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#NICE TO MEEEE CRYING SOBBING WEEPING
mossyflowers · 1 year
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We haven’t really interacted but I’m still coming for you 👁👁
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HELLO?? HELLO??? EVERYONE GETTING MY ASS DAY?????? WAAAGH
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angelpuns · 6 months
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Hiii :3 have a rant about how much ily /p (first rant of my christmas break >:D)
I know I've said this like 25 times but you mean so much to me, and to Three and to Saturn and to all you're friends ever and I adore you so so so so so so so so much and you're art is so cool and you're so cool and you're an amazing person and an amazing friend and while admittedly we haven't actually talked that much every time we do it makes me so happy and you're so nice and funny and cool and you're art is so awesome and I'm so happy I sent my first ever rant because it somehow lead to me making way way way more friends and I owe all of that to you being so, so nice the first ever time I started sending asks and every single one I sent was positively received and that means so much to me and I thank you so greatly for honest to god being one of the main reasons I've been doing SO much better with my anxiety, ty ty ty ty ty SO much and im v excited for the kid leo update <3
WAAAAA RAAAAAAAAAAA IM GONNA SOB AND CRY AND WEEP YOU'RE ALWAYS SO NICE TO MEEEE ;-;
I am crying sobbing weeping in the club actuzlly this is so sweet and you're so sweet and I'm glad we becema friendsssssss waaaaaa
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lilithpooped · 5 years
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Act On It - Park Sooyoung
Requested by: @lilxnvm
Genre: Fluff
Information: It’s a Girl Reader x Girl Idol Fic
Warnings: may be explicit for some but actually it’s not.
A/n: I’m so sorry this took so long but I actually deleted the first one after finishing it because it didn’t turn out as I wanted it to, I’m so sorry for the delay!! I hope you like it but please feel free to tell me if you don’t, I promise I will try to do another one if you want to!!! And Joy is my girl crush aaaah🌸💕💕💕
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“Sshh, it’s okay. It will all be okay.”
“What if it won’t?” she asked crying in your arms for the 3rd time this week.
“It will be. I know you’re gonna make it. You’ve done great so far. You can do anything you put your mind to.” you whispered hugging her tighter.
Sooyoung was your best friend for 10 years now. You two had been inseparable until she decided to go her own way and apply for auditions of the most known entertainment company. It was not a surprise that she got accepted. She was always talented. A beautiful dreamy voice, a fairy-like beauty, and a lovable sweet and perfect soul. She was always beautiful. She was always perfect. She was always more than anyone else for you.. 
“You’re just saying everything will be alright because you’re my best friend. They don’t think like you do. They don’t like me. They hate me.”
“Sooyoung, don’t care about what they say. They don’t know you. They are just hating for nothing.”
“But I didn’t do anything. Why? I always try to do my best, why..”
She was having too much anxiety lately due to the backlash she was getting for nothing. You could sense her uneasiness even without having her talk to you. Trying to bring her mood up, you looked at her face and talked in a serious voice.
“Maybe because they have some stick up in their places, you are just perfect. I don’t trust anyone that does not like you!”
She laughed a bit at your serious and calm face while saying those things in a sassy manner. Hearing her laugh made you feel like flowers bloomed inside you.
“Just wait for me here okay? Oh and please don’t cry anymore..” you kissed her head and slowly got out of her arms. Walked to the bathroom and turned back to look at her before getting inside. She looked small. 
You got inside the bathroom and closed the door behind. You had an idea that can make Sooyoung feel better so you just got yourself to work and turned the tap on. 
After filling the bathtub with hot water, you put bath essences and oils to make it smell nice. After making sure that the bathroom was hot and was smelling nice enough to ease her nerves, you got out and went to her bedroom. You knew where her candles exactly were. So after taking them, you directed your way towards the kitchen to find a lighter.
“What are you doing?” called Sooyoung.
“You just wait! Stop right at where you are!” you answered.
After finding a lighter, you turned back to bathroom and lit the candles. You turned the light off and looked at the ambiance. Something was missing but what?..
Music! You remembered seeing a bluetooth speaker in her bedroom. Everything would be perfect after getting that too. 
