#🚇anon

[scuopsie]

i also thought of UR while watching the deny performance! now i’m going to have to go watch it again after this. so so good

have you watched the new pixid channel video with monsta x? i started my day off with it and doing so was a good decision >.< i love them so much

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Im gonna rewatch it too😭😭😭 its truly a gift from god….

I JUST WATCHED IT WAS SO FUNNY KDKFKFKKFKD

It was TOO REAL KDKDKDK

#that mbb was so lucky omg #omg imagine meeting monsta x and they tell u theyve seen ur content kdkfkdjdkd #omg IMAGINE MY COTENT KDKFKDKD THAT WOULD SO FUNNY #my only complain is that there wasn’t enough kihyun cam in it😞 #ask #🚇anon

[theanalogchannel]

Are you..acting like you’re actually emmet.? Strange but go off I guess.

Oh! Nono, this is a system blog! We are an OSDD-1b (Otherwise Specified Dissociative Disorder) system. This is for our system members to post with! I am a fictive of Emmet from Pokémon. If you do not know what a system or fictive is, I do suggest looking into it, as it is verrry interesting! Essentially, we have alternate consciousnesses in one body. Otherwise known as alters! (Not "personalities", as media likes to put it.). A fictive is an alter who is of a character from any media! For example, myself! Fictives can form for many reasons, one of them being that the system uses media to cope, and the brain goes "oh, we like this character! we should bring them into the system since they are so comforting.". though that is only one of the many reasons fictives can form! ^^ It is useful to note that fictives are their own people, and are not their canon counterparts! Do not think of them as such, just treat them as you would any other person! We are not well equipped to explain in much detail on tumblr, but I do hope this explanation will help you understand atleast a little! If not, then I suggest doing your own research into systems! <:]! ~ Emmet

#🚇 emmet #I hope this helps you anon! We love informing people about systems! ^^

[am-i-the-asshole-official]

AITA for taking a cross-country trip without telling my parents?

🔜🚇 for ID purposes, my friends will get it lmao

This is being submitted after the trip was taken, so it's in retrospect. I can live with being an asshole if I'm labeled one, I just had a lot of conflicting feelings preceding said trip, even if by now I don't regret it because it was fun. At this point I'm just curious!

I am 26yo and AFAB nonbinary. This is relevant.

During the first week of the year, I took a trip across the USA to go to a convention to meet up with some internet friends I am close to; some id met before, but most were mutuals/people I video chat with regularly.

My parents are extremely catholic. They're very suspicious about online friends in general (so much so I stopped talking to them about going online when I was in high school), and are very transphobic so I'm not out to them. Since I'm AFAB, they're very "oh be careful out there and NEVER do anything alone because it's DANGEROUS." Which feels like a load of crap to me; I'm taking a vacation, not going for a jaunt down a dark alley. My mother in particular is also very into conformity, so I've never told her about my con-going, fandom loving ways.

So I planned and went on this trip, entirely in secret, and lied the entire time I was there. And I had a genuinely great time, no regrets, and not once did I feel unsafe. I told my housemate (almost 26) my flight details and whereabouts so I had backup if needed, and figured that was fine on the safety front. Also I am financially independent, so none of their money was used.

The conflict: obvious I lied a lot. I know my parents would disapprove and would be so mad if they knew. A few of their ideas just center around me being safe, so I felt kinda bad, you know?

A lot of folks will see my age and say I can do what I want, but being brought up by overprotective Christians will indeed make realizing if you're being reasonable or not a whole lot harder! I'm also working on figuring out how to proceed in the future; I still talk to them bc of my elderly pets and extended family. It's complex to navigate. I wanna throw this one to tumblr to decide, I think it would be good to get some random perspective in here. I'll be replying to questions in the comments off anon once/if it's posted :)

So tumblr AITA for taking a secret trip that my parents would've disapproved of top-to-bottom and straight up lying about it?

What are these acronyms?

