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skelotonfairy · 2 years
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just joking i’m just dramatic when i’m sad ♡︎♡︎
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skelotonfairy · 2 years
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im going to kyms
i hate everything about me
im fat
i cant do anything right
and my life is already controlled by everyone
i feel so so so dead inside not even like i’m an emo way, i’m a way where you want to claw yourself out of the desperation you’re in but you’re just drowning in it and no care sand it just hurts so much
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skelotonfairy · 2 years
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if I don’t loose 5 pounds by next Wednesday I’m killing someone ☻︎
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skelotonfairy · 2 years
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this picture of grimes♡︎♡︎
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skelotonfairy · 2 years
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ananation is less lana de rey vibes and more passing out in the bathroom of a coffee shop
anyways today i did a pure barre class with my mom and like 15 minutes in everything started going black and the music was fading and i was super dizzy and i was about to pass out so i told my mom i was going to go sit down and i tried calming down from like 3 minutes but i felt like i was going to die so i had the genius idea to stumble out of the building and walk to the coffee shop next door to the pure barre place and i could not see anything or hear. when i went in i asked the guy at the counter where the bathroom was and i couldn’t hear his response but i saw his lips moving an pointing towards the back so i went and like looked at myself in the mirror and there were so many black splotches and my lips were WHITE and then i pass out on THE FLOOR LIKE EW then i like gained consciousness but i could not get off the floor and i was shaking uncontrollably like crazy and i saw my mom had called me so i told her where i was and i was like breaking down thinking i was going to die. my mom came to bathroom and i barley could get up to unlock the door so she could get it and i was super embarrassed and she took me to a table and i was shaking SO MUCH and my mom was like really frantically trying to move me around me and all i could hear was muffled sounds. she have me a sprite and was making me force drink it and it’s like 200 cal and i’m probably going to be a pig tomorrow :(
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skelotonfairy · 2 years
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starting my fast tomorrow so exited♥︎♥︎♥︎
my grandma died last week so hopefully my parents won’t pay attention to wether i have aten or not.
also i’m feeling conflicted as to how other people see me becuase i’m 104lbs and 5’4 which is like underweight but today my mom took an ice cream bar out of my hands in the car with my family and said that i’m fat and i shouldn’t be eating it. and i kid u not when i sent one of the guys i’ve been talking to what i was eating he said this…
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hopefully when i reach my goal weight people will start seeing me as skinny
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skelotonfairy · 3 years
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day two of my fast
im about to pass out and when i look at the mirror i can’t see my actual body all i see is black splotches
besides that kinda feels like i’m high off weed which is like i get to save money on buying weed ♥︎♥︎♥︎
i feel weird but the scale went down five pounds. if you don’t count the salad i purged this would be day four of my fast :(
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skelotonfairy · 3 years
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day one of my four day fast! wish me luck!!
last time i ate was yesterday, i had a spring mix salad with itlaian dressing and that was my first meal out of a two day fast!
currently feeling okay i don’t really have any cravings and i’m going to try to keep myself busy
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skelotonfairy · 3 years
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for some reason this song is my new proana anthem. thx lana ( ˘ ³˘)♥︎
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skelotonfairy · 3 years
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currently shaking to sit up i have no strength ♡︎♡︎♡︎ means it’s working ♡︎♡︎♡︎
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skelotonfairy · 3 years
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does anyone else get that insane pressure in your head when purging
like it feels like your head is going to pop off
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skelotonfairy · 3 years
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tw:ed
these are my personal gw and my stats for right now i’m just recording them for myself ❦❦
꧁10/22/21꧂
height: 5’4
current weight: 104lbs
goal weight: 95lbs
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skelotonfairy · 3 years
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hey lovelies ❦
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