“Sooyoung!!” you called her. No answers. You went to get her to the bathroom. She was still sitting at the exact same spot and she still looked sad and small.
“Sooyoung, come on.”
“Huh?” she asked surprised as you held her arm and got her up from the couch.
“Just come with meeee!!!”
You would’ve stopped the time if you could to always be able to see her surprised face when she first stepped inside the bathroom. 
“Y/n..”
“I remember your mom doing this for you whenever you felt sad. Well, not with the candles but with music and all, and I-”
Ah.. A nice scent surrounding you with arms around your neck.. You felt your heart beating in your chest.. One more time.. One more time again.
“Thank you so much..” you heard Sooyoung’s muffled voice between her sobs.
“It’s never a bother, have fun baby.”
“Oh, are you leaving?”
“Yeah, I thought it would be nicer for you..”
“Actually.. My mom always washed my hair while i sat down in the tub playing.. It helped me to feel better..”
You say what now?.. You couldn’t believe that she was actually asking you to stay here and wash her hair. It suddenly felt too intimate, it felt warm, it felt nice.
“Oh.. I can do that if you want..”
“Would you really?”
“Yes, i guess.”
“Thank you..” 
“You go into the tub and call me after that, okay?”
“Yes.”
You got out of bathroom door and waited for her to call your name. Somehow it felt too nice, even though you were becoming even more shy with every passing second. 
“Y/n! You can come in now.”
You could literally feel your heartbeats in your ears. Stepping into the bathroom again, you eyed her, completely unintentionally. She looked gorgeous, black long hair looking like a flower floating on the pink-ish water around her, making her look like a goddess in the heaven. All of your senses were screaming out of the pleasure the scene was giving you. It looked aesthetically perfect.
“Ahaha- umm.. Should I.. Should I wash your hair now?”
“Ah.. Yes.. Um.. It would be perfect.” she had a shy smile on her face.
The tension you both have was not something sexual, it was just because of having something this intimate for the first time. Why were you both so excited and shy around each other, again? 
You slowly got close to her. 
“Aah.. Umm.. Would you like some music?”
“Yes, yes it would be nice..”
You put on a song nice enough to make her feel like she was on a cloud. You saw her closing her eyes.
“O-okay.. I’m starting.”
“Hmm.”
You slowly combed her hair with your fingers, wetting it kindly. She started to hum along with the song. It again felt too intimate.
“You know, Sooyoung.. I always loved your voice.”
“I know, I can see it in the way you look at me. I appreciate it..”
“Ah, is that so?”
“Yes.”
The room fell silent again except for that beautiful song playing in the background.
“Y/n..”
“Yes?”
“How do you feel?”
“Right now? I feel nice. It’s a calming ambiance.” You shampooed her hair with gentle movements.
“That’s good to hear.”
Silence again.
“What about you? How do you feel?”
“Different.”
“Different? Is it not nice? Should I go?-”
“No! I mean.. It’s different but in a beautiful way. I have never felt this way before I guess..”
“Oh.. That’s what you mean..”
“Yes.”
“Well, it’s different for me too. Since it’s my first time doing something like this for a friend of mine.”
“Hmm… Is it a good kind of different?”
“Yes. I kinda loved it.” wow, you really couldn’t control your mouth now, could you?
“Yeah, I loved it too..”
Silence again.
“Y/n..”
“Yes?”
“Thank you for being here for me today, I- I really don’t know what I would have done without you. I would’ve probably be weeping still..”
“It’s nothing, Sooyoung. You would do the same for me.”
“Yes. Umm..”
“Hmm?”
“Y/n, do you also feel something different? I mean.. Between us?”
“Like what?” Yes, yes you were..
“Love.”
“I- I..”
She opened her eyes and turned her face to you, held your face in her slightly wet hands.
Your hand was still in her hair but you were amazed by her gaze. You two were looking at each other’s eyes. 
“Do you, y/n?”
“I - I don’t know..”
“Is it okay if I act on mine?”
“Huh?”
She got closer to you, locking your eyes in hers.
“Can.. Can I love you differently from what you’ve used to?”
