#and I did finally get scheduled with an immunologist (but not until may)

[kirby-the-gorb]

#kirby #daily kirby #my art #digital #hal laboratory #nintendo #heads up for gloomy tags #lotta mourning my illness this week I guess. #it's hard. #I'm very sick. #I've always been an optimistic person but that optimism came from my faith in *myself* and like. I can't fix this one. #I'm wrung dry. #I've been bested. #I Do Not get bested easily. #and my life has not provided a ton of evidence for faith in anyone *else* saving me. #though there are definitely people trying. #and I did finally get scheduled with an immunologist (but not until may) #so like. maybe. I still believe it's possible I just don't believe it's likely anymore.