#I DONT KNOWWWWWW

[qulizalfos]

personally im having a great time. them not so much but whether thats for apocalypse reasons or personal reasons is like up for interpretation or whatever

#i dont knowwwwww #<33 #i actually dont know anything about anything #miwip wednesday #byler

[simcardiac-arrested]

come closer im just normal oc art

#It’s dire. #myart #oc: no way back #oc: needless separation #i dont knowwwwww

[skunkes]

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denying so hard that there's a disconnect between what im learning within art, and other skills needed but it's undeniable that like. ill draw anatomy studies and faces all day but when i try to Make Something Else, Something Real, it's like all the information leaves me....

i always joke that ill be stuck on the foundations and fundamentals of art forever but it seems like its real because mechanical skill and comprehension of Structure is very much a different thing than. being able to connect a head and body in a streamlined way. good stylization. informed stylization. creativity. knowledge of composition, color and what makes a piece work.

i keep trying to make things and realize i still need more time in the fundamentals. more and more and its never enough....and then i forget em constantly !

#talkys #ill just keep filling pages and pretending its doing anything #as if ill ever draw more than just. floating head. figure standing. floading head. figure standing #i dont understand how people gain knowledge cumulatively #just because I can draw talon's face doesnt mean i wouldnt need another 3 years to master another character enough to draw them well #ive drawn al for over a decade i already need to relearn to draw him #information leaves me and doesnt seem to transfer. every new thing needs 5 years dedicated to learning it to draw it well. #and then the knowledge leaves as soon as i have to switch subjects. #because every single subject is a different and unique challenge #i dont knowwwwww #so sad...i mean people have not gotten what they want for years and years but so sad that this isnt what i was meant to do #that ill never make work that is the work id like to make...! never beautiful illustrations...never fun sequential art...alas. alas #wrong body wrong brain #im glad other ppl enjoy my work and i recognize that but i want to like it too.....!

[sxcret-garden]

me: i have so many fics and writing projects to work on and not enough time or energy :/

also me: *starts another multichaptered ateez fic*

#I DONT KNOWWWWWW #though i lowkey highkey really hope i can do this because it's gonna be FUN. #a lot... of fun askldföjdksajfkalsd and a lot of filth askdfjödklsaf #shut up salty

[rexscanonwife]

Me rn I forgor that mutuals will randomly see my likes now and if any of u follow on my main blog and see that shit NO YOU DON'T

#jane journals #uh..... #crush talk?? #something just happened #and like very suddenly and for no reason at all rly?? #yall ever have those characters that u never rly think about and didnt like too much when everyone was going on abt them #WELLLLLL #SOMEONE'S BEEN REWATCHING MARKIPLIER PLAY FNAF A LOT LATELY #and has also recently seen the movie #DONT WORRY ITS NOT WHAT U THINK #i would never in a million years be a william afton enjoyer #but. for some reason. michael?? #and dont get me wrong movie mike (who isn't even confirmed to be the same mike) is cute and all he just doesnt do it for me #i like a lot of hc designs for michael way more and also his cool zombie form after sister location and during fnaf 6 #I DONT KNOWWWWWW #IVE BEEN DISCUSSING IT W MY FRIEND WHOS VERY FNAFPILLED RN AND I DUNNO #maybe thisll be a week long crush at most but rn im just like.....how???

[davidtennantpussytulpa]

that post from last night abt whether its a fantasy to turn someone gay…. well i dont have that abt women really. but i do about men. but im not a man. but im a little bit not a girl. but mostly i want them to ‘be the girl’ during sex. but being a bottom doesnt make you gay. but it does with me. also to wrap it all up in a nice little bow i want to do these things to david tennant with a pussy. so the answer to your question is- *RUNS THROUGH THE WALL LIKE THE KOOL AID MAN*

#I DONT KNOWWWWWW

[francisforever2014]

i’ve really been feeling like transferring but like i really don’t know…… like there’s multiple reasons for it but they’re all pretty weak and vague and nothing solid it’s just a feeling . like i genuinely like it here and i’ve already mapped out my credits (but is that just sunk cost fallacy…….) so like why would i move schools and cities when it was literal hell last time ? but also like . i’ve got that itch under my skin but i don’t wanna give into that bc like . how am i ever supposed to feel at home somewhere if i never give myself the chance? but also i wanna hit a hard reset on my life . AGAIN . it was so fun last time (no it wasnt)

#I DONT KNOWWWWWW #i think what i might do is apply to one singular school that’s really hard to get into #(my supposed ‘dream school’ in high school that i still think i would love) #and just . see what happens #like i didn’t get into it obviously or i would be there #but i was not as good of an applicant as i could be bc i was busy not killing myself in high school #and i really feel like i’ve yknow proven how well i can do #by being at this school #so i feel like i might actually have a chance …. so if i do it or don’t will be just reliant on that yknow #kinda like a coin flip but with my entire life LOL #i really don’t have strong feeling either way so i just need the Forces that Be to help a lil

