#I hope you are all as okay as you can be under the circumstances xxxxxxxx

[letsdiscoverkitty]

05.06.20//CPA update

Still no discharge date. Next review in 6 weeks time. Feeling trapped and tired. and sad. and lonely. Although I must have to say that I do feel a little more heard than I have been in the past. At least this consultant is actually a real human being and takes time for everyone and actually seems to care about the person not just turning over beds...There were many difficult discussions, especially around weights, but I am trying to not think too far ahead/too much as I find it all a bit too overwhelming at the moment. Things are tough and messy and hard but I am still here holding on and things are slowly shifting. One day at a time.

#personal #update #Im sorry for my distance #its just messy and hard and tiring #review today was very mixed #not happy tbh #at least she is now moving away from her initial plan which was to keep me here for 6 more months #sigh #one day at a time #onew #I hate how she wouldnt budge any more on certain numbers and BMIs #I dont want to pin my recovery on a stupid number #but I kind of understand why it has to be done #its just shit #I hope you are all as okay as you can be under the circumstances xxxxxxxx #I think of you all x