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when you die, you walk into the cold unknown hand in hand with a girl you met once when you were five in a hotel pool and her hand is warm.

#the girl that never knew i existed but i saw her smiling and dancing to music in her headphones when i was like 8-9 #when i saw her i knew i wanted to be like her #...this would be nice

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#toh #toh spoilers #this breaks my heart but also gives me warm fuzzy feelings

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ANGELINO!!! :”0

#PROTECT HIM

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first therapy session in my life today woohooo

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Kinda wanting to completely ditch social media, read more and invest in myself and get hot, intelligent and productive

#i think it's really mean that you can't delete youtube from your phone. #like why isn't there an option. #>:( #and yeah just i have like urges to only consume what's best for myself and what motivates me to work and better myself #yknow #youtube shorts usually just #waste time #and i have NO WAY to improve that?? #like it just shows random crap and welp that's what im seeing for the rest of the week then #i like Pinterest in this case way more #but yeah video tends to be more addictive #and i wanna ditch that

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I seriously underestimated how good cooking and makeup can make me feel.

I enjoy cooking the recipes I've been postponing for years and getting to actually try the meals I've prepared and see for myself how good I can be at something. It's amazing to me that I taste something new and good and there's this "woah! This came from MY HANDS-". And it's really warm and fuzzy feeling like oh heck yeah I can feed myself good food now, I know how to do it.

I enjoy makeup. I used to ignore it and now I started doing it more for work but it's not mandatory for me at this point? Eyeliner funsies?!? I can draw on my EYES? I can make myself look even more aesthetic than I was used to?? I have a sense of style?? People like the way I look and even the kids say I'm pretty? And I feel pretty! With or without makeup but it's just a very nice routine to look at yourself in the mirror for some time and ✨draw✨. It's funsies. Also can use the same time to say something nice to myself. Isn't it frikin beautiful.

And I used to think of both as routines, chores. I never imagined that they'd be a part of my life that I'd enjoy. But here I am putting eyeliner on my eyelids and trying new recipes every Saturday.

This is nice.

Love that no matter what you can find things in your daily life that you'd genuinely enjoy and you don't even know yet that you would. Love that there's always more to discover about yourself. 💛

#thoughts

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@pscentral​ event 07: space

MAIN PLANETS and MOONS in the STAR WARS MOVIES

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i think the world doesn’t know what it really means to live in a theocratic dictatorship. Let me tell you about our experiences living in the islamic regime of iran.

1. Your parents were born to muslim parents so they’re automatically muslim. You’re automatically a muslim too. You didn’t choose your religion and you can’t opt out of it or you will be executed.

2. The compulsory hijab law makes you a criminal if you choose not to wear hijab even tho you didn’t choose to be a muslim and you don’t consider yourself a muslim but the regime has forced you into that role whether you like it or not. And when you ‘break that law’, they can do with you as they please.

3. little girls as young as 7 yrs old are forced to wear hijab at school even tho the islam itself says the age is 9. and all the schools are gender segregated so imagine how they force you to get used to hijab even when you’re just surrounded by other girls. And all day long at school they tell you horrible stories about what will happen to you in hell if someone sees even a strand of your hair.

4. the regime modifies all the textbooks, story books, cartoons and movies to represent the ideal woman with full on hijab. The iranian media is ordered to photoshop every photo of a woman that may be showing a little skin. And if they’re iranian, no hair is supposed to be seen or that will be photoshopped away. Women are mostly excluded from billboards and tv commercials.

5. imagine going to work or meeting up with a friend when suddenly the morality police kidnap you in broad daylight and force you into a van to take you to a station where they will treat you like a criminal and if you don’t agree to get humiliated and do as they say, they will put you in prison. And in case of Mahsa Amini and so many more before her, they will beat you to death. My sister was barely 18 when she got kidnapped and they didn’t let her call home and she’d been so fucking scared and we had no idea where she was. Imagine all the psychological trauma.

6. If you’re in a car and not wearing hijab they will fine you and seize your car. So when u get into a taxi the driver will ask you to keep your hijab on otherwise they’ll get fined. And if you refuse they’ll ask you to get off the car.

7. And its not just about hijab. In Ramadan, they get even more vicious. If they catch you eating or even drinking water on the street they will give you lashes as punishment and even imprison you for breaking the law. If you work in a state-owned company it’s even worse. They will close the cafeteria and take away the water dispensers. All restaurants are banned from delivering food before iftar. It’s a fucking mess. Everyone has to pretend they’re fasting or they’ll be severely punished.

8. And how could I forget about this! iranian women are banned from singing! the islamic regime prohibits women’s singing voices to be heard by men so imagine the horror of having 50% of the population banned from ever becoming a singer. If they identify a female singer in iran, they will take her to jail and force her to repent her sins in the most humiliating way so that she will never dare sing again.

9. And every time the regime gets wind of a private gathering of men and women trying to have fun and live their fucking private lives, the police crash the party and take everyone to jail bc the Islamic regime bans iranian men and women from having fun.

So if you see Islam has become for many iranians a symbol of oppression and torture and discrimination, that’s why. The regime uses islam as a weapon to silence and punish anyone who opposes them. You can love islam all you want from the safety of your home in a free country and talk about how kind and benevolent the religion is, but in iran, it’s a whole different story.

Our economy is fucked. All govt officials are corrupt as fuck. Most websites are banned in iran. Even tumblr is banned. The world has cut the iranian ppl from many services. We don’t have intl credit cards like visa card. Amazon doesn’t do delivery to iran. We cant get netflix, spotify or even a gamepass subscription. we don’t get any Apple services here. iran isn’t listed as a country you could choose when signing up for a lot of services. and when we decide to leave iran and escape this hellhole, every country out there will make it sooo much harder for us to get a visa just bc we had the misfortune to be born in iran at the wrong time.

This is the story of iran for the past 44 years. Held hostage by a corrupt regime that uses religion to suppress and torture the people and being abandoned by the rest of the world bc our lives don’t matter.

Please be our voice. Once they shut down the internet completely and silence our voice, they will start slaughtering us to stifle the protests just like they did in 2019. Please help us. We want this fucking regime gone.

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reblog if you wear glasses. too many mutuals don't know they have glasses wearers in their midsts

#only to work #i have to look smart and be able to distinguish faces haha

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Describe your handwriting without using the words “messy” or neat”

#a little cartoony #circlish #soft #in a bit of a manly way somehow

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okay so I’m having a debate with my flatmates

are these all different things and if so what do you call them

#in russian- #kofta #tolstovka #sviter

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this user has come to the point of partially realizing their subconscious and they want it to be changed and done now

#im very sad #please can my inner child be happy and with friends now #everything hurts #vent #therapy question mark #therapy