[majimemegoro]

in zoom class rn but lately i cant stop thinking about all the prominent commonalities btwn the two most important people in Sato’s adult life, Okudera and Kadokura

smiles a lot, very animated in both body and expressions

fundamentally miserable, but very good at seeking distraction

partying! substances!

tendency to get fixated on particular people, & idealize and/or project onto them

goes periodically into a Slough of Despond but recovers fast

#'but you basically made both of them up' yeah but why did i do it like THAT ? #it wasnt on purpose it just happened #memecomradeoriginal #kadokura #og okudera #main difference is that kadokura is evil and okudera is bad but his heart is in the right place #second main difference is that okudera is forreal alcoholic whereas kadokura isnt #not that his drinking habits are healthy either #i dont knowwwwww

[cross-cunt]

波の音の夢を見よう　雨ほどの潤いを 生まれようもう一度　無くせどもないけれど 幸せの夢を見よう 月を報る　位相が号く 生まれようもう一度　無くせどもないほどに

this song is so midnight and i have no idea why. the premise has nothing to do with him but every time i listen to it im like oooohhhghghh this is sofucking midnight.......

#I DONT KNOWWWWWW #its the Vibes #i am unwell #*en #*jp #*share #*media

[maythray]

auuuuuhhhhh (slimeguy who knows so so little about systems despite almost definitely being one)

#auuuuuuuuuuughhrrrrr #i dont. not.. care enough. to look into it.. #for things relating to me i do it all the time.for.things relating to other people/systems #but likeeeeee #Aughr #idk #idkkk #i dont knowwwwww #im likeeee #i made a joke description about what my plurality is like a few days ago and literally that has been more accurate than anything #it is really just like an internal council of sorts. whatever #dont. #read too much into what im saying im not thinking too much

[cupids-chamber]

i'm still confused how did this yandere scenarios unfolded in one damn hour. how did that happen, cupid?? what did you do??

I suppose I have that lovable aura. But no it started last night where I bet no other anons will join but anons said fuck you cupid. And now I have anons.

And then pov anon made sure Vil anon had his yandere arc.

And then Azul anon-

I ACTUALLY DONT FUCKING KNOW

STILL BETTING ON NO LEONA, DEUCE, NEIGE, AND ROOK ANONS.

#cupid answers! #petals:🌸 #I DONT KNOWWWWWW

[bippityboppityouch]

is it possible to like not feel dysphoria your whole life and it just starts when you're a teenager? because i woke up this morning and literally felt so dysphoric when i was getting changed in the bathroom seeing my chest like i wanted to rip out my entire torso and just don't know what i feel like because usually i'm fine with she/her pronouns but like she doesn't feel right and they also doesn't feel right, and he also definitely doesn't and ahhhh i'm so confused is this just a phase? is it even possible for dysphoria to only hit when you're a teenager? because like i literally did everything i could to look as androgynous as possible and just feel so wrong can someone who's actually genderqueer please help i don't know what's going onnnnn

follow up: is there a genderqueer term for someone who does experience dysphoria but like not super super often? kind of like how there's greyromantics and greysexuals under the aroace umbrella term? i dunno it just feels so wonky bro

or to be honest i don't even honestly know if i'm using dysphoria wrong i'm just here queer and confused

#genderqueer #please help #WHATS GOING ON #nonbinary? #gender fluid? #I DONT KNOWWWWWW #lgbtq+

[baby-prophet]

trying to decide if I want to message my boss to see if he'll add me as a server for the last weekend before I leave cause otherwise my last day is the 14th.......... and I do need money........

#but also i dont want people to get annoyed with me #bc theres already a bunch of servers #although thats how it was last saturday #with my first like big serving shift............. #well first one i made more than minimum wage lol #(not by much but still) #also i have a lot i need to do before i leave............... #i dont knowwwwww #norm.allie

[anamenooneowns]

really thinking hard if i should make a creepypasta story or not. i wanna relive my cringy childhood where i wrote these kind of stories on wattpad but obviously they'd be much better now. but i also dont think there are a lot of black creepypasta fans... unless there are👀

#creepypasta #black fanfiction #xblackreader #i dont knowwwwww #i was a die hard ticci toby girl #i still AM

[animutate]

im keeping ******** ****** on the fence of becoming an f/o forever i just couldnt do it im not strong enough. however he is very silly if you really think about it

#I DONT KNOWWWWWW #should i make him a tag. #⭐⚾💙 #IM SO MAD #MUTUALS LOOK AWAY SAY NOTHING #selfship tag

[sapybara]

Wait who the fuck am I going to watch, it was hard enough last year with only hispanic streamers and now they're throwing dtkq+ in there too???

#I DONT KNOWWWWWW #this is awful all of my blorbos are in the same event who do i warch #watch**