouble sleeping and is always moving around a lot. Whenever his boyfriend sleeps next to him he feels a lot calmer and falls asleep a bit better

He is a theatre kid and has proven himself as a good actor a few times already. He also helps out with the music, since he still plays the piano when he has time

He isn’t as tall as the other kids since he was affected by the drugs his parents gave him. When he found out about this he was so shaken up that he was staying with Craig for a while. The police didn’t do anything about them though and he was forced back. He does not trust them or anything they give him. It took his body a long time to recover from that but he had got help from professionals. He doesn’t drink coffee anymore

He has heterochromia ( one eye is blue, the other green)

He is a vegetarian.

Skin picking or hair pulling are bad habits of his that get worse whenever he is anxious. His nails are often bleeding too because of him biting them.

His favorite subjects are music, english and art. His grades in other subjects are pretty average, but he is in English honors class together with Kyle

#south park #south park tweek #south park tweek tweak #tweek tweak #sp creek #creek #sp tweek #sp tweek tweak

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Hii, even though this apps had been on my phone for months I have no idea how to use it, but here have a South Park one shot I wrote.

It’s Creek bc they are adorable and btw I don’t fluently speak English so I‘m sorry for any mistakes

Clyde isn’t always wrong

" I'm sorry, Craig. I don't feel the same."

Blue eyes filled with guilt and other undetectable emotions were glued to the snowy ground. Tweek bit his tongue, stopping himself from apologizing over and over again. He shouldn't be apologizing in the first place, yet the little voice in his head was messing with him. He knew exactly what this was about, so there was no point in feeling bad. Without sparing his classmate another glance, the blonde left him in the cold.

Craig hasn't even noticed that he was alone now. His heart was still racing from the adrenaline rushing through his veins. The loud beating reached to his ears, drowning out any sounds around him and it hurt. What hurt even more was the fact he had got rejected by the boy he had fancied for the past year.

How could he not like Tweek Tweak ? He was perfect and would remind the stoic boy every time he stepped into his view. Would he still smile at Craig whenever they passed each other in the hallways ? Would he still turn around in his seat to have a little chat once in a while ? Had he completely ruined his chances of getting closer to the coffee addict by confessing to him ?

" Yo, dude. How did it go ?" An arm wrapped itself around his shoulder and the face of his annoying best friend Clyde came in view. This had been his idea. How could he be so dumb and listen to Clyde ? " I got rejected", he stated bluntly, still in shock over this realization. " Wait ! What ?" The grin that graced the brunette's face turned into a frown. " You're messing with me. There is no way." Craig rolled his eyes.

" Better believe it. You were wrong. He doesn't like me." Jimmy and Tolkien, who were standing right behind them, exchanged a worried glance. " I'm sorry, Craig. Is there anything we can do to make you feel better ?", the latter asked, stepping closer. " It's fine. Just leave me alone for a bit", their friend mumbled, freeing himself from the tight grib of the idiot.

Craig wanted to kick himself in the ass for confessing right before school started. Now, he was stuck with Tweek for the whole day. It would be awkward. God, could he get more stupid ? Hesitantly, he dragged his drained body to the building, hoping this day would be over soon. You couldn't blame him for wishing nothing more than hiding under his space themed blanket and ignoring his problems by sleeping until he couldn't anymore.

Maybe he would even cry, but what use would that be ? Crying was pathetic and it wouldn't magically change Tweek's mind. Clyde had always told him, it lifted a heavy weight from his shoulders after bawling his eyes out, but there was no way he would ever take the crybaby's advice seriously.

The hallways were as noisy as every morning. How could kids be that active at this ungodly hour ? Craig didn't have the energy to flip the kids, playing football, off as he was walking to class. Spotting the familiar mess of blonde hair, his heart clenched and he averted his eyes from the hurtful sight that would always remind him of the pain in his chest. Of course, an angel like the blonde wouldn't like a rude motherfucker like Craig Tucker! How could he have possibly thought that it wasn't this way ?