#aita #am i the asshole

[macaw-squawks]

Hi!! Glad you're back n' hope you're alright!!! :D Could I have a Pest (from Roblox, a game called Regretevator) stimboard with themes of beetles and dark subways? -🦇

Pest [regretevator] stimboard, with themes of beetles and dark subways!

Requested by; 🐊🚀 anon

Hope this works!! Hoping the middle gif I found is actually pest lol, let me know if you'd like any changes!!

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#stimboard #kin stimboard #regretevator #regretevator pest #tw bugs #bug stim #train stim #🐊🚀 anon

[goatlingsvent]

@🦞anon- did u miss the ask where i apologized? i def reacted poorly to that initial ask but i changed my goat design + apologized to that anon; theres no way for me to tell someones race without them explicitly stating so, so my bad there. its not an excuse but i have bpd and it does cause me to lash out sometimes unfortunately but im trying to get better at controlling it. im not the awful person so many of u seem to think i am (1/2)

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#post 1 of 2 #goatlingsvent

[hey-color-palettes]

archillies

-🚇 anon

#b8583e || #ffb845 || #f7ddb5 || #ae822c || #663f2c

#archilles palette #color palette #red #yellow #white #brown #request #oct 27

[scuopsie]

your kihyun poll sent me on a little love spiral. i adore him so much. i swear my favorite things started playing in my head like a movie, and i’ve held on to more clips than i realized. there are so many, and he’s just… so easy to love

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He is😔 he's truly the sweetest most respectful man....

I'd be so delusional about him if i had just a little less self-control....

#remember how he was with eunjun and kylo.... he's gonna be the best dad ever...😔😔😔 #the way he's started to pay attention to his members likes and dislikes for when he wants to buy them gifts🥺 #the way he's so caring amd attentive to his parents to thr point they started calling him their daughter😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #he's so sexy in recording vlogs walking in the booth blowing everyone’s mind recording in record time #i love when he's cooking... i miss his cooking vlogs #the way he cleaner immediately after... a man after my heart😔 #his bareface selfies... his pretty freckles😭😭😭😭😭 #his sweet messages/replies to monbebe on fancafe (?) #remember that time he looked up a nail design for a monbebe?? #i miss his goodnight/good morning messages so much...😔 #his energetic little dances between takes in photoshoots😭 #the way he can't stay still for longer than 2 minutes🥺🥺🥺🥺 #im so upset😔💔 #i love him so much....😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #ask #🚇anon

[scuopsie]

these concept photos...😩😩👺👺

january 9th, i am ready for you

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ME FUCKING TOO😫😫😫

#the concepts have been SO GOOD SO FAR!!!! #Im super excited for the third one too i think it’ll be my favorite #im so ready for monsta x’s pussy popping cock music <3 #ask #🚇anon

[scuopsie]

HI!!! it’s been too long. i’ve missed chatting with you! i’m doing alright. i moved into a new apartment (i’m not liking it as much now that i live in it sadly) and started grad school. my head is spinning a bit, but i’m staying positive (mostly lol)

how are you??

i’ve never watched an idol survival show. i’ve definitely heard lots of positives and negatives about them, mostly negatives though when it comes to comments about the experiences of groups i’m a fan of now.

i can understand that. i got into monsta x in 2020, and i remember feeling less of a connection when i really dug back into their discography. fatal love is what solidified me being a monbebe along with tracks like destroyer.

that’s so valid omg. i’m definitely curious about how that time was when wonho was still part of mx. reading your tags was so enlightening for me because suddenly things started making sense. i remember watching so many funny moment compilation videos three summers ago and being a bit confused because i couldn’t find similar content that was recent. i’m glad i was able to enjoy vlive content before its end, but what i did see was totally different from what you described from years ago… so formal. i’m not surprised that shifts happened in the fandom too, and it sucks that we lost the ability to enjoy the authenticity older lives provided. (i remember melting over the kihyun cooking moments ☹️ the man he is. i could talk about him all day) no doubt that enhances the fan experience

also, who is mira? i may follow them, but not sure >.< i want to follow all the monbebes

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It has🥺 ive missed chatting with you too!!! Ahhh moving is always hard even if ur new place is perfect ;;;; congrats!!! Looks like we're both doing kinda similarly jdjfkf i dont think ive mentioned this on my blog before but i also got into grad school and am currently anxiously waiting for my student visa so i can move my ass across the globe...