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tellywoodtrash · 7 years
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ishqbaaz 14.09.17 lb
it’s so strange to not have anika around. like... the ghar/room/show actually seems khaali khaali. i didn’t feel like this when nakuul went on vacay. hence proved that surbhi is the actual jaan of this show. 😌😌😌
itne dino baad yeh banda kuch kaam kar raha hai, yeh rudra ka bachcha woh bhi nahi karne dega. 😒😒😒
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i’m already giggling at shivaay’s face. 😂😂😂
“yeh waali problem thodi ajeeb hai.” 
bhaiyya is intrigued. 😯😯😯
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“it’s about my... performance, bhaiyya.” 
HAHAHAHAHAHAHHA THE HIGH PITCHED “HUHHHH?!?!!?” SHIVAAY LET OUT HAHAHA 🤣🤣🤣🤣
“mujhe bhavya ko prove karna hai!!!” “kya?” “KI MAIN BACHCHA NAHI HOON! MAIN MARD HOON! PAR MUJHSE KUCH HO NAHI RAHA!!!!!!”
hahahaha shivaay’s like I LOVE YOU BABY BRO BUT I REALLY DON’T NEED TO KNOW THIS 😫😫😫😫
love that even in between the convo, shivaay did that standard hindu gesture of reverence to the dropped file, and indicated to rudra to do the same. like, it’s just an inbuilt habit for me to do that to books/paper/people if i accidentally touch them with my foot. it was suchhhhhh a hard thing to explain to white people when i was in usa. 😐😐😐
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hahahahahaha poor shivaaaaay. such a jhatka he’s getting this early in the morninggggg. 🤣🤣🤣🤣
LMAO ANIKA KYA BATAYEGI... TUNE KUCH KIYA KAHAN HAI BATAANE KO. 😆😆😆
“main chahta hoon jaise anika bhaabi khush hai, waise bhavya bhi khush rahe.”
lolololololol trust me rudy, any “khushi” she’s getting isn’t from your bhaiyya here. *cough* apna haath, jagannaath. *cough* 
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lmaoooo shivaay is FREAKING the fuckkkkkk outtttt 🤣🤣🤣🤣
okkkkkkk finalllllllllly. matter is clear. 
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HIS RELIEFFFFFFFFFFF HAHAHA
waise i feel so bad for boys if they can’t discuss such things with each other. this is why i am so overwhelmingly relieved to be a woman and have girl friends i can talk about everything from my period flow to lord knows what ever the fuck else weird shit my body is up to that day. 😗😗😕😕😕
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bhaiyya is just confirming, ki... sachhhh mein “uss area” mein issues thodi hai? 😟😟😟
“tujhe koiiiiii problem nahi hai, i am so happy!!!!! TU MUJH PE GAYA HAI!” 
ew! yeh bhi koi genetic trait hai proud hone waali? lord. men. ugh. 🙄🙄🙄
eh le, bulbul is just in her standard kapde? shivaay told you to look hottttttttttt, girl! 
godddd that stupidass kurtaaaa of his. exhibition ke din toh dhang ke kapde pehenta, om!!! 😣😣😣
i haven’t seen om look this animated in foreverrrrrrrr. 😕😕😕
he looks so happy to see her! awwwwwwwww, my heart! 😍😍😍
is he holding his hand out to her? please don’t be gesturing to something behind her!!! PLEASE! MY HEART WON’T BE ABLE TO TAKE IT. 😯😯😯
ok no, it IS to her. thank god. 
is she dreaming all this? oh god is this a dream? MY HEART WON’T BE ABLE TO TAKE THAT EITHER. 😯😯😯😯😯
i can’t stop freaking out. coz i know SOMETHING has to go wrong so everyyyy damn action of his is seeming shady to me. 😖😖😖
WAIT WHAT? IS THIS A FUCKING DREAM OR NOTTTT I NEED IT TO BE CONFIRMED THIS ISN’T A DREAM COZ I HONESTLY FEEL LIKE IMMA THROW UP RIGHT NOW 😫😫😫🤢🤢🤢😥😥😥
YUP.  KNEW IT. 
ok don’t tell me bulbul is feeling insecure coz the other ladies are in western. comeeee on girl, you look good! 
