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Totnt 1938! Episode 6 thoughts!

*Spoiler Alert*

Another episode! Another long post that no one asked for 🙈 Here's how I felt about it-

Cheon Moo young, Yeon and Hyung ju's dynamics. There is so much conflict and emotions involved there that I don't even know how to feel about it all. They had some really sweet scenes today and it's clear that they cared for each other. Now, I don't know who is capable of killing whom. But well, we will get to know.

Coming to my boy Rang ❤ I really find him and the mermaid cute. The girl is so hopelessly in love already and I love the way she looks at Rang. I don't know why but sometimes their interaction ends up giving me this foreboding vibe, like when she mentioned that she will protect him. I don't know why it tends to scare me. I really loved the scene where my boy refuses to drop her home but still keeps an eye on her till she reaches home safely. 🥺 How Rang subtly and discretely cares for people is the reason why I love him so much 🥺❤ Also, the scene where he plays the piano. Oh god, Miss mermaid and all of us only have heart eyes 😍 So cute 😍😂

Tbh, I was a little clueless about the storyline that was going on today with this new monster Jang San Beom. I think it will make more sense by the next episode. And I don't know but I somehow don't care about this Eun-ho (future Yu-ri). I am really sad about it coz I loved her in the previous season but I don't feel much for her in this one till now.

Now, my utmost favourite part again this episode was Yeon and Rang's interactions. I wanted to give one slap to Yeon's idiotic head when he was about to strike Rang without even checking. Thank god for Shin ju for such occasions. But apart from that, everytime Rang worries about Yeon and tries to hide behind his hard exterior, my heart breaks a little. My boy was legit like " Take me along, I will have your back. I don't trust that friend of yours". The look he gives Cheon moo young when him and Yeon are finally going is one of absolute distrust coz he cares about his brother. How he is trying to help in whichever way he can but being all cold about it. Yeon cheekily telling him 'thank you for worrying about me' coz it's so evident. Ah, my heart. For Rang's sake, I want Yeon to be safe and come back and have that bowl of naengmyeon that he promised my boy. 🥺❤

So again, almost everything I loved about the episode had much to do with Rangie baby. The preview of the next episode again shows him getting hurt, so can the writers please stop with that. It's getting too much guys, watching him bleed every alternate episode.

I am gonna go completely crazy waiting for the weekend this time 🥺

Worried baby boy 🥺

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[ Zenith Devi idol profile ]

"If the show must go on, then let's give it everything we've got!"

Full Name: Zenith Devi

Japanese Name: ゼニス デビ

Romaji: Zenisu Debi

Stage name: Zen/(?)carus/Icarus

V/A(Speaking voice): Ayumu Murase(村瀬 歩)

Age: 20

Birthday: January 24

Horoscope: Aquarius

Height: 164 cm

Hair color: Black and green

Eye color: Light green

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(Former) Idol Division: [ Diasomnia division ]

(Former) Idol Group: [ (!)nsomniac ]

(Former) Position: Lead vocalist

Current occupation: Music producer & idol

[ Singing Voice Claims:

Eyedress(EN)

Fujii Kaze(JP/日本語)

Felix Lee(KR) ]

Likes: Writing poetry & songs, music, Victoria, modeling with (Victoria, Yuuta & Miren), singing, gossiping, the podcast with Ellis, Victoria's Grammy collection /j

Dislikes: Paparazzi, false rumors, anyone badmouthing his friends, (all forms) harassment, Victoria's grandmother; Grimhilde, off-key notes, badly written poetry and songs, broken strings on his instruments

Hobbies: Spending time with Victoria, songwriting, poetry/haiku writing, gossiping, singing, playing his instruments, fine-tuning his songs, reading, writing

Talent(s): Flexible, observant, playing various instruments, singing, writing, sign language, agility

Flaw(s): Overprotective, sarcastic, easily angered & annoyed, (occasionally) arrogant, ignorant (?), reckless

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[ Relationships with others ]

Victoria 💎 Playful & loving, they treat each other like brother and sister

Malleus 🐉 Neutral & respectful, they're on average terms after Zen left the group

Lilia 🦇 Respectful & friendly, Lilia's the one who spoke to Zen the most after he left

Silver 🗡️ Casual & respectful, they had an underrated friendship but are slightly closer than before after Zen left

