#I am just out here 🧍

[dancelikechangbin]

Never related to Steven more than in this pic in particular

#I am just out here 🧍 #and i am scared #steven grant #moon knight

[mattodore]

found out while putting together matthias's oc page that his name has the exact same etymology and meaning as theo's name...

i’m sure this is information matthias is very normal about…

#theo is in fact a gift from god so jot that down ! #river dipping #i've been throwing myself into oc stuff bc i'm not doing hot mentally which is... tbh when i do my best writing 😭 #none of this is new tho i wrote the bios and 'at a glance' intros months and months ago when i first made an oc page #which is why i do plan on rewriting them but for now i'm leaving them like this... so i guess the echthroi page is done? #obviously echthroi has more characters than this but i haven't taken new screenshots of everyone yet... #i put the gray cas bg back in my game a few days ago only to completely forget i wanted to take new headshots for the oc page 😭 #like these are just placeholders... i want the backgrounds to match the oc page. oh... or maybe i could just do transparent pics? #i think i remember vyx made a post abt how to do that... will look into that when i open the game again. rn i'm at my keyboard 🧑‍💻 #like i am writing new things! started a google doc for theo yesterday and have been writing on it here and there since then #i've already cried in there... lmaooo. i like oc pages for sure but i think a huge google doc is what i really need to keep track of things #i drop so much lore in tags on here and it's like! river write that down somewhere else or you'll lose it 😭 #like i fr have never actually written down any of the info i've shared on here. i've just had all this oc knowledge stored in my brain. #so i went through and copied over a tonnn of tags and posts i've made into google docs but i just know i'm missing things i've probably #said in the tags of their core tagged posts... 🧍 if my blog didn't have so many posts i'd have an easier time going through it but 🤷 #and on top of that i've been making a bunch of posts about theo and matthias on my main acc. which is like 🧍 well great now there's more #i'm gonna lose track of...... i fr have gottt to get into the habit of actually putting things down in theo's google doc!!! #i'm just trying to figure out the best way to format it all but i've downloaded a few templates that i've been messing with. #...anyway. if it isn't obvious i'm trying to get back to posting on here. i'm opening my inbox now with the intent to just. #sit here in my inbox until i can get myself to reply. lads... avpd is actually so torturous i'm not kidding. #i feel like i'm dying trying to get myself to interact with people sometimes even despite how badly i want!!!! to interact!!! #theo and me and our avoidant trauma responses holding hands and skipping around together

[goldenhypen]

i randomly found my old blog again and WOW ,,,, TELL ME WHY IM SAD i even stalked my old moots’ blogs too and i- 😭 the way so many things have changed since then :(

#it’s getting close to 5 years i’ve started writing fanfiction which is kinda crazy how time FLEW BY #it’s like reminiscing or looking back at old pictures #we’ve come a long way yall 🥲 #NO BUT DONT EVEN BOTHER LOOKING FOR THAT BLOG #WE DONT TALK ABOUT HER #and smth that scares me is that at least one of my old moots from that blog follows me on here so #like every time i see her in my notifs i freak out wondering if she knows it’s me 😭 #i abandoned that place and ran away for no reason 😭 #and ik to never make that mistake again 🫡 #but idk why going through my old blog makes me wanna transform this one or make a side blog #i think i’ve just been rlly wanting to start writing for other groups in addition to enha again #if i do tho it’ll v likely be on a new blog #cuz ik a lot of my followers only look for enha content on here #and that’s ok w me #ahhh i feel sad for some reason 😭 #maybe that’s cuz it’s 1:30 am rn 😐 #and this is the time of the day i get more emotional so 🧍🏻‍♀️ #no but pls don’t search for my old blog 😭🙏🏻 #i think if you search hard enough you’ll be able to tell it’s me #but it’ll be a hard task that’s not worth taking on i can promise you that #but hmmm thoughts are thinking rn #em speaks

[cerealmonster15]

Ooougyhh agggghh... Nothing specific ur just really cool. Also a Tumblr elder so that has to give you a stat bonus somewhere

HDJFJFJFNRNGN A TUMBLR ELDER 😭😭😭 that’s so funny. I HAVE been here a while. I’m finding recently people that follow me are either Also people that have been here like 10 years and roughly the same age, or like, Jumpscare Youths who i guess just got here LOL

#asks #late 20s gang rise up yahoo #tumblr havers from 2012 🕺🥂 #anyway. thank u. the stat bonus is recognizing too many memes 🫡 #meme recognition is probably a stat 🧍 #o think being on tumblr for this long does the opposite tho u become Less Cool #but that’s ok it’s a humbling experience #unless u just meant that I am old in general LOL #both are true. well not really. but I do think most people on here are generally roughly #either my age or younger #I have a handful of Mutuals a few years older than me but we kinda capped out together around here lol

[piplupod]

i may be a bitter little salted nut but sometimes i think about how the people with "racists" in their DNI never actually do any work to unlearn racism themselves and will flip their shit if you ever point out that their fav media or content creator has been racist. like. hello. maybe put a little work in !

