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Its a constant cycle

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i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything i don’t deserve anything.

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abandonment issues slayyyy

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I never asked to be born

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I must NOT show signs of BPD outwardly, I MUST hold onto the pain internally until it is safe and the right time to react. I MUST consider how my behaviour might effect others and my relationship with people.

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My roommate asked me how many calories I've been eating. I lied and said 1000. It's been around 200 but whatever. She still was passive aggressive and said that's why my body gains it back so quickly. Now I'm torn. I can't make myself eat around 1500, it's either less or way too much. So frustrating

#proana #not pro just using tags #ana #anorexia #ed

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The impulses are getting worse

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7/04

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i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control i will not binge i am in control

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When my anxiety, ED, and depression all kick up at the same time 🌹🌻🌼🌺🌻🌹🌼

#ana #pro ana #not pro just using tags #thinspo #meanspo #anorexia

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Need someone to exchange body checks with. I'm tired of being like this. Im tired of being the fat one in the group. Constantly thinking about food. Disgusting. Hmu of you want someone to trade accountability with. Skinny by the end of quarentine!

#pro ana #not pro just using tags #thinspo #ana #anorexia

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Love the nails 💙

#fuck #I want this #thinspo #pro ana #not pro just using tags