Tiredly, he fell into his seat far in the back as soon as he reached his class. If he was lucky enough the teacher would leave him alone for the day and if Mister Garrison wouldn't he always had the option to show him his middle finger. Maybe he would be sent home, escaping this hell hole, however he would rather avoid his mother's wrath that would come at him for being disciplined again. Skipping wasn't a possibility either, therefore he had to suffer in silence the whole day.

Stretching out his arms over the small desk, he placed his head on the table, not able to keep it up. All his energy had left his body the moment his ears had picked up the pitying tone of Tweek's voice. " Crushes are stupid", he told himself while playing with the eraser that had seen more colors than his actual notebook. Did everyone have the habit of drawing on the white little thing ? Philosophizing about everything and nothing might keep his mind at bay.

Unknown to him, bright blue eyes were fixed on him as the owner was biting his lips in the same nervous demeanor excepted from him.

The loud noises of the annoying bell couldn't rip Craig out of his trance. Had his teacher tried to talk to him ? Was this the end of the first period ? Why did people tend to cling to the tiniest string of hope, even though it was pointless ? He had no answer to any of those questions.

" Yo dude, aren't you getting up ?" A hand shook his shoulder violently, trying to stop the boy from drowning in his thoughts. Blinking confused, the space enthusiast managed to sit back up in his chair, analyzing the faces of his three friends. " It's time for lunch, come on" Tolkien pulled the energetic brunette away from the shell that used to be his classmate. It was no secret how hard Craig had fallen for the paranoid kid, which was only further proven with this kind of reaction. None of them had expected him to be rejected. It was just so weird.

" Oh", was the only thing that left the ravenette's dry lips before he rose from his place and followed the others to the cafeteria. Why would he even come here ? His stomach refused any food and the seemingly tasty tacos on the tray, that's been pushed into his arms, wouldn't change that fact. " I'm not hungry." A sentence his group had ignored, informing him how important a healthy diet was and that he shouldn't skip meals.

In the end, his plate hadn't been touched and the tallest wasn't even listening to the on going conversation. That wasn't surprising. Tolkien couldn't bare seeing the usual unaffected guy so heart broken. Even though he would rarely agree with Clyde, he had been just as convinced as him that Tweek would reciprocate his feelings.

It was so obvious. Shy glances whenever Craig wasn't looking, bright smiles whenever they had a lively conversation, baked gifts that he claimed to be too much for him to eat. The blonde even was calmer around him ! What did they miss ? Were all of those things just their imagination ? There was no way.

In the corner of his eye, Tolkien spotted said blonde disappearing into the hallways and decided to follow him. Excusing himself from the table, he quickly jump to his feet and sprinted after the person that could give him clarity. Fortunately, he witnessed him entering the bathroom, which should be empty around this time. Without hesitation, the dark haired boy opened the door and called out, " Tweek !"

" Gah !", came in response. Only, after the name holder was able to recover from his mini heart, he backed away, eyes widened in fear. "

Ahh, what do you want ? Kill me ?" His blonde locks were the first victim of his anxiety outburst as he grabbed a handful and yanked it. He had been on edge the whole day.

" What ? No ! Why would I even-", the other yelled back defensive and surprised, yet quickly came back to his senses, " look, Tweek. I'm just here to talk to you." The words seemed to have an effect on his classmate, as he was loosening the grib on his hair and was more willing to listen. " You're not gonna kick my ass for rejecting Craig ?"

" No, I wouldn't do such a thing, but I want to know why you rejected him." Tolkien kept his distance, observing his every step. The way he was now biting his finger nails reminded him how uncomfortable the other boy was under his piercing gaze. " Gah ! Why are you looking at me like that ? This is too much pressure !"

The coffee addict didn't have a glue how to handle this situation. Why would Craigs friend stare at him like that ? Was he mad ? Would he actually kill him and was hiding his true intentions ? Why were they targeting him anyway ?

Considering the fact that Tolkien hadn't backed down, his best choice was to answer his question. " Because I don't like him." That was a good enough reason to not get together with someone, right ?