#this message brought to you by shaking my head at someone w racists in their DNI and then pizza tower listed as a fav game in their pinned #like sure u can enjoy it i guess. but also. these ppl never talk abt racism ever #and they'll just get SO mad if u ever point out racism in their favs #or tell me that im being too sensitive and that its not a big deal or that im bringing up ''discourse'' if i ever mention racism #esp against indigenous ppl I've noticed 🧍 what. hello. can anyone hear me #am i insane here. what the hell is going on. why do native caricatures not qualify as racism. 😐 #pippen needs 2nd breakfast

[hl-obsessed]

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#uh oh well #i'm so stupid #i lost an hour #fucking hell #what just happened #was just going out #and then #no wait #what hour it is #and i'm hour to late?????? #shop i wanted to go is closed now??????? #because i lost an hour somewhere?????? #What the fuck #payno 👁️👁️ #i am looking at you #i am just here like 🧍🏻‍♂️ #🧍🏻‍♂️ #????? #guess i'm gonna watch niall today

[keii]

So weird how the days don’t feel real for me at the moment. Probably because I’m in the middle of going through some major life changes, so I feel like I’m floating by until I’m finally settled into my new place.

#it’s like I’m observing everything at a distance lol #I took an edible this past weekend and nothing felt real LOL #I finally understood the chaos of people going ‘are u real… what is real… who am i’ #also this is why I should stick to casual drinking bc why did my ass… high af started thinking about the smile movie #while I was going out to grab some banana pudding at wegmans #why did my ass did that to myself??? I swear I hate myself like #I’m just standing there and my mind said ‘they’re looking at u and smiling.’ 🧍 bitch shut the fuck up LMFAOO #I was in the parking lot and I was telling hun to be careful bc there was an unreasonable large hunched over woman walking across #the parking lot and he said he didn’t know what I was talking about 🧍 #I was standing there w my banana pudding in the store and was like ‘why are we here for over an hour.’ … was only 5 mins #like I get it now… my vision went all wobbly I finally get it #also there was a green tint to everything and I was like ‘woah… vintage filter…’ dumb ass bitch LOL #anyway I took my ass to bed and then woke up to watch the spiderverse movie #x #shrekeii

[hibiscuswolverine]

Thinking about makoto is so so so essential to plot of THH and the future of the rest of the series (even v3 to some extent) that if everything in sayaka’s plan went according to plan and she managed to pull a Tsumugi and get the main character killed, the game would honestly be over and then the rest of the series never happens. OR the game would at most last till chapter 5 because of Kyoko and then STOP because no one really cares after that after she dies.

#like no matter how much you try to switch who in THH becomes the protag these guys are just not cut out for it #the only person who I could see getting them to ATLEAST chapter 5 is Kyoko and maybe Byakuya #but then the train stops because with everyone having in alibi and no scape goat named Makoto. Kyoko is FUCKED. #and we all know Byakuya despite being intelligent isn’t going to look around the school for clues let’s be honest🧍🏾‍♀️ #so the four rot in that school till the day they die or Junko gets bored then kills them #also none of them have sheer optimism that man has in him #like you not going to sit here and tell me some like sayaka Leon or literally any of them have that capacity of either of those #(other than well Hina but that’s more on the optimistic side of things) #the second most optimistic person is hina yet even in chapter 6 she despaired too #you need someone who is naive yet strong in their optimism and puts a lot of faith in hope that things despite how bad situation is #will see the greener grass on the otherside and won’t let any doubts stop them from seeing that grass #the only other way if is Mukuro has a change of heart before she’s killed or DR:IF happens #12 am thoughts yippee!!! #(aka me coming up with shit on the spot instead of sleeping) #makoto naegi #dangan ronpa

[aqqleshiqqing-archive]

he looks so big fhfhbfbdhdhdhdbdhdbdbd HE LOOKS SO BIG WHY IS HE Æ

#i wanna upload the entire gif of him just talking but i dont wanna spoil¿??¿??¿ even if nobody has no clue wtf is happening here???+?!?;?? #maybe next time #tho he was just having an Angry Spoopy monolog but THE ANIMATION IS WORTH SEEING NGL #i literally cannot look at this shot (or any of the other frames) without thinking about how big he looks OLLOLOOLLOLLD #im so annoying about him im so sorry i just really think he's neat (lying its more than just neat) #🍀 gush post #i think they're neat tag; ⭕ #it will be a monday soon but at least i can think of him #yall ngl i think hes leaning onto f/o material .... he didn't even do much yet here i am 🧍 #i still feel that i didnt do enough justice to his design i gotta figure that out soon

