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#Im going home for part of June/July and there’s a lot of unknown and my family not talking abt things
goldkirk
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i feel like I’m dying but life is objectively much better in many factual ways and I’m working to remind myself of that at least once a day ✍️
#my photos
#personal
#no like i actually started feeling like my chest was gnawing itself and my lungs are heavy and I’m nauseous tingly
#chill on a sofa listening to upbeat music and petting a dog
#but the Feeling Like You’re Dying doesn’t care it’ll just hit when it hits
#Im going home for part of June/July and there’s a lot of unknown and my family not talking abt things
#and honesty vs lies battles
#and a lot of messy radtrad/fundie influences continuing to strengthen but like
#things are also better in a lot of areas
#and no matter what everyone is speaking to me more politely since I moved
#although it’s frustrating too bc
#i nos feel like Im going crazy going this long without some undolicited Soul Concern email or anti gay email coming from my parents or
#fight baiting coming from my sister
#it’s weird
#i feel like I made it all up since I haven’t gotten any evidence/proof now that I finally thought ‘i should document when they send me
#stuff next time’ so I’d be able to confirm to myself that they DID say xyz things or w/ever
#anyway NO SELF. LIFE IS GOOD AND WORTH LIVING AND YOU HAVE A DOG YOU COMMITTED TO AND YOUR URGES TO GO BE IN DANGER AND HURT DO NOT NEED TO
#BE ACTED ON YOU CAN STOP FREAKING OUT ABT THEM THEY’RE CONSTRUCTION AND DEMO CRAP. CHILL. THEY’LL GO AWAY SOMEDAY
#AND YOU ARE NOT AN OPINIONLESS KID WJEN YOU HO BACK YOU CAN LITERALLY JUST TELL PEOPLE NO
#also don’t FUCKING forget to pick up a box of those cookies. future me I swear to god I’ve wanted them for like six months
#if we come back to WA without them for another year
#i will murder you I s2g
#not really but I will be SO sad at some point this fall or winter
#don’t make me sad
#journal
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