Something was definitely wrong here. Everyone was aware that the anxious teen struggled with holding eye contact, yet he would occasionally met his conversational partners' gaze. However now, his eyes were fixed on the dirty floor as if it was the most interesting thing on earth.

Then it finally hit him. " You're lying." There was no other explanation for his increased anxiety and fidgeting. The blonde always had trouble being untruthful as he was too worried about getting caught. Only one question remained, though. Why would he say he didn't like Craig if he clearly did ?

" Gahh ! I'm not lying ! I don't like him", Tweek yelled, facing his classmate for the first time since he entered the bathroom, " you can tell your friends, too ! I don't like him and I'm definitely not falling for your bullshit !"

" What do you mean ? What bullshit ?" The older male was beyond confused. Nothing the younger was spouting made any sense.

" Don't give me that crap ! I know exactly what you were trying and I'm not falling for it again !" He pointed a finger accusingly at Tolkien. " I know Craig doesn't actually like me ! He can stop pretending to be sad."

" Tweek, take a deep breath and listen to me." The rich boy cautiously stepped closer, avoiding startling the already freaked out kid. With a calm tone, he carried on, " I still haven't figured out what this is all about but Craig really does like you and he isn't pretending to be sad."

" How do I know you're telling the truth ?"

" Well, for instance, Craig sucks at acting. Do you remember that one musical in seventh grade ? That should speak for itself." He chuckled remembering the embarrassing performance of his friend, also attempting to cut the tension by joking. " He is also always looking at you and trying to get close to you, thinking he is sneaky, but it's actually super obvious."

" Oh", was the only thing that left the blonde's mouth, clearly trying to process this information. Suddenly, he gasped, breaking the silence. " Oh my god ! He really sucks at acting ! Does he actually like me ? Oh god, I'm so stupid. Why do I keep messing up ?"

" Woah, Tweek. Calm down." Gently, Tolkien placed his hands on the tense shoulders of the shaking male. " Can you tell me why you claimed to not like him when you actually do ?"

" I thought you were pulling a prank on me, but now I messed up badly and made Craig sad. He probably hates me now. What do I do ? This is too much pressure !" How could he be so cruel and accuse Craig of playing with his feelings ? Again, he had proven that he was nothing more than a paranoid freak.

" Just talk to him. I'm sure if you explain whatever had stopped you from accepting his confession he will understand." Tolkien smiled encouraging, hoping it would help to ease the other's nerves. The notification sound of his phone forced him to release his grib on Tweek and checked the noisy device. " Oh, Craig is leaving", he read the message of Clyde out loud.

" I need to fix this !", the anxious male stated, clearly not convinced of his abilities, yet he would do whatever it took to not have Craig hate him. " Thank you", he showed his gratitude to his classmate, running out of the door immediately, before his mind could tell him this was a bad idea.

Arriving outside, he quickly caught glimpse of a blue hat, whose owner was walking towards the bus stop. " Craig !", he called out, rushing over the fast he could. The ravenette spun around, not expecting to be adressed, far less from Tweek himself.

Regaining his composure, he crossed his arms and glared at the boy, that was bending over and panting heavily in front of him. " What do you want ?" He didn't mean to sound so pissed and make Tweek flinch, but he wasn't in the mood for talking. What could he possibly want now after breaking his heart ? Apologizing again ? No, thanks.

" I lied", his classmate blurted out between breaths, not providing any further explanation. " What's that supposed to mean ?"

" I lied about not liking you. I do like you", he admitted, feeling a bit relieved to have finally been able to confess as well. If he hadn't been so scared from the start he would have spilled his feelings. Another reason to hate his overthinking mind.

" What the actual fuck, Tweek ?!", Craig raised his voice in utter disbelief what he had just heard, " is this some sort of joke ? Dude, you literally rejected not five hours ago ! Why the fuck did you do that if you like me ?" On the one hand, he was furious. Did Tweek just wanted to make him suffer even more ? His classmate wouldn't intentionally hurt others, yet he couldn't be entirely sure at the moment. His words reminded him of the aching pain in his chest that he couldn't get rid of. Even though his admission might be fake, it made his heart jump. Nevertheless, he wouldn't let himself cling to the silver of hope solely to be rejected again.