Sebek ⚡ Awkward & professional, Sebek's still upset with Zen for leaving and they don't talk much anymore

Chizuko 🖤 Respectful & casual, Chizuko finds Zen to be endearing despite his chaotic type of persona

Ellis ❤️ Playful & friendly, VERY chaotic when they're together but it feels like heaven when they have a duet

Miren 💙 Respectful & casual, Miren was surprised to learn about Zen and Victoria's relationship but doesn't treat Zen any differently despite that

Yuuta 👑 Friendly & professional, Zen makes jokes about simping for Yuuta and they give each other vocal tips

Juvia 🪞 Friendly & respectful, Juvia likely danced to a lot of Zen's songs and they'd get along with flying colors if they collab

Carol 🍀 Professional & neutral, he doesn't have much to say about Carol but he finds her to be respectful

Mayuu⌚ Professional & friendly, Zen regularly makes jokes about how Mayuu's going to eventually go insane and they just let him do that because well- she can't really say anything without his stans thinking she's out to get him

[ Additional Trivia ]

Ayumu Murase voices Venti from [ Genshin Impact ]

Eyedress is an artist known for his unique vocals and songs such as [ Jealousy ] & [ Romantic lover ]

Fujii Kaze is most known on platforms such as TikTok for his song [ Shinunoga E-wa/死ぬのがい(い?)わ ]

Felix Lee is a member of the Kpop group [ Stray Kids ]

Zenith received his first Grammy at age 16 and is regarded as one of the youngest Grammy awardees alongside Victoria Shard

Known in his fanbase as one of the most cutthroat yet fun loving music producers in the industry, as well as being an idol solo artist

His debut album was called "Waxed feathers"

He named himself (?)carus with the style of his old group's name-style and to reference the story of Icarus

Has recently started a podcast with Ellis from (Co)-connect where they discuss the life of an idol and other topics such as the existence of god

Unlike most idols in the industry, Zen doesn't dance, but rather sings on-stage while playing one of the instruments that's included in his songs

His vocal range is known to be rather unique, as one would never expect someone like Zen to be able to have such a low voice during certain parts of his songs

Has collaborated with Victoria more than once, and has been featured in two of her songs in her latest album 'Silent Games'

One of the most 'mysterious' idols because of how little information is given about his personal life outside of his birthday

Many newer fans in his fanbase were surprised to learn that he was older than Victoria by a couple months

Also a bit of a fashion icon and usually wears dark colors mixed with bright colors to compliment them as accents

The trio known as Yuuta, Zen and Victoria is fucking iconic with how funny the three are together

Is a bit uncomfortable during podcasts when the fans call Victoria 'mommy' understandable tbh

He and Ellis have a little inside joke about having a ghost hunting show

Helps out Chizuko and Miren improve in their bass and guitar skills

Has been mistaken for a girl numerous times, but it doesn't bother him and became an inside joke in the fandom

Has got way too many 'Zen being a dumbass' compilations that feature him and Ellis💀

Literally anyone who's heard him sing would fucking freeze every time he transitions into a hilariously deep voice

Has almost the same number of Grammys with Victoria

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My (Un)Official Gf application

Hi! So...um...I’m lonely tonight. Thought I’d just go ahead and submit my gf application for anyone who sees it. 

The Basics:

Name: Hana Lee Zainea

Age: 17 (Still a minor y'all. Back off creeps)

Gender: Female

Height: 4′7.5 (yeah, yeah. I get it. I’m the little spoon.)

Weight: 125. I know it’s a bit heavy, but I’m working on it. I’ve cleaned up my diet entirely and work out almost every day now! We’re working towards 110 by spring.

Build: Curvy. (Hourglass figure? Not sure really) I’m not quite mid size either, but I’m working towards slimming down and building a more toned/muscular physique. Korra from lok is the end goal haha

Pronouns: She/her

Sexual preference: Bicurious? I’m not quite sure just yet, but right now specifically, I’m looking for a guy. I haven’t really come out yet and I’m not sure how my parents would react if I did. 

Enneagram type: Shifts between 6 on bad days and 9 on good ones

Meyers Briggs: INFJ (So rare, I know)

Zodiac Sign: I mean I’m catholic, so I don’t really believe in that sorta stuff, but uh, Libra if that makes any difference.