ok shivaay please, just give us a get rich quick scheme, we don’t have time for a whole MBA course from you rn. 
the amount of times shivaay has had to clarify that’s he’s NOT SUGGESTING RUDRA DABBLE WITH PROSTITUTION is amazing. 😐😐😐
“create a need” - wow, spoken like a true MBA asshole. i would know. i’m one of them.
bhaiyya is still oddly fixated on rudra’s plumbing. FUCKING LET IT GO SHIVAAY. TU APNE SEX LIFE KI SOCH. APNA TOH KUCH HO NAHI RAHA EK SAAL SE, RUDY KE LIYE BADA PARESHAAN HAI... FUCKING IDIOT. 🙄🙄🙄
back to bulbul. girl hold that head up high, you’re the most beautiful human being in this room by a factor of 10. 😌😌😌
oh boy is she going to get insecure seeing om talk to the girl in the blue dress? 😬😬😬
oh ho bulbul, omki bhi toh desi chirota banke aaya hai. no need to be overly paranoid. just chill. 😶😶😶
her anxiety is ramping up MY anxiety. 
ok vrinda’s acting is hella bad and killing me. behen, lines ratta maare hai, theek hai, but aise elocution mein poem ki tarah kyun jhaad rahi ho?  
ok bulbul, he didn’t even knowww you were here. 😦😦😦
OK VRINDA YOU BITCH, DON’T YOU MAKE THAT SNOTTY FACE AT MY GIRL. 😠😠😠
oh god. what evennnnnnn is this idiot going to do? apne saare gym equipment kabaadi ko bech raha hai kya? 😐😐😐
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lmaooooooo i love these two idiots. 
bhavya honestlyyyy, do you not have anything better to do in life? like... sultan’s still loose... SVETLANA’S STILL IN THE HOUSE... MATLAB, KUCH TOH KAAM KARLE, MERI BEHEN. 😗😗😗
using govt. services and resources for personal use. nice. 
wow. chubby’s a good marketer. 
OK FUCK OFF YOU FAT SHAMING ASSHOLE. 😐😐😐
ok rudra, stop being mean to chubby. he’s the only one helping you out right now. 
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omfg chubby is so cute “training karna hai toh mujhe contact karna, i’m a ready punching bag” what a cupcake. 😭😭😭😭
ok om, don’t be an asshole to her. please don’t be an asshole. 😣😣😣
this is.... gauri. (............................) 
oh just a random woman named gauri standing next to you huh??? 😒😒😒😒😒😒
ok, come the fuck on, why would gauri be awkward about shaking hands? kuchhhhh bhi. awaiii making the character look like a country bumpkin when she’s not! 🙄🙄🙄
why are ppl willing to pay TWICE the price rudra is starting at for a USED punching bag? kya chutiya log hai. 😣😣😣
omg, flashback to baby rudra and shivaay. 
ok they messed up the ages of the kids tho. shivaay’s 10 - 11 years older than rudra. the shivaay should be at 20ish, given that the baby rudra looks 10ish.
aw, rudra was bullied for being chubbbbby. 🙁🙁🙁
ok very abrupt end to that scene. damnit, show me more of my boys as babies! i wanna see overly serious and business minded baby shivaay!
awwwwwwww no, why’d you selll thaaaaaaat rudraaaaaaaa?!?! 😥😥😥😥
also god bless chubby. what a good friend. i love him.  💘💘💘
did he make the 25k?????
ohhhhhhh boy, press is being intrusive assholes as usual.
OMFG WHAT NONSENSE, THE PRESS WOULD NEVER LAUGH LIKE THAT AT SOMEONE ASKING TO BE SPOKEN TO IN HINDI. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK EVEN???????? 😑😑😑😑
what stupidassssss questions. and i don’t wanna watch this scene it’s giving me tooooo much michmichiiiiii
ok i’m fwding coz i actually CANNOT handle it. i hate when they make such BS issues outta nowhere. 😫😫😫😤😤😤😤
lol rudra ke 25k aaaye nahi ke paise maangne waale bhi aa gaye. welcome to adulthood, rudy! 🤑🤑🤑🤑
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ok om to the rescueeeee.