Yeah 0/10 dont recommend kdkfkd like i totally get the appeal of being with a group from the beginning and seeing their struggles and watching them grow can make the bond stronger but in my case ive always gotten to groups who are already well established and the members are older. Freshly debuting idols are pretty young (especially nowadays) and that is just not for me...

I got a small glimpse of ot7 in 2018🥺 I watched a bunch of mx ray and a lot of interviews and stuff from their promotion era (another thing ive noticed nowadays is the lack of interviews... like weekly idol and similar shows where promoting idols would go to and do a bunch of fun activities and occasionally get mistreated by asshole MCs🤡) and i cherish those memories very dearly. And shoot out was such a good era to experience...

#its so sad that we're never gonna experience those type of vlives again... #but the old ones arent completely lost!!! #a few ppl have created complete archives of them!!! #u can find them if u ask around!!! #i still watch some of their older varieties religiously... #like ILOGU mx in jeju... puppy day... mx daycare... #their appearances on kbob star are so entertaining to watch... seeing them inhale food like hungry soldiers who haven't eaten in months 🤣 #easily 90% of our memes were from their unsupervised vlives and mxray #oh also before i forget!!! #mira is @ nuhoney1hunnit !!! #one of my favourite ppl on the hellsite and also in general <3 #speaking of kihyun cooking moment kdjfkdjdj #remember that time he stirred the food with a pen shaped like a tennis racket? kdjfkfj #tbh i rarely watched their vlives in the end... the were just sitting in an empty office talking and there werent subs #i got the good moments from twt with translations anyway #and i wouldnt have to see trolls in the comments either #it was just not the same... #ask #🚇anon

[scuopsie]

😭😭 so shownu is the vegan??

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Yea :'(

#kekdk i just rbbed the other ask and said everything i know abt it #which isnt much ;;;;; #ask #🚇anon #i was watch monsta x's kpop star episodes a while back and seeing shownu inhale a ton of different meat in a short period of time was so... #appetising and confusing kdkdkdk #like... we know he's a foodie and he looked like he love meat so much.... #idk man.... #i honestly dont get it but i respect his decision ofc <3

[scuopsie]

wait a damn minute… kihyun is vegan? i heard about this, but i think i thought i dreamt it. cool shit. i was vegan for 5(?) years but vegetarian now. has he shared what led him to this decision?

also, hello! how are you? how’s your week going? song of the day for you?

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whaT NO KSKDKSJD OH MY GOD I ANSWERED THAT THINKING I STILL HAVE SHOWNU ON MY ICON

#i was hyunubear for so long its carved into my brain permanently.... #another time i almost did this but caught myself before hotting rb... #im so sorry for the confusion jdjdkdjdkdk #ask #🚇anon

[scuopsie]

i got halfway through the deny mnet performance and had to take a break during changkyun’s verse. these men do something to me that no other artists/idols do. my GOD they’re so damn sexy. i wasn’t ready for jooheon’s gaze. someone should’ve prepared me 🧍🏽‍♀️

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Please 😭 i loved Deny’s perf! I wish they’d do more of these… like UR! There’s something so familiar and comforting about these songs…

#they looked so cute in their grandpa fits too😞💕 #i always say these men put crack in their songs #i am licherally addicted to Daydream…. #ask #🚇anon

[scuopsie]

i’m glad i’m not the only person who doesn’t like you problem. i knew immediately it wasn’t not for me. so curious who [redacted] is from your tags... The Dreaming has so many other songs that are ✨✨✨ but i’m also still caught up on 2020 releases lol: middle of the night, night view, nobody else… sigh

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oh don't worry you're not! I'm the number one You Problem hater and I am not afraid to say it ldjfskjf it's so generic in the worst way I can't stand hearing it. if I ever come across it on anywhere I scroll or mute SO FAST lkjdfls oh in the context of kpop groups [REDACTED] always means one thing. three letters. first letter is the second letter in the alphabet and the third is a flipped z

2020 was a good year…. Im not saying monsta x peaked in 2020 but it was a really good fucking year for them….

