#I may need to rest tomorrow

[ruporas]

i’ll find you again in every universe. let us be a little more honest, let us have a little more time.

#vashwood #vash the stampede #nicholas d wolfwood #trigun #despite it all though badlands rumble is like. the only universe where we get wolfwood thinking vash died first... and i think that means a #lot to their relationship and how it may bloom if there was more to badlands rumble considering vash literally saw wolfwood carrying a piece #of vash after his supposed death. u know! despite the short time they were together vash still meant so much to wolfwood that he couldn't #just move on or forget him in anyway. needed to keep a piece of him for himself and the rest of his days. but ofc vash lives and wolfwood #was like ill beat ur fucking ass into tomorrow. there's just so much honesty in vash being able to see that gesture bc he wouldnt know #otherwise just how much he might mean to him. ANYWAY. trimax with with the eternal pining featuring the two chapters where imo #where the both of them really fell for each other... i wrote my thoughts about this on another comic i did before #but vash solidifying his feelings during the hospital arc -- ww solidifies his when he realizes his allegiances are permanently with vash #98 my lovelies but also to me they are so one-sided bc ww pined like no tomorrow and vash only realizes after ep 23?24? his heart did tickle #whenever ww complimented his smile though #and tristamp vw my beloveds. it really just feels like they get the chance to be closer and closer and more honest with each other #with every version that comes about. in trimax they knew how little time they had but struggled so desperately to get closer. in 98 ww felt #more willing to forsake for vash. in badlands rumble theyre Angry but as mentioned earlier ^ more blatant truth... due to circumstances #mainly but has the chance to lead to discussions and tristamp literally. first day of knowing each other ww saves vash - 2 days later vash #saves ww like. Man. AND NOW THEY MAY POTENTIALLY GET EVEN CLOSER!!!! with s2.... #ruporas art

[da-bees]

Undertale AU Characters as Flowers

So i got hyperfixated on flowers meanings and it has taken over my life so here is my favorite little guys as flowers

Flower meanings are based on the flower and then its color, so like red roses mean something different than yellow roses, but both relate to love. Also differnt cultures have different meanings for flowers. This was a nightmare to reasearch, lots of conflicting info.

(Note that some flowers seemingly have confilcting meanings, this is cause often their meanings can be affected by what other flowers are around them, like in a bouquet and shit. Also i will not accepting criticism :) )

Anyways lets go!

Ink - Marigolds

So marigolds represent joy, excitement, creativity and Energy, while also being associated with grief, despair, and mourning. This fits Ink very well, he a very bright person while having one of the fucking sadesst backstory like ever. Also they are assocatied with protection and I think that fun with his protecter of the multiverse thing.

Blue - Bluebells & Blue Dahlias

Bluebells represent resilience, strength, overcoming adversity, growth, along with humility, constancy, gratitude, and kindness. This feels kinda self explaintory cause Blue is a very power dude and a very kind person, so bluebells are perfect for him

I picked blue dahlias mainly for their symbolism of standing out from the crowd, though its other meanings also apply, change, strength, fresh start, inner strength, positive change, and commitment. Cause like out of the whole mutiverse of Sans and even other swaps Blue managed to fight along side some of the most power people and holds up against people like Nightmare and Error. He is truly unquie to the other swaps and i wanted this flower to represent that. Can you tell i really like Blue. (Also ignore that true blue dahlias dont exist, truly wild that one can find flower meanings for a flower that doesn't exist, there are blueish green dahlias :P )

Dream - Yellow Chysanthemums & Purple Hyacinths

Yellow chysanthemums represent happiness, joy, celebration, the sun. light, friendship, and optism, along with neglected love, sorrow, rebirth, and protector. This fits really well with Dream cause on the surface he is a sweet cheerful guy, literally the embodiment of postitivity but he also feels a lot of grief and guilt for what happen to his brother. Which is further emphasized by the purple hyacinths, wich repesent sorrow, regret, and a desire foe forgiveness. Also by complete accident his flowers are yellow and purple, like how he and nightmare were when they were kids.

