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@bbymari._ on insta🌸🌷

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daily thinspo♡

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sleep is great because it’s like being dead without hurting your family

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🍁

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Honestly not kidding you, if i make it passed exams yet alone have passing grades. Id wanna know what frigging being could ever under so much bad things.

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How can i go on with so much shame in every second that im living on.

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Self harm?

I've never cut with blood before

, rubbing a knife against my skin repeatedly though..., i was in panic that i didnt finish an essay on time. I feel worthless. I've never done it that much, i dont think.

#harm #knife #hand #fat #ana #lines

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me: okay I’m recovering now! gonna eat right, and not worry about my weight.

me, a week later scrolling through pictures of thinspo:

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I dont feel like being here anymore, I really don't.

I want to move on.

Its harder to control it.

#dehydration #anorexia #ana #rexie #suicidal thoughts #suicide #depressed #worhless #knife #thoughts #psycho thoughts #fat

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Should i drown

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💫🌸 Get To Know Me | ED edition 🌸💫

Reblog if you want some numbers in your inbox!

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1. How much do you currently weigh?

2. What did you eat today?

3. Have you been diagnosed with an ED?

4. If so, what is your diagnosis?

5. Do you exercise?

6. Do any of your friends/family know about your ED?

7. What’s the lowest weight you’ve ever been?

8. What’s the highest weight you’ve ever been?

9. Favourite food?

10. When was the last time you binged?

11. Do you purge?

12. Ever had inpatient?

13. Ever been tubed?

14. Do you still have your period?(if female)

15. Do you have any friends with EDs?

16. What do you do after a binge?

17. Favourite thing about your body?

18. Least favourite thing about your body?

19. Do you prefer meanspo or nicespo?

20. Is there anything that makes you feel better about your body(eg. measuring your wrist, looking at old photos of yourself etc)?

21. Do you know what might have caused your ED?

22. Do you have any other mental illnesses besides your ED?

23. Do you take laxatives/appetite suppressants?

24. How do you stop yourself from bingeing?

25. Favourite item of clothing?

26. Do you prefer wearing tight or baggy clothes?

27. Favourite drink?

28. Ever been admitted to hospital?

29. Do you smoke?

30. Are you comfortable in a swimsuit?

31. Are you open about your ED?

32. Are you currently in recovery?

33. What motivates you to keep going?

34. Do you compare yourself to others when you’re walking down the street?

35. Do you judge people if they’re at a higher weight than you?

36. Do you ever get cravings?

37. What’s something you hate about your ED?

38. How do you distract yourself when you’re hungry?

39. Do you plan to recover?

40. Does it make you feel better to see other people eating when you aren’t?

41. Do you self harm?

42. Do you look at thinspo?

43. Are there any specific people you look at for motivation/thinspo?

44. Do you miss not worrying about what you ate?

45. How has your ED affected your physical health?

46. What is your longest fast?

47. When was the last time you had some water?

48. When was the last time you had a full meal?

49. What is your go-to binge food?

50. If someone came to you for advice on losing weight, what would you tell them?

- Additional non ED questions -

51. What’s your name?

52. Where are you from?

53. What’s your favourite movie?

54. Any hobbies?

55. How old are you?

56. How do you identify?

57. Favourite song?

58. How are you?

59. What makes you the happiest?

60. How do you see yourself in the future?

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She thrives off of dehydration and when I say she, I mean me.💁

#anorexia #dehydration #life is funny #starve

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Random "Dear me," journal entries #1

Dear me, I jumped rope for an hour, instead of two. 😣 This time we should ease into it, instead of killing our already slow metabolism.

#forced #ana #anorexia #pcos #bless #suicidal thoughts

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Legs thinspo