damnnnn, assertiveKara is hottttt as hell. 😍😍😍😍
from assertiveKara to just an ASS in 2 seconds flat. ugh, whyyyyy om? 😩😩😩😩😩
blah blah blah ruvya nonsense, fwding, coz i really don’t care. 
bitchy vrinda’s back. and being a bitchy again. 😤😤😤
YAAAAAAAAAS OM! TELL HER OFF! DEFEND YOUR WIFE! 🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽🙌🏽
woulda been nice if you would have done it when she was still here though. sigh. 
wow, one ruvya scene that didn’t make me cringe and want to dieeeeeee.😯😯😯😯
AAAAAAAAAAND THEY RUINED IT WITH A SONG SEQUENCE. LORD WHYYYYYYYYYYYY. UGH. FWDING. 
... IS THAT BHAVYA’S ISSUE? THAT SHE’S 4 YEARS OLDER? SIS, THAT’S THE LEASTTTTTTTTTT OF THE ISSUES IN THIS RELATIONSHIP. 😕😕😕
oh gauriiiii. my babyyyyyyyy. noooooo. *hugs her super-tight* 
OH THANK GOD. SHIVAAY IS HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!! SHIVAAY IS HERE!!!!!! 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
shivaay and anika are the only ones from this family of circus freaks that deserve gauri’s blessed presence in their life. only they REALLLLLLY care about her. fuck all the rest of you oberois. 
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if one year ago, you’d have told me that SHIVAAY SINGH OBEROI sits on the floor to talk to and comfort this random non NKK-possessing girl who managed to find herself in this house through the strangest of circumstances, i would have told you that you were out of your godforsaken mind. but *sigh* i’m so happy at all the fates that conspired to bring these two into each others’ lives. 😪😪😪😪✨✨✨✨
SHIVAAY, TALKING ABOUT HOW SOCIETY IS FUCKED UP FOR JUDGING PEOPLE ON THE LANGUAGE THEY SPEAK. I AM DESTROYEDDDD. THE GROWTH THIS MAN HAS UNDERGONEEEE. 😭😭😭😭😭😭
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ok i am legit crying at him adamantly telling her that there could never be a girl more perfect for om. fuck, my hearttttttttttttt. 😭😭😭😭😭
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“main sab theek kar doonga, gauri.” 
aaaaaand now i’m weeping. like loud heaving sobs. great. 😭😭😭😭😭
ok don’t show me this ruvya garbage after the perfection that was that shivRi scene. like, honestly, I DO NOT FUCKING CARE.
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whut? billu’s getting champi? other people are allowed to touch his hair now???? 😐😐😐😐
billu, i hope you’re using that phone to sext. or you know... TELL HER YOU LOVE HER. YOU STUPID FUCK. 😩😩😩😩
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ooooohhhh, billu’s getting inspired by dadi’s old-school romance stories. 
ok please dadi, stop singing. please. 😬😬😬
lmao shivaay’s like dadi you sing even worse than meeee. which is true. she’s that terrible. 😆😆😆😆
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ugh such cute. 
lol dadi’s embarrassing billllu with her lovey doveyyy nonsense. 😅😅😅
ugh. pinkyyyyy. god knows what khichdi she’s pakoing now. 😒😒😒
wow, dadi just came down strong on pinky. ek chaanta toh already pada hai, don’t force dadi to bust out the belan. 😧😧😧😧
rudra seems to be going through jekyll and hyde kinda issues here. okaaaay??? 🤔🤔🤔🤔
what’s tejjjjjjj up to now? 
i looooooooooooove his shirts man. i love them alllll. 😊😊😊
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buddhon ka romance. 😏😏😏
but wow, first time i’m seeing tej seeming contrite. please god, reform his character. i don’t like having to hate mahesh thakur, who has the most positive, puppy dog-ish face ever. 😌😌😌
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dangggggggggg svetlanaaaa, why so pretty?! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍
lol billu’s ~~DEMANDS~~ for the paper to write his premmmm patraaaa on. 🙄🙄🙄
LMAO DADI CAUGHT HIMMMMM. DADI LET THE POOR BOY LIIIIVE. 😆😆😆
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