Nightmare - Astrantia, Black Dahlias, & Black Roses

So the astrantias reprsent passive, cause like they represent strength, innocence, courage, magic, and protection, along with assocaitions with stars and the night sky. It represents all he couls have been if not for what happened. very sad

Now for the black dahlias and roses. Black dahlias represent betrayal, saddness, change, beauty, power, and negative emotions. Black roses represent death, despair, hatred, revenge, mourning, loss, rebirth, tragedy, regret, elegance, and mystery. these represent who is becomes after his corruption and the "death" of passive, he's angry and hurting and he lashes out at those around him. He feels betrayed both by the villagers and by Dream, but he is also mourning who he was and his brother. Also he's hot and powerful so like.

Anyways ill do the rest later cause its like 2:30 and im tired.

#dream sans #ink sans #swap sans #blue sans #nightmare sans #undertale au #flower meanings #also like all of these may not be acurate but that has never stopped me before #I have the stuff for the rest of the bad sanes geno reaper and fresh #but i have to do stuff tomorrow that like need me aware and not sleep deprived #goin to a funeral :(

[bigmammallama5]

I hadn't realized I still had 16 days of vacation to take by the end of the year (they don't roll over, unfortunately) which means I had only taken barely four up until now, not counting some early Fridays we got this summer. No wonder I'm tired.

I'm gonna go hang out at the studio tomorrow and work on finishing up pots/pumpkins and making slip sample tiles. Maybe I'll take my little tripod and take some time lapse videos throwing stuff, I haven't done that in a few years. Maybe i'll make a poll for the first time and ask what yall are interested in seeing?

#arting #pottery #i also apparently have 40 POUNDS of porcelain on my shelf #so uh #im thinking i start to do something with that #its such a pain to throw tho #and i havent thrown in it like 5 years #but i need to use it bc that shits expensive #i should also be getting the rest of my dry materials in the mail today too #so i may try measuring and mixing that up tomorrow with an old school balance scale #but yeah like #should i make a poll #would that be helpful

[peachcitt]

it’s about to be june everybody :)

#ladrien #ladrienjune #ladrien june #wip wednesday #well. here we are again. i think im going to let the plot of this one be a surprise simply because i have no idea how to describe it #and i haven’t even thought of a title yet. june is (technically - it’s one in the morning here) TOMORROW😭😭😭 #ive only prewritten two chapters and i have a vague outline of an incredibly complex plot. a typical peachcitt ladrien june ig #anyway. get ready for the vibe of a lifetime #been really into the idea of just writing a fuck all whatever vibe for fun lately. just really being confusing with it #and i think this fic will be a hard launch into my new era of self indulgence #also so far both prewritten chapters are around 1000 words which. #maybe they partly needed to be because of how i need to do setting building as fuck while also sticking with the prompts #but i think a big thing is i cannot physically shut the fuck up and i am worried about how that bodes for the rest of the month #but it’s been a couple years of this. the only way to survive a ladrien june is c’est la vie it the whole time and then it’s fine #im gonna post a bigger sneak peek to my kofi tomorrow (may 31) so keep an eye out if interested!! #okay anyway that’s enough rambling. goodnight everybody happy ladrien june eve eve

[ezraphobicsoup]

maybe i’m just like sick and twisted and evil but actually the best part of so many songs (specifically thinking about songs in musicals here) is when they repeat a word or phrase in agony and feelings and . it does something to me idk

#tbh this is pretty much just about marvin ‘i never never never never never never wanted to love you’ falsettos #and beth ‘day after day after day after day after day’ merrily we roll along #i mean there’s more examples of this for sure #but these are the ones that rotate in my mind on a regular basis #also today i was thinking and i need i need to analyse the leitmotifs of merrily there’s so many it’s so good #i think that’s all i have to say here i have a normal number of thoughts this evening #it is wednesday tomorrow lasts forever and ever and ever but then it will be the day after #which also lasts fairly forever and ever but then it will be saturday and then #well yknow then the rest of the passage of time i can’t be bothered to go there right now #gonna try some composition so my regular brain may not remain intact i’ll see how it goes #ezra’s real life rambles #ezra likes music

[tidekissed]

I’m going to bed.