[vazaez]

that’s not very cis of you

BYE🛌

It's complicated alright 😭💀

#a lil personal story about this now that the topic came up: #some time ago i started questioning my gender identity but i didnt like the spanish they/them pronouns on myself #they just didnt sit right lol #so i tried using gender neutral language (ig yall know spanish is one of the many languages that is VERY gendered #even fcking objects have their own 'gender' lmao) so yea if it pas possible i phrased what i said abt myself in a pronounless way #but when it was not possible to do that id use male pronouns to try how i felt with them. the thing is that every fucking time i did that #some dude in a gc i was in said 'dO u hAvE a D¡cK????' and it made me really uncomfy as if i needed it to be able to use those pronouns 🧍 #LITERALLY EVERY TIME so eventually i gave up because i thought what's the point of finding my identity if it wont be respected anyways? #so yea im resigned to be seen as the same I was born with the same i've always been and the same everyone knows me #dont get me wrong i dont always hate being a girl but sometimes it makes me curious how would it be if i wasnt #and i dont mind what pronouns ppl use with me most of the time as long as it's not with a bad intention #I've wondered if maybe i'm a she/they? idk i just gave up thinking about it #at least for now. i have my whole ass life to find out what or who i am so i don't feel there's a need to rush tbh #woah this rant got rlly long sorry lol idk if anyone will read this far 🏃 #btw it's not only about that guy but he made me constantly remember that most people at least here in latam are very closed minded #just like him so if i ended up finding an identity i was happy with it wouldnt be respected by most people irl anyways #i'm not in that gc anymore tho #i hope i was able to like explain well what i mean? i don't wanna seem like i gave up that easily just because some dude was being a jerk #it's just that i'm kind of an overthinker

[mattodore]

vanishing without explanation for six days

#river dipping #me editing my i am in eskew pic to say actually yea i was being mentally ill <3 #i have an avoidant personality disorder likeeeeee jndgkfjh expect me to disappear semi-regularly honestly #but!!! :))) i've finally finished editing all of the photos from that smoking pose set i made for mattodore back in..... #[checks calendar] ..........march lmao #i'm actually getting the post together for it rn... there are eight photos in total here so........... #i have to stare at them for a really long time to check for mistakes #there's dialogue that goes along w/ the images too but i'm not sure if i want to include it #i probably won't..................... we'll see #but anyway hi hello... i've also avoided simblr entirely while i was gone so 🧍 i'm really behind... hope you're all well <3 #i might be busy today so i probably won't be able to play catch up for a while but we'll see... #........aszdKSDJFNGKJD ALSO... i just realized looking at my last posts that i was like okay <3 vampire theo time <3 and then logged out #SAWRRY... i could just post the vampire photos raw but maybe i'll edit them like the smoking photos... #there are six photos from it... it's a sequence of events yk... #some blood drinking takes place <3 #...want you all to know that when i make posts i type and then i open another tab then i come back then i open ps then i come back etc etc #so while i'm only just now posting this i actually just finished captioning and tagging the mattodore smoking post jdgkfnh #i just flit back and forth from one thing to another my brain is always going so fast like i HAVE to be doing multiple things Or Else #like those earlier tags are obsolete now but i'll keep them anyway

[duhnova]

guys don’t get asthma, -100000000/10 would NOT recommend.

#— [ 💭 ] nova thoughts #can’t believe people are out here breathing in 8k HD #steroid inhalers taste horrible though and are a pain in the ass and such a hassle????? #i don’t even remember to do mine half the time which would explain why i CANT FUCKING BREATHE 🧍🏻‍♀️ #i also just forget my rescue inhaler exhausts so i just sit here wheezing the whole day until it becomes unbearable #inconclusion i am dumb and i hate asthma

[feelslikegold]

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#on today’s episode of I hate english and speaking english #I said cicrumcisions #instead of circumstances #at the car dealership 🧍🏻‍♀️ #literally I am never speaking out loud again I HATE it here #the employee literally twitched like WHAT did this little rock just say #girl idk!!!! idfk #I should be asleep rn 💔

[mooshkat]

el oh el

#it's so fun being 24 but still treated like im 16 #and getting told to go to my room but then five minutes later get barged in on to ask if i have “any more attitude” like 🧍 #i am just sitting here having fucked off like you asked what the fuck do you want #so sorry you're fucking pissed at everyone else because YOU quit YOUR fucking job #katie.txt #nothing will motivate me more to fill out applications than dealing with him #i want out of this goddamn house

[domjaehyun]

what did prada have to say about jaehyun’s foot pic…

#not very ambassador like of him 🤨🤔 #and no it is not 5am here 🧍🏽‍♀️ time is an illusion it’s 2pm #jizz.txt #tbh i am prob gonna delete this post I JUST HAD TO GET THIS OUT

[doggypuppygoodbye]

had a really rad time my friend were talking about how the whole group looking to have a great summer: two of them got boyfriends, two of them got great jobs in theatre, and I am just trying to exist rn

#like they are supportive of my situation and all that. but it’s really not so fun that everyone is having such a great time out here. #and I’m just over here. like. 🧍 #basically I am for real when I say that karma better step her fucking game up soon I am not having the best time and I need her rn #anyways I listened to Maybe This Time. six times in a row really loud and apparently my mom was driving home behind me almost the whole way.