#please tell me u see/hear it too…. #you problem and butter came out of the same pot #and i hate them both kejfdjd #the dreaming has so many great song… #i need to listen to them more… i had kinda forgotten abt it kdkdkdkd #ask #🚇anon

[scuopsie]

>.< i’m obsessed with public transportation, particularly subways and trains, so it’s quite fitting for me lol. it’s been a while since i’ve been an anon. this will be fun

🚇 anon

Thats so valid tbh! Good transportation is such a blessing✨

#me too…. i havent been anyone’s anon in AGES #im sure it will🥺🥺🥺🥺 #ask #🚇anon

[scuopsie]

hello! i’m the anon who mentioned almost seeing mx in chicago. can i be 🚇 anon?

Hiiii <333

Ofc!!! 🚇 anon it is!!!

#i like that! ive never seen anyone choosing that! #ppl usually pick either fruits or animals or one of the hearts jdjkddnd #this is cool i like it😎 #ask #🚇anon

[scuopsie]

hello again! i sent the ask earlier about stuck kihyun. i actually think i'm an anon of yours... 🚇? i can't remember for sure though lol oh how i wish i could go back in time and witness monsta x's debut and be here for the entire journey. did you witness it? i too ended up going and listening to his solo music after sending my last ask. i'll have to go watch the stuck mv asap though! i'm just having a whole kihyun moment recently. he is my bias though so it's bound to happen every again, but being a multi impacts the frequency >.<

OMG subway anon!!!!!! Hi!!!! how are you??? how have you been???

no, i didn't witness their debut either (I got into them in 2018 and became a casual listener and in 2020 it became official <3) but I kind of prefer it that way... i will elaborate. for one i do no have the stomach to watch No Mercy, Even today. after watching Pentagon Maker against my better judgment i vowed to never watch an idol survival show. also tbh mx's earlier music wasn't really my taste so i probbaly wouldn't have gotten too into them anyway.

That being said, not a day goes by where I don't wish I had gotten into them sooner so I could experience being Wonho's Monbebe... like this is legitimately one of my few regrets in life: not getting to truly experience ot7.

#i was actally talking to Mira about this the other day... #like how the way mx interact with mbb totally changed after wonho leaving and the whole 2019 situation (plus covid) #random vlives in the dorms and hotel rooms without supervision never happened again #vlives became this rare occurance only for special occasions (bdays. announcements. anniversaries etc) in an office at the company- #-with managers sitting behind the camera making sure they don't say anything 'wrong' #we were actually talking abt how fanfic is dying in mx fandom and how the fandom isn't nearly as active & interactive in other areas either #and we came to the conclusion that its at least partialy due to the death of spontaneous and chaotic vlives #and the death of vlive itself☠️ #those vlives created a huge part of 'funny moment' videos and 'fanfic worthy interactions' and 'giffable content' #they gave us so much to talk about and make content with #and it also gave us glimps into idols' lives outside of photoshoots and mvs where they're in full makeup and in professional mode #we got to see them be carefree and joking around with each other and mx especially had NO FILTER #plus they were free🤡 unlike these dysfunctional paid apps idols have to use nowadays with the ‘private chat’ function that was created- #-solely to satisfy one specific type of fans and make more money. even the idols complain abt how laggy and awful the apps are and yet… #but nowadays its mostly just photoshoots and MV behinds and occasionally 'travel vlogs' or ' daily vlogs' #and even those are usually a 1-person thing. like the vlogs they posted of shownu during his enlistments. they were nice. dont get me wron #but they don't have anything that memorable and lasting... as funny and etertaining shownu is even on his own #its interactions between multiple members that create those really memorable moments and memories that nearly ever1 in the fandom recognize #anyway kshfsrdh #i ranted once again ksdhfksdjhfsd #ask #🚇anon