#tidepool chats #I may let myself have my first missed class of the semester tomorrow morning #I officially had a panic episode most of the day bc I cannot remember a lot of it #and I just have been. unwell. #so I’m gonna let myself sleep in and get the work I need to get done done #and worry about the rest later.

[lottieurl]

LGBT stands for Let's Get Barbecued Tonight

#shes lgbt like what all at once? #anyways . im sorry im half asleep theres so much i wanted to SAY but i may need to be unconscious for a few hours #rest assured i will be very annoying tomorrow 🥰

[voidthewanderer]

I just have one more writing prompt to get through, as well as an art prompt that was sent like a year ago. I will eventually get to the art prompt, I promise! Art just takes ma a bazillion years to finish anymore. I've also got the gaming brainworms right now, so I wanna game more than write or draw currently. Gonna try and fix those problems the next couple of days because I have a LOT of stuff I need to get done. Hopefully if I fix one problem, I can focus on working off of an actual schedule or something.

A guy can at least try!

#shut it void #just have to get through work tonight #which honestly i know not everything's gonna get done so i may start working on the writing prompt tonight and then finish it tomorrow #and that's depending on what i'll be able to do tomorrow for the rest of the stuff that i need to get done

[wingsyliveblogs]

Ah. Well, there it is! 

Okay, let’s take this from the top. 

(cut for length)

Another thing I said previously in this episode was that I felt that Lilith takes their conflict a lot more seriously than Eda does. But here, Eda’s immediate response to Lilith offhandedly bringing up her attempts to catch Eda is to get defensive and assume the worst. 

There’s barely concealed hurt in her voice, to the point where she almost sounds as though she’s holding back tears, and she’s genuinely surprised when Lilith denies her assumption. As much as she cracks jokes and plays it lighthearted about their constant fighting, it must weigh quite heavily on her too. 

Lilith’s change in her approach to getting Eda to join the coven since her last few appearances has me wondering: is this because she had the chance to bond with Eda again in this episode, or was she already considering asking Eda directly to join the coven from the start? 

It’s also interesting that this comes shortly after her last appearance in Episode 8, which left her incredibly frustrated with Eda all around. I wonder if she put two and two together eventually and figured out that it wasn’t actually Eda she was talking to back then? That may have led her to think that she might have a chance of convincing Eda to join her if she asked her personally, without any bodyswap weirdness interfering.

Now, we come to Lilith’s last line. While the mystery from the end of Episode 5 still remains, what she says here does confirm one thing: Lilith believes that the Emperor can fix Eda’s curse. Lilith thinks that if Eda were to join the Emperor’s Coven, not only would she no longer be a criminal, but her life could be saved. (As it is, Eda doesn’t seem to have any way to get rid of the curse on her own. As Lilith said back in Episode 5, her days are numbered.) 

And this has led me to consider an interesting implication that this whole situation has about their conflict. To some degree, it is fundamentally based on differences in their ideologies. Eda hates the coven system, while Lilith has flourished in it. But, at the same time, there’s no indication that Lilith has any strong feelings about covens themselves. 

She sees value in playing a part in the system in order to mentor the next generation, but I don’t think she’s said much (or anything, really) in praise of the coven system. The reasons she’s given for wanting Eda to join the Emperor’s Coven have nothing to do with the coven and everything to do with Eda herself. Eda joining the coven would clear her of being a criminal, Eda joining the coven might save her life. 

I think that, while Eda’s refusal to join a coven and hatred of every part of the school/coven system is purely based on her own moral and ideological standards, Lilith’s own stance has much less to do with what she thinks is right (despite her position as leader of the coven that serves as part of law enforcement) and much more to do with people. 

