#(i havent watched them since i was 14. youtube doesnt know what to recommend me)

[immortalsins]

hate sewing so much ive spent all day on one thing

#ramblings #i love it as in i'm good-ish at it and i enjoy the end result #there's nothing like being proud of something physical you made with your own hands #and when it's also art .. !! unparalleled #but. the stress. the autism. #my desk is covered in thread and my floor is covered in books that i had to move from the desk #can't even put them on the bed because guess who's there #my cat #taking up a whole half #and another half #under the covers #is my laptop #which froze immediately after i opened youtube for the first time in months #accidentally clicked a video by danandphilgames #(i havent watched them since i was 14. youtube doesnt know what to recommend me) #realised the volume was up #tried to pause it quickly #laptop freezes #is stuck playing the same two seconds of one of them saying smth about walls #and i can't turn the volume down #so it's being muffled under a pillow #they've been at it for hours about walls #you can just about hear it when i turn the sewing machine off #it's a bit creepy

[sxhuns]

85 questions

rules: answer these 85 statements about yourself, then tag 20 people

tagged by @baekofbeyond​ love u boo <3

last 1. drink: im writing this on my way to school lol so my last drink was a glass of water right before i left 2. phone call: pretty sure it was my dad like two days ago and it was a facebook phone call but the last phone call i actually had was my brother five days ago lmao 3. text message: i never really text so my last message in general was probably mercy before i fell asleep last night 4. song i listened to: im already listening to music so my current song is only you by ikon (its a bop) 5. time you cried: idk like yesterday? im super sensitive so i cry pretty easliy lol

ever 6. dated someone twice: nope 7. kissed someone and regretted it: nah 8. been cheated on: no 9. lost someone special: yes 10. been depressed: yes 11. gotten drunk and thrown up: nah and thank god for that!

fave colours 12. pastel blue 13. pastel pink 14. idk what else but as you can tell, i really like pastels lol

in the last year have you... 15. made new friends: yes of course! 16. fallen out of love: the last year? no 17.  laughed until you cried: constantly 18. found out someone was talking about you: not that i can remember 19. met someone who changed you: i feel like youre always bound to change in one way or another when you meet someone 20. found out who your friends are: i havent really had any dramatic change of friends in the past year so no not really 21. kissed someone on your facebook friends list: none

general 22. how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: idk most them i guess? 23. do you have any pets: no 24. do you want to change your name: not really? i mean i use another name online but i wouldnt really change my real name 25. what did you do for your last birthday: my closest friends and i went out to eat some pizza and it was super nice! after that i went home and had a lot of sweets lol 26. what time did you wake up today: 11am, i have late classes today so thats a relief! 27. what did you do last night: i dont remember but it was probably twitter or talking to mercy 28. what is something you cant wait for: nothing in particular, probably for my classes to start and end lol 30. what are you listening to right now: blooming day by cbx 31. have you ever talked to a person named tom: uh ive talked to a few ppl named thomas does that count 32. something that gets on my nerves: when the bus just stops mid road and WAIT LIKE 3 MINUTES BEFORE DRIVING AGAIN 33. most visited website: probably tumblr 34. hair colour: its brown but it gets lighter the further down you go in a wannabe ombre effect lol 35. long or short hair: its somewhere in between 36. do you have a crush on someone: not really 37. what do you like about yourself: close to nothing tbh 38. want any piercings: it would be fun to have other piercings, but im not sure i will 39. blood type: from what i know im blood type B 40. nicknames: people call me wals sometimes 41. relationship status: single 42. zodiac sign: a very predictable cancer lol 43. pronouns: she/her 44. favourite tv-show: i dont really watch tv shows 45. tattoos: i dont have any but it would be come to have some in the future! 46. right or left handed: right, i really cant use my left for SHIT 47. ever had surgery: idk maybe? 48. piercings: ears but i never use earrings so it probably gonna grow shut at some point 49. sport: i used to play handball back in the day 50. vacation: ive never really been on a real vacation out of the country before so it would be nice to travel somewhere with my closest friends! i dont really have a preference where tbh 51. trainers: what does this mean lol

more general 52. eating: i had a slice bread with rasberry jam before i felt for school and i havet had anything else since then 53. drinking: i stopped answering these while i was in class so im on my way now so the last thing i drank was mocha iced coffee at uni lmao 54. im about to watch: idk maybe some youtube videos before i start studying 55. waiting for: i would say something sentimental and shit but mercy saying exo really made me realize that im also waitng for exos comeback ujgthgghu 56. want: something to eat im starving 57. get married: maybe one day? it would be nice. not anytime soon tho 58. career: thats a touchy subject jugtghgh long story short i have no fucking clue

which is better 59. hugs or kisses: hugs for sure 60. lips or eyes: im a sucker for pretty eyes 61. shorter or taller: ideally someone taller but honestly i dont care 62. older or younger: again, ideally someone older but doesnt really matter 63. nice arms or stomach: people who knows me know my feelings for nice arms but soft tummies are also good :( 64. hookup or relationship: relationship 65. troublemaker or hestitant: hesitant for sure

have you ever 66. kissed a stranger: no 67. tasted hard liqour: yea. dont recommend 68. lost glasses: constantly 69. turned someone down: yea 70. had sec on the first date: no 71. broken someones heart: i hope not 72. heartbroken: not necessarily no 73. been arrested: no lol 74. cried when someone died: yes 75. fallen for a friend: yea

do you believe in 76. yourself: as of now, no i dont 77. miracles: yeah 78. love at first sight: sure 79. santa claus: i mean i did when i a kid 80. kiss on the first date: by all means 81. angels: sure

other 82. best friends: cam and mercy<333 83. eye colour: brown 84. fave movie: i dont really have one 85. fave actor: again, i dont really have one

i dont have anyone to tag but if you wanna do this, go ahead!

#i havent done a tag for so long lol #this was a fun past time to do on the bus hujrhttg #tag stuff