Reasons to date me: 

I’m small, so I’d always be the little spoon when cuddling. 

I LOVE making gifts and will NOT hesitate to send you letters in the mail, give you candy, make you drawings and handmade cards, and make you any kind of crochet/sewn stuffed animal ur heart desires. 

I do relatively good in school and can probably help you with homework judgement free. 

I’m an artist, so once you’re my so, there’s a good chance you'll be used as a photo reference for a piece. You might get a sick portrait out of this.

I’m laid back as heck and can pretty much vibe with whatever

I already made us matching bracelets. 

Available pretty much 24/7 to talk or at least text

I can cook pretty well and I personally think I thrive in a well stocked kitchen.

Reasons that you might not want to date me:

I’m waiting ‘til marriage. You don’t have to be a virgin at all, just know that you won’t get anything out of me until you put a ring on it and have seen me in a white dress walking down the isle. I just don’t want to give my body away to someone who isn’t willing to commit to me and my personality rather than just my body. We can cuddle, hug, kiss, etc but as soon as it gets dirty, it’s no. I’m sorry :(

I’m a bit clingy. I don’t mean to. I just get really excited about new people and want to spend time with them. 

I cry a lot. I’m a bit depressed and will sometimes cry for no reason. It’s not anything ur doing. I just need to cry.

I’m also anxious as HECK and sometimes it gets so bad that I’ll think I’m sick. I’m prone to intrusive thoughts and OCD too and will often worry excessively about if people actually like me or not. If you get a text that says “are you upset with me?” it’s not because u did anything to make me feel that way. I just do and if I’m not actually bugging you, just respond “not at all!” or something else consoling and I’ll be fine.

As far as looks go, I don’t have much to offer. I have huge brown eyes that I think are pretty, and I kinda like my small lips, but otherwise I’m not a stunner. I’m not super ugly, I just don’t look good unless I put effort into my appearance.

I have a CRIPPLING case of body dysmorphia. I avoid looking in mirrors a lot and often beat myself up for missing workouts even if I’m sore and could hurt myself/eating something mildly unhealthy, so that’s fun.

Things we can do together: 

Watch our favorite shows together. I like and will rotate between atla, the mandalorian, LoK, the office, the clone wars, and sw rebels, but we can watch pretty much anything together. I’m totally down for anything  and I’d love to get into more mainstream and conventional shows. I attach to shows pretty quickly and the night will mostly involve us wrapped in a blanket and me pointing at fictional couples (mostly Kataang and sukka) and going “hey babe look! It’s us!”

Cook together! If u don’t know how, that’s ok! I’ll teach you! We can cook your favorite together! My repertoire ranges anywhere from fried rice and spring rolls, to tacos, to pasta. 

Bake! Cookies, cake, whatever u want! My favorite are lava cakes that have an oozy chocolate center and lemon cakes with thick icing on them!

Work out together! Not sure what u like, but I really love yoga, and I’m trying to get into more light weight-high rep. stuff. Not full on bench press, but I’m working towards a heavier handheld weight. My goal by the end of 2021 is 20 pound weights, but we’ll see!

If you do art, we can create stuff together! If you don’t that’s ok too!

Go to all ur sporting events and kiss u before for good luck and afterwards for a job well done (even if u don’t win, you’re still my winner)

Road trips to Chicago! I live in MI, but I love going down there to spend the day. We can shop, go ice skating, go to the ghiradeli store and get ice cream, go to the art institute, go out to eat, etc. Then we can stay the night, have a nice breakfast in the morning, and drive back. 

While we’re in quarantine, write letters! I make mine look really nice. U don't have to at all, and I just like getting stuff in the mail!

Couples costumes for halloween! I have wayyyy to many ideas lol. Depending on what u like and what u look like, I can pretty much do whatever, but my top choice is Sokka and Suki from atla.

Coffee and study dates around exam time

Movie night with each other’s families. Once ur in my life, ur in my family’s too! Come over and we can make popcorn and play with my dog and u can meet my younger siblings! They’ll love u I promise!

My requirements: 

Be taller than me (I mean, it’s not that hard. I’m 4′7. I don’t think it’s too much to ask)

I get to be the little spoon. (Again, it makes more sense bc I’m really small. U can try to be the little spoon, but physically it makes more sense. 