In a coven, she can lead others, supportive headpats and all, and play the role of mentor to promising young witches. Plus, in Lilith’s mind, joining a coven would solve all Eda’s problems. None of this implies that she thinks covens are inherently good, though it is true that she considers being part of one to be beneficial, and that she trusts in the system. I think, in a way, Lilith just takes the system as a given, and works within it because it’s easier, while Eda can’t get past all the problems she sees with it, no matter how tough that makes life for her. 

Their motivations come from different places, and I think that may fuel their conflict even further because neither of them really understands what the other is thinking. Eda dismisses Lilith’s perspective because she can see that what Lilith is doing is wrong. Why would she perpetuate a system that’s rotten from the ground up? Does she have no sense of morality? Meanwhile, Lilith thinks that Eda is frustrating because she can’t understand why Eda would act in a way that’s actively harmful to herself on a personal level. Things would be so much easier for her if she just joined a coven, why can’t she see that?  

Hmm. This got pretty long. I’m not sure how much this holds up overall, but these two have such interesting characters and I keep having thoughts about them that beg to be shared. I’m sure there’s more to come, too!

Man, this episode is good. 

#wingsy liveblogs #wingsy watches owl house #owls ep 11 #okay normally I don't do this in the tags but #even if there's only a minute and a half in this episode it's getting really late and I think I need to pause here #it's the worst possible place to pause but I have so many thoughts #and it may well take me a couple more hours to complete the episode if the rest of the scene is like this #I'll be back as soon as possible tomorrow to finish the episode! #until then... goodnight!

[katnissgirlsmakedo]

if i can just make it through tuesday and wednesday..... thursday is going to be the best day of my life. yes i'll have to go to class in the morning and then like wait around for several hours BUT then i get to see bottoms with my bestie :) and then i get to go home and guess what will be at home........ a package..... i cannot say what the package is just in case i jinx it but i am very. cautiously. excited about it........ and then i have work early friday morning but well. thursday night is going to be crazyyyyyyyyy (i am literally just going to watch a movie on my couch)

#tomorrow will be easy to get through. maybe. for a few hours at least. unless my group members don't like me #in which case i will need to drop out and ghost everyone immediately. #and wednesday should be fine. hopefully. i'll have to spend all day after class at my stupid apartment though. but whatever #i'll read i'll watch my shows. maybe do my little assigned readings idk. maybe #i miss watching bbc atlantis in the library wow. never thought i'd say that but i do really miss my library may she rest in peace #yes ok there are two libraries on this campus and i can still go to the other one but it's so far away i'd have to drive :/ #beth.txt

[thedeadthree]

tis my birthday today !!!!!!!! 🌸💕

oh my god i am 24 today oh my GOD

#leg birthday posting ! #leg.txt #it hit me when i was out earlier today that i am 24 zkzjhzzh WILD #ty ty to y’all that have said hbd so far y’all mean the world to me i haven’t been emotional at all today 💕🥹 #i played b*g3 co op with my best friend yesterday and am shooting to do the b*arbenheimer double feature tomorrow 🌸🥹 STOKED #and now i think ill catch up on some things more before i play b*g3 more of finish the w*itcher or finished reading the last wish <3 !!!! #(that or maybe c*yberpunk bc i miss vika 🥀🥹) #oh my god playing d*ark urge is so interesting and i really like it so far?? i do love my unhinged bbs !!!!!!! 🌿😌 #i have my archfey warlock bb which i am SO excited to yell about btw <3 #i am shooting for her to be a vampire too bc!!!!! fairy vampires fairy vampires !!!!!!! 🧚‍♀️🥀✨🧛🏻‍♀️ #(she also may be my p*athfinder w*otr oc as well bc!!!!! dhampir azata VAMPIRES!!!!!! VAMPIRE FAIRIES!!!!! 🥀🌸) #and i also have a trickster domain clown who will either be d*ark urge as well ? in my co op playthrough she is and it’s SO INCH RESTING? #but anyway i hope y’all are doing well ! <3 #its so fun to have a character in conflict with their patron and the need to commit the horrors UGH i love it 🥀💕 #for both the warlock and the cleric it’s SO good omg <3