On the other hand, he was confused. If his love wasn't unrequited, then why wouldn't the coffee addict accept his invite to a date in the first place ? His mind couldn't come up with any possible explanations, so he just kept on glaring angrily at the nervous boy, expecting him to deliver a really good reason for his behavior.

" I thought you were playing a prank on me and-" Tweek was immediately interrupted by the offended male. " Do you really think I would do such a thing ? Play with your feelings ? Do you really think I'm that kind of person ?" He couldn't even be mad anymore. He was just sad. His crush didn't saw him as more than a stoic asshole. That stung.

" No, no ! That's not it ! I'm always super nervous whenever you talk to me and then you suddenly confessed your feelings and I was like " no, Craig is way too cool to like you" and then I spotted your friends hiding behind a tree and then I panicked more and just blurted out that I don't like you", the anxious kid started rambling on. The words were leaving his mouth too fast to be understood, yet Craig magically comprehended the mess of a sentence. Only when a shaking hand reached out to yank at his hair, he dared to step closer and gently take the hand in his.

Ignoring his pounding heart and the warmth that washed over him, he interlocked their fingers, hoping to prevent the dreading panic attack. It worked better than he had expected. Even though Tweek was still trembling, he had relaxed his body the moment they had touched.

" You think I'm cool ?", Craig suddenly questioned, remembering what the other previously said.

" Of course, I do. You literally know everything about space and star constellations, you're so good at math and physics it's insane. You almost always keep your cool", Tweek listed merely a few things he admired about his crush, however he could go on for days. " I never thought anyone would consider this things cool", Craig responded bashfully, before regaining his composure and clearing his throat, " I still don't understand why you thought I would be pulling a prank on you and what it had to do with my friends watching."

Shifting uncomfortably under his gaze, Tweek bit his already abused lip. " Okay, I will tell you", he spoke quietly, eyes darting to the ground, " two years ago, I had a big crush on a regular costumer of our coffee shop. He would always strike a conversation and I thought he might have been flirting, as well. I was so obviously in love with him. It's embarrassing. One day, he was waiting outside for me and claimed that he wanted to tell me something. I failed to see his friends hiding behind a car"

Blue eyes were shut tightly as he inhaled to brace himself for the next part of his story. " He confessed and I was overjoyed, so of course I accepted. The moment, I said "yes", he started laughing with his friends joining in. He told me the confession was only a dare and that it was too easy to fool me. When you confessed this morning, I had flashbacks of this day", he finished his story, too ashamed to look at Craig.

" I know you aren't like that, but I'm always assuming the worst because I'm always so god damn anxious and annoying." The ravenette shook his head and squeezed his hand reassuringly. " You aren't annoying. Don't spit nonsense about yourself." His tone was soft and his eyes displayed the love he felt for the blonde. " and now I understand you better. If something like this had happened to me I would have been suspicious, as well. I'm really sorry that this asshole broke your trust. This dude deserves a beating."

" You don't hate me anymore ?", Tweek asked, still afraid that his crush might be still mad. " Tweek, I never hated you. I was just upset", Craig eased his mind with a small smile, " would you now like to go on a date with me ?" This time, the blonde didn't hesitate to answer, " Of course, I would like that. Tell me when and where." Both of them had a big grin planted on their faces as they we were gazing at each other.

" How about right now ? Let's go to the cinema", the taller boy proposed, giving the smaller one another heart attack as he started pulling him in his desired direction. " But what about class ? We're gonna get in so much trouble", Tweek interjected nervously, yet let himself be dragged by his ecstatic date. " Who cares. We're already too late anyway, so why not skip." The blonde was quickly convinced since he would rather spent time with him than listen to Mister Garrison talk. As long as Craig was by his side he would be fine.

Even though the day started out awful for him, everything seemed to have turned around for Craig. Maybe he should listen to Clyde more often ?

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