U don’t need to remember any dates EXCEPT for my birthday, (October 12) and our anniversary. (Don’t know when that’ll be) I don’t need gifts, just a nice text or a hug and a kiss. 

Be 16 or older. Sorry youngsters. 

That’s literally it. That’s it.

A little warning/extra tip: My expectations are kinda “high” bc of fictional men, but honestly, if u pick up on their romantic gestures, it’s really not that hard to please me. Some examples of things u can do that’ll completely have me simping for u:

Hugs!

Kisses! (Especially when YOU initiate)

Holding me

bringing me a tea 

Stay loyal! I know I’m going to be. Like, for REAL. U got no competition

CONSENT. Again, I’m waiting til marriage, but still! I’ve never done this before, so if u touch me in a way that makes me uncomfortable, please respect my boundaries. I’ll respect urs too!

That’s literally it. That’s the application. 

#girlfriend application

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Totnt 1938! Episode 5 thoughts!

Spoiler Alert!

Hey! So I am back again with my thoughts coz as mentioned this is a routine thingy now for clearing my head. Also, whoever is reading them knows that it's mostly my boi Rang centred thoughts and a few rare other ones 😂. So yes, let's talk about how we felt about the episode:-

Okay, so first things first, I was a lil sad coz I felt my boy Rangie had less screen time today. I know, I knoww, some of it was because he was disguised as a baby. Oh God 😂 but yeah. This season has spoiled me a bit and I want to see him in every other scene coz last season, I used to have to search for his scenes like looking for needles in a haystack. Can't go through that again Mr writers. 🥺 Okay, done crying.

Finally, Rang and his fox eyes 😍.Him being disguised as the baby and the baby showing a middle finger to the cop 😂 my boy's voice in the background all pissed coz he is feeling all suffocated in that tiny body 😂 I love him. When they took a shot at the baby, that animated baby jump and roll was so hilarious and then Rangie finally there with a babyy hanky on his neck. Gonna cherish that scene.

I loved baby Lee Mi ho and I am sad that we had to say goodbye to her 🥺. Yeon and Shin-ju giving full goodbye speeches while Rang refuses to say anything. Gosh, his fear of attachment kills me. We all know he adores her, he knows he adores her but hell shall freeze over before he accepts that. Lee Mi ho being more open and stating that she prefers the Bandit. Gosh, how happy Rang was about it and his "you are not too bad yourself 🥺". This boy will kill me.

I also like Ryu hong joo, the more I get to know her.. She did irk me at a point of time with how she is incapable of taking a no. But if I don't look at it, I like her character. She is strong, smart and protects her people with a ferocity that's admirable. I am looking forward to seeing her.

I have said this before, saying it again, I want to know what's Cheon Moo-young's story. Yeon was almost as happy to see him alive as he was to see Rang but at the same time, he is also suspicious of him. I really think I am gonna get hurt for him though.

The last 10 mins of the show gave me life. They were my favourite moments. Everyone can guess why 😂 Rang is slowly starting to like Yeo-hee and it's pretty clear. I find them really cute. I loved how a jealous Yeo-hee pretty much destroyed the room and Yang found it cool. 😂 Boy was impressed with how strong she is. And Yeon and shin-ju spying on their dates and deciding how good of a match those two are. 😂 Ah, please don't ruin this for us later. I won't survive.

Now, one thing, one small conversation that I can't help but discuss is when Shin ju asks Yeon if he can actually leave Rang and go. And he mentions that he can not, that Rang would again think he is being abandoned. This topic is something that I have too many strong thoughts about and I won't get into all of them but I just wanna say, what else is Yeon expecting. I love this future Yeon and how much he cares about Rang but I don't get his plan of action. What are you planning to tell Rang and when, this Rang is someone whose last thought of you would be being stabbed by you and then being left for dead. Now, you are here being all nice and if you don't give him any context and up and leave him in a month, what else will he think. He will probably have to seek therapy to try and make sense of what just happened. For all the progress that this season has made, can we please have Yeon and Rang have a heart to heart conversation. Like please. Coz, right now even I don't understand your reasoning Yeon for a whole lot of things. I will make a separate post to rant about that sometime 😅 but hoping that we do get a heart to heart chat.

Look at this sassy motherf**ker. How am i supposed to not simp.

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