[vodid]

working my ass off drawing teensy tiny bw megatron with 22' armada megs and tfa op hes so 🤏🤏

#i may be straining myself! #arm hurts like a bitch but i NEED THIS DONE. NOW. i literally cannot wait or i will have to pay more money for prints #this is what i get for procrastinating #i'll have a hopefully good rest tomorrow if i finish today. very soon. #the pressure is on. theres a cricket in the room. and i am a bit on edge from it all lmfao #i'll be taking a break in about 30 min to eat #i haven't eaten much today whoops #i guess thats also putting me on edge

[jackgoodfellow]

More WIPs from a project that was supposed to be a quick joke and is now A Whole Thing!

Here is a preliminary Hikari, and Samo's big brother! He has also escaped his genre, and he is not aware that most of the things he says sound incredibly threatening! Although only Hikari seems to notice anyway. (Luckily for Hikari, he really is a nice guy!)

@adamofingolstadt - a Hikari for you! 😊

#wips #i escaped my genre #once I finish these pieces I will post them with full image descriptions #original characters #the brother character has the same issue as tatsu from way of the house husband. he's a sweet guy who always sounds like a murderer! #Ya know for the last 2 years or so I have been pouring my heart and soul into a graphic novel (link to drafts in my blog description; #I've been told they are fun to read!) but somehow I have posted less art from that than I have for this! 😅 at least as far as tumblr goes. #There's a bunch on ao3. all this is quite alright tho - Silly side projects are actually absolutely vital to keep my love of art alive #and in the long run it will actually help me build the skills and passion I need to finish my novel! #I'm just hoping i have the juice to finish all this stuff in the next week so I can get back to the novel #but I am ultimately subject to whatever the ADHD decides. I hope if I take a break from this that I do come back to finish my other pieces #I am getting faster though. I drew both of these pieces in one day and also have time to work on the comic. #today was a wildly productive day. tomorrow I am going to concentrate on being a vegetable. 😤 #I must respect my body's rare gift of productivity by offering it rest and care. #I may change hikari's design a little bit but I think it's looking pretty good. added the ear piercings bc of the wonderful fan art I got! #honestly the fan art may be better than what I've made here - the bat with nails and the hands were SO good

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Take a shot for every time I use an unnecessary comma. I don't recommend this, as you are sure to die of alcohol poisoning before you finish the first paragraph.

#me? writing a tumblr post to avoid the work i need to be doing? it's more likely than you think #if you've read any of my posts then you know im working on a very important project and have been for the past 1.5 years #(unrelated but im at a coffee shop and really need to use the bathroom but someone has been in there for like an hour) #so far i'm the only person (except my two siblings who helped me with some formatting and made sure all of my links work) that has seen it #but now... the time has come for me to share it with all of the relevant people #that's like... eleven people? #they're all very important people and uh #one of them is a person i can no longer speak to and honestly shouldn't contact in any way. but here i am playing with fire #maybe fucking up this nonexistent relationship by breaking our promise not to contact each other #messing up any possibility of us having a relationship again #but yknow it's very possible we'd never have a relationship again anyway #and she deserves to see this project so uh. guess ill do it and maybe regret it for the rest of my life #and now im going to offer up this piece of my soul to people who may judge or hate it #or who may judge or hate me #this project has been the reaon i stay alive for the last 1.5 years. the reason i get out of bed. the reason i leave the house #what happens when it's done? when i have no more of it to work on? #im finally sharing it because it's reached the end of what i can do for awhile #im effectively done #now what do i do with my life? #im sending it out today or tomorrow and then... i dont know #if any of yall have watched psych. yknow the yin yang trilogy? yknow when yang is caught #and Mary says hes spent the last 15 years pursuing yang? and now he doesnt know what he's going to do? #thats me right now